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Evening lovelies 💕 
Part of snack today is some yummy raisins 🍇 (where da raisin emoji at 😭) Today's been an ok ish day for me, quite quiet at work today which made it a bit boring😐  but great to get out nonetheless. ☺️
Just a little reminder to you that you should never regret the chances you take, 🙅whether they pay off or not you will live and learn from them, and grow stronger from them 💪🏻. Nobody will think poorly of you if you do something different so push yourself and do what makes you scared because that's a sign that you're doing something right 😃 
Nighty night warriors 🌟
#recovery #recovering #recoverywin #eatingdisorder #realrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #2fab4ana #anorexia #anawho #anasolider #anafighter #anawarrior #anorexianervosa #fuckana #eatittobeatit #edfam #ed #edcommunity #edfamily #strongnotskinny #fitnotthin #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish 
As usual tagged some accounts that always pick me up when I'm feeling down
Evening lovelies 💕 Part of snack today is some yummy raisins 🍇 (where da raisin emoji at 😭) Today's been an ok ish day for me, quite quiet at work today which made it a bit boring😐 but great to get out nonetheless. ☺️ Just a little reminder to you that you should never regret the chances you take, 🙅whether they pay off or not you will live and learn from them, and grow stronger from them 💪🏻. Nobody will think poorly of you if you do something different so push yourself and do what makes you scared because that's a sign that you're doing something right 😃 Nighty night warriors 🌟 #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #eatingdisorder  #realrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anorexia  #anawho  #anasolider  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #anorexianervosa  #fuckana  #eatittobeatit  #edfam  #ed  #edcommunity  #edfamily  #strongnotskinny  #fitnotthin  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  As usual tagged some accounts that always pick me up when I'm feeling down
@zebra.on.the.way just posted a #challenge for self care. So here's the deal, the following 3 days, do something nice for yourself! IT can be anything from taking a #bath 🛀 to enjoying a cup of #coffee ☕ to giving yourself a #compliment 🐰 Who's going to join us? #selfcare #noselfharm #haataanzelfhaat #selfcareonfleek #mentalhealth #mentalillness #youarenotalone #bpdrecovery #recoverywin #recovery
Beautiful. ❤️ @EmilyJoyRosen @The.Empowered.Woman #couragemylove #justwakingup #healinghearts #secretkeepers
100% on snack + lunch !! {turkey hummus sandwich, popchips, v8 juice, plum, & yogurt} tbh I feel like I'm past the "I'm not going back to treatment - ed will never bother me again!" part where things are easy & moving into the hard work... I've had a lot of ed thoughts today but I've been challenging them & giving up control even when I want to give in 🐢
100% on snack + lunch !! {turkey hummus sandwich, popchips, v8 juice, plum, & yogurt} tbh I feel like I'm past the "I'm not going back to treatment - ed will never bother me again!" part where things are easy & moving into the hard work... I've had a lot of ed thoughts today but I've been challenging them & giving up control even when I want to give in 🐢
Buffalo chicken salad and asparagus. 😍Homework all day, my brain is mush.
Buffalo chicken salad and asparagus. 😍Homework all day, my brain is mush.
Parce qu'il le faut 💪. Il faut réussir à battre cette maladie, elle détruit tellement de jolies fleurs... alors non tu ne vas pas la  laisser gagner, tu vas te battre, ca sera long mais tu y arriveras j'en suis persuadée. Bats toi 💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️#beatana #anawarrior #anafigther #recovery #combat #courage #recoverywin #vaincre #jepenseatoi #batstoi
#tb to my #lunch I had some weeks ago when I was at my best friends house 💓
Mein Tag heute war ziemlich anstrengend. Ich hatte Familientherapie und wir haben ein paar schwere Themen besprochen, da momentan alles nicht so gut läuft. Vielleicht erzähle ich euch noch mehr davon, aber ich muss das jetzt erst mal verarbeiten😔🙊
Und ich wollte mich noch für eure ganze Unterstützung bedanken. Das hilft mir so viel und freut mich total 🤗🍀
#tb  to my #lunch  I had some weeks ago when I was at my best friends house 💓 Mein Tag heute war ziemlich anstrengend. Ich hatte Familientherapie und wir haben ein paar schwere Themen besprochen, da momentan alles nicht so gut läuft. Vielleicht erzähle ich euch noch mehr davon, aber ich muss das jetzt erst mal verarbeiten😔🙊 Und ich wollte mich noch für eure ganze Unterstützung bedanken. Das hilft mir so viel und freut mich total 🤗🍀
Buonasera pupe❤️come state? Il mio umore è migliorato rispetto a prima...ed è solo grazie a voi, in tante mi avete confortato, sostenuto ,dato dei consigli....e vi ringrazio tantissimo❤️❤️Voglio essere sincera con voi,non ho fatto la merenda questo pomeriggio, perchè i sensi di colpa erano tantissimi e lo stomaco mi faceva malissimo...adesso sto meglio! Ho saltato la merenda, ma non la cena💪🏻💪🏻infatti, ho cenato con fetta di petto di pollo arrosto con contorno di pomodori 🍅 condito con olio evo e sale e, come frutta, un kiwi 🥝...non ho mangiato il pane perchè ho ancora la sensazione di aver mangiato tantissimo a pranzo,ma comunque ho cenato, è già tanto per me! Voi invece, con cosa avete cenato?? Domani si ricomincia💪🏻chi va a scuola e chi va a lavoro...domani mi toccherà andare in ufficio sempre per l'alternanza.Vi auguro una buona serata e una buonanotte😘❤️
#cena#dinner#sera#night#goodnight#buonanotte#healthy#healthyfood#foodporn#food#recoverywin#recovery#anoressia#meat#chicken#pollo#instagood#instafood#instalike#instagram#sogood#good#diaryfood#diary#diarioalimentare#disturbialimentari
Buonasera pupe❤️come state? Il mio umore è migliorato rispetto a prima...ed è solo grazie a voi, in tante mi avete confortato, sostenuto ,dato dei consigli....e vi ringrazio tantissimo❤️❤️Voglio essere sincera con voi,non ho fatto la merenda questo pomeriggio, perchè i sensi di colpa erano tantissimi e lo stomaco mi faceva malissimo...adesso sto meglio! Ho saltato la merenda, ma non la cena💪🏻💪🏻infatti, ho cenato con fetta di petto di pollo arrosto con contorno di pomodori 🍅 condito con olio evo e sale e, come frutta, un kiwi 🥝...non ho mangiato il pane perchè ho ancora la sensazione di aver mangiato tantissimo a pranzo,ma comunque ho cenato, è già tanto per me! Voi invece, con cosa avete cenato?? Domani si ricomincia💪🏻chi va a scuola e chi va a lavoro...domani mi toccherà andare in ufficio sempre per l'alternanza.Vi auguro una buona serata e una buonanotte😘❤️ #cena #dinner #sera #night #goodnight #buonanotte #healthy #healthyfood #foodporn #food #recoverywin #recovery #anoressia #meat #chicken #pollo #instagood #instafood #instalike #instagram #sogood #good #diaryfood #diary #diarioalimentare #disturbialimentari 
Lunch was this absolutely terrifying chicken salad sandwich on a croissant. (PTW ⚠️⚠️) I don't know why I got this, but there wasn't many options on route and I panicked and made this stupid choice I wasn't ready for. There was so much mayo in the chicken salad AND they gave me a cheese croissant instead of a regular one and now I feel super guilty and majorly regret eating this. 🙃🙃 I ended up picking off the burnt cheese on the bottom and taking some of the chicken salad off and I feel like I "wasted" so many calories on this and it didn't even taste that good ugh.
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#edrecovery #edfam #edwarrior #realrecovery #strongnotskinny #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #fuckana #anawarrior #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryisworthit #nourishtoflourish #recoverywin #beatana #healthyrecovery #orthorexia #orthorexiarecovery #nutrition
Lunch was this absolutely terrifying chicken salad sandwich on a croissant. (PTW ⚠️⚠️) I don't know why I got this, but there wasn't many options on route and I panicked and made this stupid choice I wasn't ready for. There was so much mayo in the chicken salad AND they gave me a cheese croissant instead of a regular one and now I feel super guilty and majorly regret eating this. 🙃🙃 I ended up picking off the burnt cheese on the bottom and taking some of the chicken salad off and I feel like I "wasted" so many calories on this and it didn't even taste that good ugh. . . . . #edrecovery  #edfam  #edwarrior  #realrecovery  #strongnotskinny  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #fuckana  #anawarrior  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryisworthit  #nourishtoflourish  #recoverywin  #beatana  #healthyrecovery  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #nutrition 
Ich weis das es dir schlecht geht....
Ich weis es obwohl wir keinen Kontakt mehr haben...
Ich hab deinen snap gesehen...
Da bist du nur wenn du traurig bist...
Aber ich weis du bist stark!
Und ich weis das du das hier nie mal lesen wirst, aber: Ich liebe dich...
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#ritzen #recoverywin #recovery #svv #sad #selbstmord #staystrong #depri #depresst #fight #fighters #fakefriends #killmyself #klinge #klingenliebe #narben #babycutt #babycutts #clean #cutt
❝Phantasie ist wichtiger als  Wissen; denn wissen ist begrenzt❞ - Albert Einstein •••
Little Update: Tag 2 der Hospitationswoche. Der Tag war heute anstrengend. Ich versuche mir ständig einzureden; es wäre okei nichts zu verstehen; da ich gewisse Themen und Fächer nie hatte.🖤 allerdings ist es sehr anstrengend nie zu wissen welche fach man hatte und was man da machen muss. Zum Glück hatten wir 7./8. Entfall.🌪 Noch 3 Tage; dann bin ich endlich fertig da; aber ich freue mich schon nach den Sommerferien auf diese Schule gehen zu können. 🥀
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#recovery #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #recover #depressed #depression #selfharm #svv #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #ritzen #selfhate
❝Phantasie ist wichtiger als Wissen; denn wissen ist begrenzt❞ - Albert Einstein ••• Little Update: Tag 2 der Hospitationswoche. Der Tag war heute anstrengend. Ich versuche mir ständig einzureden; es wäre okei nichts zu verstehen; da ich gewisse Themen und Fächer nie hatte.🖤 allerdings ist es sehr anstrengend nie zu wissen welche fach man hatte und was man da machen muss. Zum Glück hatten wir 7./8. Entfall.🌪 Noch 3 Tage; dann bin ich endlich fertig da; aber ich freue mich schon nach den Sommerferien auf diese Schule gehen zu können. 🥀 ••• #recovery  #recoverywin  #recoveryisworthit  #recover  #depressed  #depression  #selfharm  #svv  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #ritzen  #selfhate 
Sorry photo floue... Sinon mega dalle et pas le temps de cuisiner ce soir ! Alors pâtes complètes avec un chouill de beurre salé (#recoverywin ) et du très vieux comté fraîchement râpé (ramené par ma tante de Bourg en Bresse)... S'en sont suivi un yaourt au lait de chèvre 🐐, une banane 🍌 et des fraises 🍓 Vous allez me dire OMG UNE JOURNÉE SANS LÉGUMES (à part une petite poignée d'épinards dans mon omelette de ce midi) et bien BA' LEC' j'ai mangé selon mes envies et selon ma faim, j' ai suivi à la lettre les principes zermatiens et c'est tout ce qui compte. Je me connais, je sais que mes envies de légumes réapparaîtront demain ☝️... Et à propos des #3kifsparjour : 1/ chéri qui m'a consolé comme il a pu après ma #compulsion alimentaire de cette nuit 2/ le run de ce soir 3/ Sentir que ça se régule niveau intestinal, parlons peu parlons bien : le fait d'avoir fait caca 💩 sans prise de laxatif depuis 1 moi (la prise de fer pour mon anémie avait tendance à bien me constiper) ne rigolez pas mais le bien-être passe par là aussi non ? 
#anorexie #boulimie #edrecovery #regime #zermati #tca #hyperphagie #healthychoices #healthyfood #healthy #foodporn #fooddiary #stabilisation #foodpics #frenchfood  #fitfrenchies #fitgirl #fitfood #fitlife  #simplefood #biofood #lunch #reequilibragealimentaire  #dinner #recette #yummy
Sorry photo floue... Sinon mega dalle et pas le temps de cuisiner ce soir ! Alors pâtes complètes avec un chouill de beurre salé (#recoverywin  ) et du très vieux comté fraîchement râpé (ramené par ma tante de Bourg en Bresse)... S'en sont suivi un yaourt au lait de chèvre 🐐, une banane 🍌 et des fraises 🍓 Vous allez me dire OMG UNE JOURNÉE SANS LÉGUMES (à part une petite poignée d'épinards dans mon omelette de ce midi) et bien BA' LEC' j'ai mangé selon mes envies et selon ma faim, j' ai suivi à la lettre les principes zermatiens et c'est tout ce qui compte. Je me connais, je sais que mes envies de légumes réapparaîtront demain ☝️... Et à propos des #3kifsparjour  : 1/ chéri qui m'a consolé comme il a pu après ma #compulsion  alimentaire de cette nuit 2/ le run de ce soir 3/ Sentir que ça se régule niveau intestinal, parlons peu parlons bien : le fait d'avoir fait caca 💩 sans prise de laxatif depuis 1 moi (la prise de fer pour mon anémie avait tendance à bien me constiper) ne rigolez pas mais le bien-être passe par là aussi non ? #anorexie  #boulimie  #edrecovery  #regime  #zermati  #tca  #hyperphagie  #healthychoices  #healthyfood  #healthy  #foodporn  #fooddiary  #stabilisation  #foodpics  #frenchfood  #fitfrenchies  #fitgirl  #fitfood  #fitlife  #simplefood  #biofood  #lunch  #reequilibragealimentaire  #dinner  #recette  #yummy 
Really been enjoying this bowl as a macro cap in the evening, although I'm gonna change it up a bit with some suggestions from @happy_healthy_jodie ! 
This bowl consists of Icelandic yoghurt, crushed weetabix, puffed wheat, strawberries and peanut butter. The cereals vary day-to-day but will always have pb 😍 -
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Really been enjoying this bowl as a macro cap in the evening, although I'm gonna change it up a bit with some suggestions from @happy_healthy_jodie ! This bowl consists of Icelandic yoghurt, crushed weetabix, puffed wheat, strawberries and peanut butter. The cereals vary day-to-day but will always have pb 😍 - - - - - - - #balancednotclean  #weightgain  #eeeeeats  #edrecovery  #recoverywin  #treatyoself  #iifym  #iifymgirls  #ifitfitsyourmacros  #peanutbutter  #girlswholift  #foodie  #flexibledieting  #flexbowl  #fitspo  #foodporn  #strongnotskinny  #macros  #carbs 
YAYYY 🙌🏻 the winner of #zoes500followergiveaway iiiiis...... @thestrubeli!!! ✋🏻🎉🌺 herzlichen Glückwunsch meine Liebe, genieße das Paket und ich freue mich auf ganz viele #recoverywin Beweisfotos! :) bitte schick mir doch deine Adresse DM, dann kommt das Paket zu dir geflogen! 😉 || one last time: THANK YOU EVERYONE ❤️ you keep me going, I don't know what I would do without you 🙈💋 I love you all SO SO much 💋🌺😘 can't wait to prepare the next giveaway for you, my lovely #edfamily 💪🏻🍀🌸 xxx zoe
YAYYY 🙌🏻 the winner of #zoes500followergiveaway  iiiiis...... @thestrubeli!!! ✋🏻🎉🌺 herzlichen Glückwunsch meine Liebe, genieße das Paket und ich freue mich auf ganz viele #recoverywin  Beweisfotos! :) bitte schick mir doch deine Adresse DM, dann kommt das Paket zu dir geflogen! 😉 || one last time: THANK YOU EVERYONE ❤️ you keep me going, I don't know what I would do without you 🙈💋 I love you all SO SO much 💋🌺😘 can't wait to prepare the next giveaway for you, my lovely #edfamily  💪🏻🍀🌸 xxx zoe
Something I would call "a good try but not nearly enough of a selfie" but it is enough, because beyond everything this is me, this is a happy me, screw selfies this is the real deal 👯✌️️👊🏼
Something I would call "a good try but not nearly enough of a selfie" but it is enough, because beyond everything this is me, this is a happy me, screw selfies this is the real deal 👯✌️️👊🏼
#CENA ! 🌸 E questa sera si cena leggeri ma solo per un semplice motivo ... IL MIO PRE NANNA 🐷 ! ➡️ Petto di #pollo alle erbe 🐔🌱 con #zucchine alla griglia e #olioevo a crudo 🍶 ! Domani alle 7 devo essere in ospedale a fare le analisi del sangue a Leoncino! Poverino il mio tato.. Questa storia non finisce più 😩 ! 
Buonanotte #family ❤😘#dinnertime #recoverydiary #foodblogger #fooddiary #avo  #ed #pumpkin #chicken #recovery
#eatingsmart #mangiaresano  #healthyfood #cibosalutare #integrale #recoverywin #italianstyle  #fitfam #fitlife  #iifym #chicken
#CENA  ! 🌸 E questa sera si cena leggeri ma solo per un semplice motivo ... IL MIO PRE NANNA 🐷 ! ➡️ Petto di #pollo  alle erbe 🐔🌱 con #zucchine  alla griglia e #olioevo  a crudo 🍶 ! Domani alle 7 devo essere in ospedale a fare le analisi del sangue a Leoncino! Poverino il mio tato.. Questa storia non finisce più 😩 ! Buonanotte #family  ❤😘#dinnertime  #recoverydiary  #foodblogger  #fooddiary  #avo  #ed  #pumpkin  #chicken  #recovery  #eatingsmart  #mangiaresano  #healthyfood  #cibosalutare  #integrale  #recoverywin  #italianstyle  #fitfam  #fitlife  #iifym  #chicken 
Ich habe gerade kein anderes Bild ... Wg euch ? ⬇️
↪️ich weiß nicht ich fühle mich komisch,ich habe ein neues ziemlich teueres Narbengel die krankenkasse übernimmt die Kosten nicht ... ich will nicht das meine Eltern so viel Geld für mich ausgeben , es scheint mir so als hätte ich es nicht verdient.... Trigger warning ⚠️ der Selbstverletzungsdrang ist gerade relativ hoch , ich weiß nicht ob ich Skills anwenden kann .... ich glaube mir fehlt die Kraft ..⚠️ Lasst euch nicht unterkriegen, wir schaffen das 💪🏻
Ich hab euch lieb ❤️
Gute Nacht 🌙 
#iwillwin #depression #depressed #sad #recoverywins #recovery #recover #recoverywin #drawing #drawings #sad #sadnes #depressed #depression #scv #selfhate #selfharrm #selflove #selbsthass #wirsindschön #wirsindstark #wirsindkämper
Ich habe gerade kein anderes Bild ... Wg euch ? ⬇️ ↪️ich weiß nicht ich fühle mich komisch,ich habe ein neues ziemlich teueres Narbengel die krankenkasse übernimmt die Kosten nicht ... ich will nicht das meine Eltern so viel Geld für mich ausgeben , es scheint mir so als hätte ich es nicht verdient.... Trigger warning ⚠️ der Selbstverletzungsdrang ist gerade relativ hoch , ich weiß nicht ob ich Skills anwenden kann .... ich glaube mir fehlt die Kraft ..⚠️ Lasst euch nicht unterkriegen, wir schaffen das 💪🏻 Ich hab euch lieb ❤️ Gute Nacht 🌙 #iwillwin  #depression  #depressed  #sad  #recoverywins  #recovery  #recover  #recoverywin  #drawing  #drawings  #sad  #sadnes  #depressed  #depression  #scv  #selfhate  #selfharrm  #selflove  #selbsthass  #wirsindschön  #wirsindstark  #wirsindkämper 
Pint ft. nails🤓 Pint is always the best nightsnack👅💦 #pintparty
Pint ft. nails🤓 Pint is always the best nightsnack👅💦 #pintparty 
post 🥊🥊 #dinner was pasta letters with tomatoes, basil, and calamari 👌🏼👌🏼 with a pear applesauce for dessert dayum 😏🤗
post 🥊🥊 #dinner  was pasta letters with tomatoes, basil, and calamari 👌🏼👌🏼 with a pear applesauce for dessert dayum 😏🤗
Felt inspired by my success with bananas this morning! Not to mention oats cooked in soymilk are just soooo​ delightful! Went the extra mile with additional pumpkin seeds and chia seeds than my eating disorder is comfortable with. Every time we do the opposite than the ED tells us to, we are demolishing it's power. Plus, our bodies need fats! I need to fuel my body with what it needs, not what stupid Anorexia deeps appropriate! Can I say #recoverywin???
#eatingdisordercommunity #eatingdisorder #ana #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edwarrior #edsurvivor #edsupport #edfam #eattolive #eattoheal #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #nourishnotpunish #healthyrecovery #prorecovery
Felt inspired by my success with bananas this morning! Not to mention oats cooked in soymilk are just soooo​ delightful! Went the extra mile with additional pumpkin seeds and chia seeds than my eating disorder is comfortable with. Every time we do the opposite than the ED tells us to, we are demolishing it's power. Plus, our bodies need fats! I need to fuel my body with what it needs, not what stupid Anorexia deeps appropriate! Can I say #recoverywin ??? #eatingdisordercommunity  #eatingdisorder  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edwarrior  #edsurvivor  #edsupport  #edfam  #eattolive  #eattoheal  #foodismedicine  #foodisfuel  #nourishnotpunish  #healthyrecovery  #prorecovery 
Homemade brownie after lunch! 😍

This was another HUGE recovery win!  Once again, my mom baked while I was walking my dogs.  I panicked at first, thinking about the scary ingredients, plus all the extras... the oil on the pan, the chocolate chips in the batter... I very nearly said no.  But, the thing is, I've spent a lot of time saying no. Always, I've felt justified. The circumstances weren't right.  I wasn't ready. I had already challenged myself enough for one day. "No" was safe. "No" held control.  But "no" is also boring. "No" is choosing to hold on to parts of the eating disorder.  Today, I chose "yes" instead.  I chose my family and my freedom instead.  And I hope that this can be the start of many more yesses to come 💪

#recovery #prorecovery #beated #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #orthorexia #orthorexiarecovery #recoverywin #fearfood #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #eatittobeatit #balancednotclean #norestrictingnoexcuses #noslackingonrecovery #strongnotskinny #edwarrior #edfam #adultswithed #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish #healthybodyhealthymind
Homemade brownie after lunch! 😍 This was another HUGE recovery win! Once again, my mom baked while I was walking my dogs. I panicked at first, thinking about the scary ingredients, plus all the extras... the oil on the pan, the chocolate chips in the batter... I very nearly said no. But, the thing is, I've spent a lot of time saying no. Always, I've felt justified. The circumstances weren't right. I wasn't ready. I had already challenged myself enough for one day. "No" was safe. "No" held control. But "no" is also boring. "No" is choosing to hold on to parts of the eating disorder. Today, I chose "yes" instead. I chose my family and my freedom instead. And I hope that this can be the start of many more yesses to come 💪 #recovery  #prorecovery  #beated  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #orthorexia  #orthorexiarecovery  #recoverywin  #fearfood  #foodismedicine  #foodisfuel  #realrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #eatittobeatit  #balancednotclean  #norestrictingnoexcuses  #noslackingonrecovery  #strongnotskinny  #edwarrior  #edfam  #adultswithed  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  #healthybodyhealthymind 
On Sunday I tried to film for the blog. The wind was really bad and the sound cut out. I just did a reshoot and uploaded it. You can check it out at www.robsinrecovery.com. It gives you a little glimpse as to why I used to drink & use. Enjoy.
On Sunday I tried to film for the blog. The wind was really bad and the sound cut out. I just did a reshoot and uploaded it. You can check it out at www.robsinrecovery.com. It gives you a little glimpse as to why I used to drink & use. Enjoy.
Really ugly picture again😅😅 but yeah dinner was another #RECOVERYWIN Valess Schnitzel with Tomate-Mozzerella 🙂💖, corn 🌽, a slice of bread with creamcheese and my last easteregg 🙂🐰🍳💖 it was pretty good though this day wasn't that good at all and I didn't do much except from learning for my math test tomorrow 😑 
If you still have any suggestions how to make this profile better, keep them coming⤵😁🙈!
Right now I'm eating my #nightsnack. 
Which leads to the question what are you usually eating for your nightsnack 😅?
I just need some suggestions because for me my nightsnack is almost the same every time and I want to change this 😋💖!!
#anorexia #anorexic #fuckana #ed #eatingdisorder #ed #prorecovery #realrecovery #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #food #anorexianervosa #calories #edwarrior #edfighter #fighting #beatana #struggling #struggle #recovery #mentalhealth #relapse
Really ugly picture again😅😅 but yeah dinner was another #RECOVERYWIN  Valess Schnitzel with Tomate-Mozzerella 🙂💖, corn 🌽, a slice of bread with creamcheese and my last easteregg 🙂🐰🍳💖 it was pretty good though this day wasn't that good at all and I didn't do much except from learning for my math test tomorrow 😑 If you still have any suggestions how to make this profile better, keep them coming⤵😁🙈! Right now I'm eating my #nightsnack . Which leads to the question what are you usually eating for your nightsnack 😅? I just need some suggestions because for me my nightsnack is almost the same every time and I want to change this 😋💖!! #anorexia  #anorexic  #fuckana  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #ed  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #edrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #food  #anorexianervosa  #calories  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #fighting  #beatana  #struggling  #struggle  #recovery  #mentalhealth  #relapse 
Went out for some Mexican food 😍 absolutely delicious 🙌🏻😌 #anorexiarecovery #recoverywin #eatingdisorderrecovery
No slacking on snacking! #Nightsnack is a Twister 🍦+ 2 fruit shortcake biccys 🍪+ an apple 🍎 (+ an unpictured peppermint tea ☕️) Now just gonna chill and do some colouring 😊Goodnight guys 💙#anorexiarecovery #anorexia #edrecovery  #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #recoverywin #eatingdisorderrecovery #anxiety #fight #edfam #strongnotskinny #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #balancednotclean #foodisfuel #beatana #strongnotskinny #weightgain #prorecovery #ed #motivation #mealplan #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #nourishnotpunish #goals #recovery #health
No slacking on snacking! #Nightsnack  is a Twister 🍦+ 2 fruit shortcake biccys 🍪+ an apple 🍎 (+ an unpictured peppermint tea ☕️) Now just gonna chill and do some colouring 😊Goodnight guys 💙#anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #edrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #recoverywin  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anxiety  #fight  #edfam  #strongnotskinny  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #balancednotclean  #foodisfuel  #beatana  #strongnotskinny  #weightgain  #prorecovery  #ed  #motivation  #mealplan  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverywin  #nourishnotpunish  #goals  #recovery  #health 
Today I have athletics, it is a real moment of happiness. I have a feeling of freedom and happiness when I run
That gives me the motivation to fight me towards my goals 💪

Aujourd'hui j'ai athlétisme, c'est un vrai moment de bonheur. J'ai un sentiment de liberté et de bonheur quand je cours. Ça me donne l'envie de me battre vers mes objectifs et de continuer d'avancer 💪aujourd'hui on était pas beaucoup à ma séance du coup on a fait une séance assez soutenu, je suis contente de mes performances  #running #runner #runforlife #training#motivation#workout#fit #fitness #trytorecover #fightanorexia #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #fuckana #anawho #anorexia #anawarrior  #prorecovery
Today I have athletics, it is a real moment of happiness. I have a feeling of freedom and happiness when I run That gives me the motivation to fight me towards my goals 💪 Aujourd'hui j'ai athlétisme, c'est un vrai moment de bonheur. J'ai un sentiment de liberté et de bonheur quand je cours. Ça me donne l'envie de me battre vers mes objectifs et de continuer d'avancer 💪aujourd'hui on était pas beaucoup à ma séance du coup on a fait une séance assez soutenu, je suis contente de mes performances #running  #runner  #runforlife  #training #motivation #workout #fit  #fitness  #trytorecover  #fightanorexia  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #fuckana  #anawho  #anorexia  #anawarrior  #prorecovery 
today is not a good day. and that is O. K. 
big trigger warning:
I saw my liaison nurse this morning and... my weight has gone down even further from my maintenance band. I know I need to turn this trend around NOW but every part of me is telling me it is not a big deal. Because I'm not too far below. And I'm not out of control. So I may as well just let it trickle down a little further, right?
To be clear: I am eating three good meals a day and all my snacks, but I needed a huge amount on the ward. What I am having now clearly isn't enough to maintain. So, today while the news was still fresh in my mind, I tried to increase my intake. The guilt is almost unbearable. Every extra calorie- I question my motives. Why am I increasing the size of this blobby blob? I am already fucking better. Why am I trying to get to a special weight band, anyway? I had a much bigger dinner because I know I need it to get back into my band but now I just feel overwhelmingly like I've done the wrong thing. And like I can no longer control my hunger cues. So, I will never be able to lose weight, even if I wanted to. I will be a fat blob forever. 
Then there are some logical thoughts floating around somewhere in the mess that is : my brain, today. But I just can't hold onto them. I am just lying on my bed thinking of my family, my friends, my life. WHY I need to stay better. "The guilt will pass", I am whispering. "theguiltwillpasstheguiltwillpass. please let the guilt pass..." :(
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#anorexiainpatient#inpatientrecovery#recoverywin#balancednotclean#2fab4ana#edwarriors#edarmy#killana#edwar#eatingdisorder#eatforboobs#nourishnotpunish#nourishtoflourish#strongnotskinny#anorexianervosa#eatittobeatit#fuckana#anaarmy#anawarrior#anasoldier#togetherwecan#eatingdisorderrecovery#anorexiarecovery#prorecovery#inpatient
today is not a good day. and that is O. K. big trigger warning: I saw my liaison nurse this morning and... my weight has gone down even further from my maintenance band. I know I need to turn this trend around NOW but every part of me is telling me it is not a big deal. Because I'm not too far below. And I'm not out of control. So I may as well just let it trickle down a little further, right? To be clear: I am eating three good meals a day and all my snacks, but I needed a huge amount on the ward. What I am having now clearly isn't enough to maintain. So, today while the news was still fresh in my mind, I tried to increase my intake. The guilt is almost unbearable. Every extra calorie- I question my motives. Why am I increasing the size of this blobby blob? I am already fucking better. Why am I trying to get to a special weight band, anyway? I had a much bigger dinner because I know I need it to get back into my band but now I just feel overwhelmingly like I've done the wrong thing. And like I can no longer control my hunger cues. So, I will never be able to lose weight, even if I wanted to. I will be a fat blob forever. Then there are some logical thoughts floating around somewhere in the mess that is : my brain, today. But I just can't hold onto them. I am just lying on my bed thinking of my family, my friends, my life. WHY I need to stay better. "The guilt will pass", I am whispering. "theguiltwillpasstheguiltwillpass. please let the guilt pass..." :( - - #anorexiainpatient #inpatientrecovery #recoverywin #balancednotclean #2fab4ana #edwarriors #edarmy #killana #edwar #eatingdisorder #eatforboobs #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish #strongnotskinny #anorexianervosa #eatittobeatit #fuckana #anaarmy #anawarrior #anasoldier #togetherwecan #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #inpatient 
#dinner 🍴 DU CHILI CON CARNE !!! 🔥 J'aime trop ça 😍 Donc une bonne assiette ♨ et en dessert mon fromage blanc à la vanille et une compote 🐄 Ça faisait méga longtemps que je n'avais pas mangé de chili, c'était devenu un #fearfood parce que les plats "tout mélangés" comme ça me font peur, dans le sens où je ne peux pas compter et tout mais EH! journée sans compter non ?? 😍😍 .
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#ana #anarecovery #anafam #anafamily #anawarrior #anasoldier #anafighter #fightana #beatana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #fightanorexia #beatanorexia #eatingdisorder #ed #edfam #edfamily #edrecovery #foodisfuel #trytorecovery #realrecovery #recoverywin #fuckana #frenchrecovery #anawho #recoveryforboobs
#dinner  🍴 DU CHILI CON CARNE !!! 🔥 J'aime trop ça 😍 Donc une bonne assiette ♨ et en dessert mon fromage blanc à la vanille et une compote 🐄 Ça faisait méga longtemps que je n'avais pas mangé de chili, c'était devenu un #fearfood  parce que les plats "tout mélangés" comme ça me font peur, dans le sens où je ne peux pas compter et tout mais EH! journée sans compter non ?? 😍😍 . . . #ana  #anarecovery  #anafam  #anafamily  #anawarrior  #anasoldier  #anafighter  #fightana  #beatana  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #fightanorexia  #beatanorexia  #eatingdisorder  #ed  #edfam  #edfamily  #edrecovery  #foodisfuel  #trytorecovery  #realrecovery  #recoverywin  #fuckana  #frenchrecovery  #anawho  #recoveryforboobs 
Hallo,
Ich hoffe euch geht's gut. Mir geht's so solala. Ich bin irgendwie Kraftlos. Wir hatten heute Gruppensport. Wir haben Badminton gespielt und ich muss sagen ich bin darin ne totale Niete. Meine Mama wurde gestern Operiert. Ihr geht's nicht so gut sie hat ziemlich starke schmerzen und bei der OP gab es sogar eine kleine komplikation und sie muss jetzt noch 5 Wochen eine Halskrause tragen. Irgendwie ist das für mich auch ziemlich scheiße weil ich weiß das es ihr nicht gut geht, ich aber nicht helfen kann. Ansonsten habe ich mich mit C. vertragen, wir hatten am Sonntag einen ziemlich heftigeb Streit (mit prügelei😶) aber naja heute haben wir uns vertragen. Meine Stimmung geht gerade irgendwie immer weiter runter,weil ich anfange an morgen zu denken:/ naja wünsche euch einen schönen Abend 💕💁🏽 #recovery #anxietyproblems #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #angst #angststörung #ängste #ängsteüberwinden #recoverywin #recoverylose #recoveryishard #recoveryisworthit #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinerecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #sad #depressed #heimkind #heimkindstyle #fight #fighter #fightagainst #borderlinefighter
Hallo, Ich hoffe euch geht's gut. Mir geht's so solala. Ich bin irgendwie Kraftlos. Wir hatten heute Gruppensport. Wir haben Badminton gespielt und ich muss sagen ich bin darin ne totale Niete. Meine Mama wurde gestern Operiert. Ihr geht's nicht so gut sie hat ziemlich starke schmerzen und bei der OP gab es sogar eine kleine komplikation und sie muss jetzt noch 5 Wochen eine Halskrause tragen. Irgendwie ist das für mich auch ziemlich scheiße weil ich weiß das es ihr nicht gut geht, ich aber nicht helfen kann. Ansonsten habe ich mich mit C. vertragen, wir hatten am Sonntag einen ziemlich heftigeb Streit (mit prügelei😶) aber naja heute haben wir uns vertragen. Meine Stimmung geht gerade irgendwie immer weiter runter,weil ich anfange an morgen zu denken:/ naja wünsche euch einen schönen Abend 💕💁🏽 #recovery  #anxietyproblems  #anxiety  #anxietyrecovery  #angst  #angststörung  #ängste  #ängsteüberwinden  #recoverywin  #recoverylose  #recoveryishard  #recoveryisworthit  #borderline  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #borderlinerecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #sad  #depressed  #heimkind  #heimkindstyle  #fight  #fighter  #fightagainst  #borderlinefighter 
First day first post! So excited to finally be starting this page! As someone who has struggled with being healthy, weight and body image for years, I've been wanting to share my journey with people to help motivate them but have been too scared of what people think. Well that changes today! Here it is people: over ten years ago I suffered from anorexia and exercise obesssion. With that came a lot of self-hate and anger. Thankfully I am much better now but that doesn't mean there aren't parts of me I want to change. So here's the point of this new page: I want to motivate others to get healthy and love their bodies while still working on doing that for myself! I will be trying different workouts and meal plans and sharing my journey up to this point and going forward of continuing body love and healthy lifestyle in hopes to motivate others and be there as support for others who are struggling with body image issues #bodysoulstrong #bodyadvocate #wholebodylove #firstdaysonervous #firstdaysoexcited #beachbodycoach #transformationtuesday #beachbodyready #healthylifestyle #fitfam #motivation #healthjourney #personaldevelopment #support #positivevibes #strong #somedaystartstoday #fitness #health #beyourself #goals #strongwoman #newlywed #recoverywin #furmom #strongeveryday #inspire #timetotoneup #furmom #findyourhappy
First day first post! So excited to finally be starting this page! As someone who has struggled with being healthy, weight and body image for years, I've been wanting to share my journey with people to help motivate them but have been too scared of what people think. Well that changes today! Here it is people: over ten years ago I suffered from anorexia and exercise obesssion. With that came a lot of self-hate and anger. Thankfully I am much better now but that doesn't mean there aren't parts of me I want to change. So here's the point of this new page: I want to motivate others to get healthy and love their bodies while still working on doing that for myself! I will be trying different workouts and meal plans and sharing my journey up to this point and going forward of continuing body love and healthy lifestyle in hopes to motivate others and be there as support for others who are struggling with body image issues #bodysoulstrong  #bodyadvocate  #wholebodylove  #firstdaysonervous  #firstdaysoexcited  #beachbodycoach  #transformationtuesday  #beachbodyready  #healthylifestyle  #fitfam  #motivation  #healthjourney  #personaldevelopment  #support  #positivevibes  #strong  #somedaystartstoday  #fitness  #health  #beyourself  #goals  #strongwoman  #newlywed  #recoverywin  #furmom  #strongeveryday  #inspire  #timetotoneup  #furmom  #findyourhappy 
Gott ich liebe Zucchini 😍
Gott ich liebe Zucchini 😍
Feel so sick of food today - like I'm bored of to same things 😅 doesn't mean I'm going to stop eating though ❤️
Feel so sick of food today - like I'm bored of to same things 😅 doesn't mean I'm going to stop eating though ❤️
Post dinner 🍴 ( 2 eggs + veggies, 1 🥑toast) Snack: chocolate from Poland 🇵🇱 #recoverywin #recovery #carbsarelife #carbsarelife #fun #recovery #strongisthenewskinny #postdinner #yummyinmytummy #princesswaffles
Je vais me tueeeer j'avais écrit un post super long et mon téléphone s'est éteint donc tout s'est effacé 😤 Bon, on recommence 🤷🏻‍♀️ Ceci est un #latergram de mon goûter, oui oui à l'heure du dîner tout est normal 🙄 
Cet après midi je suis allée chercher mon cadeau pour mon permis de mes parents, on est allés dans un magasin de design et j'ai choisi un lampadaire sublime, créé par Mathieu Challières, j'ai eu un vrai coup de cœur il est magnifique, et tellement poétique 😍🕊 Je vous le montrerai dans ma story ce soir 😌 Puis on est allés prendre un thé dans un endroit super chic qu'on aime trop avec mes parents ahaha, j'ai pris un thé poire noisette cannelle, c'était un délice 😍☕️ Et là on vient de rentrer, et pour ce soir ce sera tian de légumes 🥒🍆, riz complet 🍚 et œuf! 🍳 Sinon, mon goûter sur la photo était composé d'un kiwi 🥝, des gâteaux que je n'avais jamais goûtés mais qui sont ma foi fort bons 🙊, et une petite tortue en chocolat 🍫🐢!
Bon appétit et bonne soirée mes chats 🐱💫🌙 Moi je vais aller finir ma valise parce que demain, départ à 7h30 pour prendre le train et retour à Lyon... 🚊👋🏼
#anorexie #anorexia #anorexiafighter #tca #recovery #recoverywin #eatingdisorder #veggie #ana
Je vais me tueeeer j'avais écrit un post super long et mon téléphone s'est éteint donc tout s'est effacé 😤 Bon, on recommence 🤷🏻‍♀️ Ceci est un #latergram  de mon goûter, oui oui à l'heure du dîner tout est normal 🙄 Cet après midi je suis allée chercher mon cadeau pour mon permis de mes parents, on est allés dans un magasin de design et j'ai choisi un lampadaire sublime, créé par Mathieu Challières, j'ai eu un vrai coup de cœur il est magnifique, et tellement poétique 😍🕊 Je vous le montrerai dans ma story ce soir 😌 Puis on est allés prendre un thé dans un endroit super chic qu'on aime trop avec mes parents ahaha, j'ai pris un thé poire noisette cannelle, c'était un délice 😍☕️ Et là on vient de rentrer, et pour ce soir ce sera tian de légumes 🥒🍆, riz complet 🍚 et œuf! 🍳 Sinon, mon goûter sur la photo était composé d'un kiwi 🥝, des gâteaux que je n'avais jamais goûtés mais qui sont ma foi fort bons 🙊, et une petite tortue en chocolat 🍫🐢! Bon appétit et bonne soirée mes chats 🐱💫🌙 Moi je vais aller finir ma valise parce que demain, départ à 7h30 pour prendre le train et retour à Lyon... 🚊👋🏼 #anorexie  #anorexia  #anorexiafighter  #tca  #recovery  #recoverywin  #eatingdisorder  #veggie  #ana 
J'ai eu mon premier entretien !! Je suis super contente ! Sa c'est super bien passé, il m'a posée pleins de questions auquel je pense avoir bien répondu et m'a dit que j'aurais une réponse le 10 mai, alors je croise les doigts ✌ ce serait pour travailler 2 semaines avec des enfants (peut être pour envisager un futur métier 🤔). Aujourd'hui, petite journée puisque j'ai eu finis à midi au lieu de 15h (vive les profs absents 😂), ensuite un bon petit lunch et une petite séance de muscu cible abdos. Pour celle qui demande, non je ne fais pas du sport car tout le monde en fait mais juste car j'aime sa  et que le sport à toujours été ma passion ! Ce soir c'est vidéos YouTube et ensuite je relirais mes fiches pour mes contrôles de demain. (Ps: photo de mon dessert de ce midi banane 🍌, cremosso 😍 et poudre d'amande) bonne soirée 😘 #regime #ana #ano #anorexie #anorexy #anorexi #depression #tca #poids #prendredupoids #sebattre #recovery #realrecovery #anorexiementale #anorexiefight #anorexiefighter #depressionmentale #depressionfight #depressionfighter #anoressia #anorexcia #anorecic #anorectic #anoressica #edfamily #recoverywin #bigrecoverywin #edrecovery #healthy #gouter
J'ai eu mon premier entretien !! Je suis super contente ! Sa c'est super bien passé, il m'a posée pleins de questions auquel je pense avoir bien répondu et m'a dit que j'aurais une réponse le 10 mai, alors je croise les doigts ✌ ce serait pour travailler 2 semaines avec des enfants (peut être pour envisager un futur métier 🤔). Aujourd'hui, petite journée puisque j'ai eu finis à midi au lieu de 15h (vive les profs absents 😂), ensuite un bon petit lunch et une petite séance de muscu cible abdos. Pour celle qui demande, non je ne fais pas du sport car tout le monde en fait mais juste car j'aime sa et que le sport à toujours été ma passion ! Ce soir c'est vidéos YouTube et ensuite je relirais mes fiches pour mes contrôles de demain. (Ps: photo de mon dessert de ce midi banane 🍌, cremosso 😍 et poudre d'amande) bonne soirée 😘 #regime  #ana  #ano  #anorexie  #anorexy  #anorexi  #depression  #tca  #poids  #prendredupoids  #sebattre  #recovery  #realrecovery  #anorexiementale  #anorexiefight  #anorexiefighter  #depressionmentale  #depressionfight  #depressionfighter  #anoressia  #anorexcia  #anorecic  #anorectic  #anoressica  #edfamily  #recoverywin  #bigrecoverywin  #edrecovery  #healthy  #gouter 
#breakfast at 07:37am - Curiously cinnamon cereal ‼️😳 w milk & homemade 🥝,🍓& 🍌 smoothie😱
#breakfast  at 07:37am - Curiously cinnamon cereal ‼️😳 w milk & homemade 🥝,🍓& 🍌 smoothie😱
How are you? ❤
For me, I get up in a good mood with a yummy porridge and well to determine to move forward to my goals. It is important to take a good breakfast the morning to begin the day ❤Happy lovely day 
Comment vous allez? ❤
Pour ma part, je me lève de bonne humeur donc rien de mieux qu'un bon porridge pour bien commencer la journée et bien déterminer à avancer vers mes objectifs. ❤Bonne journée à tous 
#porridge#breakfast#healthy #fit #happy #morning##eatittobeatit #fearfood #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #fuckana #fuckanorexia #anawho #anorexia #anawarrior #anafighter #edfighter #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish #prorecovery #eatittobeatit
How are you? ❤ For me, I get up in a good mood with a yummy porridge and well to determine to move forward to my goals. It is important to take a good breakfast the morning to begin the day ❤Happy lovely day Comment vous allez? ❤ Pour ma part, je me lève de bonne humeur donc rien de mieux qu'un bon porridge pour bien commencer la journée et bien déterminer à avancer vers mes objectifs. ❤Bonne journée à tous #porridge #breakfast #healthy  #fit  #happy  #morning ##eatittobeatit  #fearfood  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #anawho  #anorexia  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edfighter  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit 
🍴DINER D'ANNIVERSAIRE !! ✨ finalement mon fere a décidé de manger chinois! Du coup, j'ai pris sur moi et j'ai mangé 🍴(petite assiette) 🍴 des légumes (j'ai pris le - de sauce possible) 🌱
🍴 1/2 verine au chocolat (#fearfood x2) 😨🍫 ( trop sucré malheureusement 😭) 🍴 1 pti chocolat ✨ca s'est déroulé dans une bonne humeur c'était vraiment cool ! Meme si ca a été dur mais bon 😤  je vais quand meme essayer de prendre mon complément 😕😣ce soir ✨demain j'ai 2h de devoirs de svt 😮 mais j'ai bien revisé depuis 1 semaine donc je pense que ca va le faire et vous quoi de prévu ? 😊😘 ✨bonne soirée lachez rien 💕💪🏻 #edfamiliy #tcafight #realrecovery #recovery #recoverywin #tca #tcafight #ana #anorexia #anorexie #birthday #diner #foodporn
🍴DINER D'ANNIVERSAIRE !! ✨ finalement mon fere a décidé de manger chinois! Du coup, j'ai pris sur moi et j'ai mangé 🍴(petite assiette) 🍴 des légumes (j'ai pris le - de sauce possible) 🌱 🍴 1/2 verine au chocolat (#fearfood  x2) 😨🍫 ( trop sucré malheureusement 😭) 🍴 1 pti chocolat ✨ca s'est déroulé dans une bonne humeur c'était vraiment cool ! Meme si ca a été dur mais bon 😤 je vais quand meme essayer de prendre mon complément 😕😣ce soir ✨demain j'ai 2h de devoirs de svt 😮 mais j'ai bien revisé depuis 1 semaine donc je pense que ca va le faire et vous quoi de prévu ? 😊😘 ✨bonne soirée lachez rien 💕💪🏻 #edfamiliy  #tcafight  #realrecovery  #recovery  #recoverywin  #tca  #tcafight  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexie  #birthday  #diner  #foodporn 
Buonasera ragazze 👋👋 Vi scrive una me con un mal di testa 🤕 allucinante 😞 Mi sono addormentata un po' prima di cena 🍴 ma purtroppo ancora continua 😬 Domani università , gruppi e psicologa ... qualcuna che mi da la forza ? Penso che stasera crollerò prima del solito ... il che è tutto un dire 😩 Oggi mia mamma è andata a fare la spesa 🛒 ed è tornata con 3 scatole di hamburger di soia alle verdure. Solo che a me non piacciono proprio, e gliel'ho detto 6392629 volte di prendermi quelli classici 😬 secondo voi, domani si possono cambiare ? Mi sono anche arrabbiata 😡 anche se so che non lo ha fatto apposta 😞 ahhh vabbè vabbè voi come avete passato questo 25 aprile ? Io nel frattempo posto la mia cena : hamburger di soia 😻 insalata 🥗 crekear riso su riso 🍚 ed un quadratino di cioccolata 🍫 fondente 85% 😋 buona cena, io vado a mangiare e poi credo di crollare 💤 😴 #anoressia#anoressiaitalia#anoressianervosa#anoressiarecovery#recovery#recoverywin#fitness#disturbialimentari#dca#eatingdisorderrecovery#eatingdisorder#food#foodporn#foodblogger#eat#healthyfood#ana#bulimia#anarecovery#edfamily#chocolate#eat#healthy#pizza#breakfast#cappuccino#colazione#italianfood#colazione
Buonasera ragazze 👋👋 Vi scrive una me con un mal di testa 🤕 allucinante 😞 Mi sono addormentata un po' prima di cena 🍴 ma purtroppo ancora continua 😬 Domani università , gruppi e psicologa ... qualcuna che mi da la forza ? Penso che stasera crollerò prima del solito ... il che è tutto un dire 😩 Oggi mia mamma è andata a fare la spesa 🛒 ed è tornata con 3 scatole di hamburger di soia alle verdure. Solo che a me non piacciono proprio, e gliel'ho detto 6392629 volte di prendermi quelli classici 😬 secondo voi, domani si possono cambiare ? Mi sono anche arrabbiata 😡 anche se so che non lo ha fatto apposta 😞 ahhh vabbè vabbè voi come avete passato questo 25 aprile ? Io nel frattempo posto la mia cena : hamburger di soia 😻 insalata 🥗 crekear riso su riso 🍚 ed un quadratino di cioccolata 🍫 fondente 85% 😋 buona cena, io vado a mangiare e poi credo di crollare 💤 😴 #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #anoressianervosa #anoressiarecovery #recovery #recoverywin #fitness #disturbialimentari #dca #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #food #foodporn #foodblogger #eat #healthyfood #ana #bulimia #anarecovery #edfamily #chocolate #eat #healthy #pizza #breakfast #cappuccino #colazione #italianfood #colazione 
Dinner tonight is a spinach and mushroom quesedilla followed by an alpro yoghurt. Cooking today despite struggling with food has been such a #recoverywin for me #edrecovery #prorecovery #edfam #edcommunity #stepsforward #recoveryisnteasy #fight #keepgoing #cooking #workingtowardshealth #workingtowardshappiness
Making up for lost calories since almost all I've eaten today was sandwiches.. also me and my girl @matildaloovisa chose to challenge ourselves 👭❤ So nightsnack today is pic and mix candy😍 Eating this while watching 13 reasons why
Making up for lost calories since almost all I've eaten today was sandwiches.. also me and my girl @matildaloovisa chose to challenge ourselves 👭❤ So nightsnack today is pic and mix candy😍 Eating this while watching 13 reasons why
hello friends☺ im very happy to be here i missed you all so much.ive been doing ok with food lately.i think i should post more often.i promise i will try!
#anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #beforeandafter #recovery #recovering #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edwarrior #realrecovery #anorexia #ana #edfam #anawarrior #weightgain #weightloss #weight #bopo  #recoverywin #chubs
Comme prévu chez papi mamie ..défis fearfood au rdv..Ça faisait des lustres que je n'avais pas mangé des fajitas fais maison ..j'adorais tellement ça avant! Ce soir je me suis régalée et j'en ai repris! No shame !!! Et demain resto en famille, peur de rien. #foodporn #yummy ##fajitas #mexican #food #homemade #diner #healthy #fit #faitmaison #meal #family #goodnight #motivation #determination #edfam #fightana #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #recoverywin #fearfood #instafood
Comme prévu chez papi mamie ..défis fearfood au rdv..Ça faisait des lustres que je n'avais pas mangé des fajitas fais maison ..j'adorais tellement ça avant! Ce soir je me suis régalée et j'en ai repris! No shame !!! Et demain resto en famille, peur de rien. #foodporn  #yummy  ##fajitas  #mexican  #food  #homemade  #diner  #healthy  #fit  #faitmaison  #meal  #family  #goodnight  #motivation  #determination  #edfam  #fightana  #recoveryisworthit  #edrecovery  #recoverywin  #fearfood  #instafood 
And again I decided to challenge myself extra hard, because it's the only way to beat ana 👊🏻✨ So I will enjoy this magnum milk chocolate pint, which scares me really much. But I will do this, we all deserve food and we all deserve treating ourselves. 😌 If you are interested in some foodporn, check up my story later. Good night 💜😴#recovery #recovering #recoverywin #realrecovery #ed #edfamily #edsoldier #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #ana #anorexie #beatana #fight #fightforahappylife #nightsnack #pintparty #icecream #nicecream #yesiatethewholepint #langnese #chocolate #new  #chocoholic #milkchocolate #magnum #magnumicecream #magnumclassic #magnummilkchocolate #vanilla
And again I decided to challenge myself extra hard, because it's the only way to beat ana 👊🏻✨ So I will enjoy this magnum milk chocolate pint, which scares me really much. But I will do this, we all deserve food and we all deserve treating ourselves. 😌 If you are interested in some foodporn, check up my story later. Good night 💜😴#recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #realrecovery  #ed  #edfamily  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #ana  #anorexie  #beatana  #fight  #fightforahappylife  #nightsnack  #pintparty  #icecream  #nicecream  #yesiatethewholepint  #langnese  #chocolate  #new  #chocoholic  #milkchocolate  #magnum  #magnumicecream  #magnumclassic  #magnummilkchocolate  #vanilla 
Pranzo semplice semplice:
-seitan🌾 speziato al curry
-cavolfiore e cipolla al forno🍲  AVVISO: ho parecchio da raccontare...😅
La giornata di oggi è stata molto tranquilla mi sono svegliata tardissimo (12'15⌚🔕) dopo una serata molto divertente😏 e stancante. Nel pomeriggio ho studiato e guardato un po' di tele🎬. Ieri sera sono stata proprio bene con le miei amiche👭, a cena ho mangiato per la PRIMA volta la PASTA mozzarella e pomodoro🍝 che dire mi è proprio piaciuta!! Ammetto che avendo già preventivato di mangiare la pizza non mi ha spaventato anzi. Mentre decidevamo cosa mangiare una mia amica "S" mi ha chiesto -Ma se facciamo la pasta a te va bene, la mangi?- e d'altra mia amica "F" mi ha detto -Perché?? Non ti piace la pasta?- io al momento non sapevo bene cosa rispondere e poi ho confessato, l'ho esternato... ho detto che di solito mi fa paura mangiarla ma che non c'erano problemi e avrei AFFRONTATO la mia fissa #recoverywin . Ci siamo messe a cucinare e tutto è andato per il meglio anche in discoteca💪💋. Ci siamo andate insieme a tre ragazzi che conoscevo più per fama che per altro😅💃.In più tornata a casa verso le 04'00 avevo stra fame e sono riuscita ad ASCOLTARMI ho mangiato qualche biscotto🍪🍪 e sono andata a nanna👶, SENZA sfociare in una abbuffata e sentirmi in colpa!! Doppio #recoverywin 
#vegan #vegetarian #ana #bulimia #foodblogger  #healthyeating #healthydiary #healthyfood #vegetables #vegetariano #anorexia #anoressiaitalia #bulimíanervosa #anoressia #like4like #likeforlike #lovefood #greenfood #diarioalimentare #eating #eatingdisorder #recovery #seitan #lunch #escape #live
Pranzo semplice semplice: -seitan🌾 speziato al curry -cavolfiore e cipolla al forno🍲 AVVISO: ho parecchio da raccontare...😅 La giornata di oggi è stata molto tranquilla mi sono svegliata tardissimo (12'15⌚🔕) dopo una serata molto divertente😏 e stancante. Nel pomeriggio ho studiato e guardato un po' di tele🎬. Ieri sera sono stata proprio bene con le miei amiche👭, a cena ho mangiato per la PRIMA volta la PASTA mozzarella e pomodoro🍝 che dire mi è proprio piaciuta!! Ammetto che avendo già preventivato di mangiare la pizza non mi ha spaventato anzi. Mentre decidevamo cosa mangiare una mia amica "S" mi ha chiesto -Ma se facciamo la pasta a te va bene, la mangi?- e d'altra mia amica "F" mi ha detto -Perché?? Non ti piace la pasta?- io al momento non sapevo bene cosa rispondere e poi ho confessato, l'ho esternato... ho detto che di solito mi fa paura mangiarla ma che non c'erano problemi e avrei AFFRONTATO la mia fissa #recoverywin  . Ci siamo messe a cucinare e tutto è andato per il meglio anche in discoteca💪💋. Ci siamo andate insieme a tre ragazzi che conoscevo più per fama che per altro😅💃.In più tornata a casa verso le 04'00 avevo stra fame e sono riuscita ad ASCOLTARMI ho mangiato qualche biscotto🍪🍪 e sono andata a nanna👶, SENZA sfociare in una abbuffata e sentirmi in colpa!! Doppio #recoverywin  #vegan  #vegetarian  #ana  #bulimia  #foodblogger  #healthyeating  #healthydiary  #healthyfood  #vegetables  #vegetariano  #anorexia  #anoressiaitalia  #bulimíanervosa  #anoressia  #like4like  #likeforlike  #lovefood  #greenfood  #diarioalimentare  #eating  #eatingdisorder  #recovery  #seitan  #lunch  #escape  #live 
#Repost @hope_not_self_harm_ with @repostapp
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A lot of the time it can feel easier to ignore your problems, deny them and hope they will go away. But until you admit to them and face them, you will never beat them. Everyone has problems, and everyone can fight them. Accept, confront, conquer. #selfinjury #anorexia #survivor #victory #hope #staystrong #struggle #strength #goforit #recovery #onedayatatime #beatit #beat #recoverywin #acceptance #conquer #confront #comfortzone #gettingbetter #iwill
#Repost  @hope_not_self_harm_ with @repostapp ・・・ A lot of the time it can feel easier to ignore your problems, deny them and hope they will go away. But until you admit to them and face them, you will never beat them. Everyone has problems, and everyone can fight them. Accept, confront, conquer. #selfinjury  #anorexia  #survivor  #victory  #hope  #staystrong  #struggle  #strength  #goforit  #recovery  #onedayatatime  #beatit  #beat  #recoverywin  #acceptance  #conquer  #confront  #comfortzone  #gettingbetter  #iwill 
Guess who's been cooking up a banging fresh homemade family dinner again? Aye that's right, old Gracie over here 😂🙋 So tonight on the menu at A La Gracie's was.... chicken paella! Complete with chicken (duh!), rice, red pepper, yellow pepper, onion, tomato puree, chilli and garlic and yet again, if I do say so myself... It was LUSH!😍 Also had a cheeky Lindor ball afterwards as I was craving a little something sweet.

Had another fab day at college again today. Finally beginning to feel accepted and normal there. These past two days are the very first time that I've stayed in college and sat with friends rather than allowing anorexia to hold control of me and force me outside in the cold, alone. Maybe if I'd ignored anorexia sooner, I'd have made friends sooner. Don't listen to your head, it's STUPID!

How has everybody else's day been today? What's the biggest positive of your day been? Or are there more than one positive?🤔 Have a lovely night everyone 💖

#anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #recovery #foodisfuel #realrecovery #beatana #prorecovery #anawho #edwarrior #eattobeat #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #nourishtoflourish #edfamily #delicious #likeit #likesreturned #likesforlike #likelike #likes #dinner #homemade #coffeeaddict #positive #recoverywin
#motivated #motivation #minniemaud
Guess who's been cooking up a banging fresh homemade family dinner again? Aye that's right, old Gracie over here 😂🙋 So tonight on the menu at A La Gracie's was.... chicken paella! Complete with chicken (duh!), rice, red pepper, yellow pepper, onion, tomato puree, chilli and garlic and yet again, if I do say so myself... It was LUSH!😍 Also had a cheeky Lindor ball afterwards as I was craving a little something sweet. Had another fab day at college again today. Finally beginning to feel accepted and normal there. These past two days are the very first time that I've stayed in college and sat with friends rather than allowing anorexia to hold control of me and force me outside in the cold, alone. Maybe if I'd ignored anorexia sooner, I'd have made friends sooner. Don't listen to your head, it's STUPID! How has everybody else's day been today? What's the biggest positive of your day been? Or are there more than one positive?🤔 Have a lovely night everyone 💖 #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexia  #recovery  #foodisfuel  #realrecovery  #beatana  #prorecovery  #anawho  #edwarrior  #eattobeat  #beatanorexia  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #nourishtoflourish  #edfamily  #delicious  #likeit  #likesreturned  #likesforlike  #likelike  #likes  #dinner  #homemade  #coffeeaddict  #positive  #recoverywin  #motivated  #motivation  #minniemaud 
25.04.17 - Hey ihr Lieben💜
Hier ☝🏻 seht ihr meinen #nightsnack von Freitag: Vanilleskyr🐮 und Vanillepudding mit Müsli🌾, Erdbeeren🍓 und zuckerfreier Schokolade🍫
Heute gab's folgendes:
#breakfast: Müsli🍎
#schoolsnack: Eiweißbrot🍞
#lunch: vegetarische Frikadelle🍘, Pilze, Brokkoli, Rosenkohl und Tomatensauce🍅
#afternoonsnack: 200g Vanilleskyr🐮 mit einem halben Apfel🍏, Haferflocken🌾 und ein CornyFree Schoko🍫
#dinner: Brote🍞
#nightsnack: CornyFree Haselnuss🌰, ein zuckerfreies Gummibärchen🍬, eine Rippe zuckerfreie Schokolade🍫, Mein Q Quark Himbeere🍇 und 100g Vanilleskyr🐮 mit 50g Blaubeeren🍒 und Kiwi🥝
Wie geht es euch so?🌟
Mit echt immer noch gut, und das freut mich so! 💁🏻
Heute hatte ich einen zwar anstrengenden, aber schönen Tag.❤️ Schule war halt Schule und danach habe ich erstmal Hausaufgaben gemacht und gelernt, bevor Mama und ich zu EDEKA einkaufen gefahren sind.💓 Ich braucht UNBEDINGT Haferflocken und Soyamilch🍃, und das gabs beides im Angebot dort.🙆🏻
Naja, jetzt kann ich ja wie immer noch mit Prison Break entspannen und den Tag ausklingen lassen.😇
Morgen muss ich dann ab 15:30 Uhr bis ca 18:30 Uhr arbeiten.. Was habt ihr vor?🌞
#qotd: Lieblingsfach?
#aotd: Geschichte, Politik und WerteundNormen🌚
Stay strong😴
25.04.17 - Hey ihr Lieben💜 Hier ☝🏻 seht ihr meinen #nightsnack  von Freitag: Vanilleskyr🐮 und Vanillepudding mit Müsli🌾, Erdbeeren🍓 und zuckerfreier Schokolade🍫 Heute gab's folgendes: #breakfast : Müsli🍎 #schoolsnack : Eiweißbrot🍞 #lunch : vegetarische Frikadelle🍘, Pilze, Brokkoli, Rosenkohl und Tomatensauce🍅 #afternoonsnack : 200g Vanilleskyr🐮 mit einem halben Apfel🍏, Haferflocken🌾 und ein CornyFree Schoko🍫 #dinner : Brote🍞 #nightsnack : CornyFree Haselnuss🌰, ein zuckerfreies Gummibärchen🍬, eine Rippe zuckerfreie Schokolade🍫, Mein Q Quark Himbeere🍇 und 100g Vanilleskyr🐮 mit 50g Blaubeeren🍒 und Kiwi🥝 Wie geht es euch so?🌟 Mit echt immer noch gut, und das freut mich so! 💁🏻 Heute hatte ich einen zwar anstrengenden, aber schönen Tag.❤️ Schule war halt Schule und danach habe ich erstmal Hausaufgaben gemacht und gelernt, bevor Mama und ich zu EDEKA einkaufen gefahren sind.💓 Ich braucht UNBEDINGT Haferflocken und Soyamilch🍃, und das gabs beides im Angebot dort.🙆🏻 Naja, jetzt kann ich ja wie immer noch mit Prison Break entspannen und den Tag ausklingen lassen.😇 Morgen muss ich dann ab 15:30 Uhr bis ca 18:30 Uhr arbeiten.. Was habt ihr vor?🌞 #qotd : Lieblingsfach? #aotd : Geschichte, Politik und WerteundNormen🌚 Stay strong😴
Hat mama mir mitgebracht. Irgendwie voll süß 🙈❤ habt ihr auch so Probleme mit dem 'nein' sagen? 😅 werde das Buch auf jeden fall lesen, aber momentan fehlt mir die kraft dazu.
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#pro#recovery#recoverywin#recover#kampf#stark#gewinnen#motivation#live#leben#clean#survive#positive#depressed#depression#cutter#ritzen#svv#borderline#suicide#suizid#german#girl#svv#selfharmmm#blog#journey#tumblr#love#staystrong#germanblogger
YAS. Ate this at a dog festival with my sister Saturday! Felt guilty but other than that is sure was delicious! It was a Peanut Butter cup and caramel vanilla ice cream cone!  Starting my medication today, but I'm feeling really scared about it because I haven't had my OCD as bad these past few days, so I feel "healed" and don't need my medication anymore. BUT, I have been doing this, where I postpone meds because I feel amazing for a few days and then it all comes back, so what do you guys think?!?! 😰😱 #recoverywin #positive  #hope #dontgiveup 
#reachingoutforhelp #reachingforhelp #mental #mentalhealth #help #mental health #therapy #advice ️ #edrecovery #ed #ednos #anorexia #bingeeating #mentalhealth #scale #fuckweight #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #mentalhealth #NEDA #nedawareness #bingeeatingdisorder #exercisebulimia #bulimia #kaiser #therapy #icecream #caramel #yummy #foodie
YAS. Ate this at a dog festival with my sister Saturday! Felt guilty but other than that is sure was delicious! It was a Peanut Butter cup and caramel vanilla ice cream cone! Starting my medication today, but I'm feeling really scared about it because I haven't had my OCD as bad these past few days, so I feel "healed" and don't need my medication anymore. BUT, I have been doing this, where I postpone meds because I feel amazing for a few days and then it all comes back, so what do you guys think?!?! 😰😱 #recoverywin  #positive  #hope  #dontgiveup  #reachingoutforhelp  #reachingforhelp  #mental  #mentalhealth  #help  #mental  health #therapy  #advice  ️ #edrecovery  #ed  #ednos  #anorexia  #bingeeating  #mentalhealth  #scale  #fuckweight  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #mentalhealth  #NEDA  #nedawareness  #bingeeatingdisorder  #exercisebulimia  #bulimia  #kaiser  #therapy  #icecream  #caramel  #yummy  #foodie 
Todays #dinner! Quornbitar, wokade grönsaker och jordnötssmörsås! Åt kladdkaka innan som mellis och nu har jag tvättat och städat så middag satt helt klart perfekt nu!💗 Btw, you can see me taking the picture in the knife and fork😂
Todays #dinner ! Quornbitar, wokade grönsaker och jordnötssmörsås! Åt kladdkaka innan som mellis och nu har jag tvättat och städat så middag satt helt klart perfekt nu!💗 Btw, you can see me taking the picture in the knife and fork😂
Доброго вечера, если честно то я очень сильно жалею о том что купила айфон, мне кажется, что у него гораздо больше недостатков, нежели достоинств, а красивые фотографии это не панацея, можно делать аппетитные снимки даже на калькулятор, если к этому есть талант и способности, разумеется, у меня этого нету, а значит, не буду лезть туда куда меня не просят, вместо этого лучше уделю час другой своему инструменту и схожу проведать бабушку.
Вообще, мне всегда казалось, что дневник это нечто "интимное", по идее сюда можно заливать всё что душе вздумается, но лично для меня главное это то чтобы всё было "красиво", и, пожалуй, на данный момент это единственное что мешает жить мне полноценной жизнью и радоваться, кажется, будто бы если я не появлюсь здесь хотя-бы единожды за сутки то пойдут отписки, снизиться активность, только вот, зачем мне всё это?
Реальная жизнь куда интереснее, знаю, и всё равно продолжаю лезть туда куда "не надо"..
На фотографии штрудель с вишней который я ела сегодня на полдник, моим любимым все равно останется вкус "яблоко-корица", так или иначе, этот штрудель нечто, он самый вкусный, самый "натуральный" и вовсе не приторный как другие, в том что я пробовала сегодня ощущается приятная вишнёвая "кислинка", мне осталось попробовать штрудель с маком, но почему-то не особо хочется его брать, мак всегда казался мне "противным", во рту после него такое ощущение будто бы тараканы..насрали.
Мама сегодня подарила мне небольшую упаковку клубники, я не смогла удержаться, не хотела устраивать ей фотосессию да сточила почти все пятьсот грамм разом и не смотря на то что она была безвкусная и пресная мне даже..понравилось.
Так приятно когда тебе пытаются доставить радость и сделать что-то приятное.. День выдался неоднозначным, я съездила к педагогу но практически ничем не занималась, снова скакало давление и чувствовала я себя мягко говоря ужасно.
Утром было так солнечно, затем дождь и снова солнышко, с завтрашнего дня обещают потепление, отчим со следующей недели выйдет на работу, ожидаю этого с нетерпением, люблю быть вдвоём с мамой, вчера, кстати, мы даже спали вместе, из-за усиленных репетиций у меня очень сильно болел позвоночник и шея, среди ночи Бейлис
Доброго вечера, если честно то я очень сильно жалею о том что купила айфон, мне кажется, что у него гораздо больше недостатков, нежели достоинств, а красивые фотографии это не панацея, можно делать аппетитные снимки даже на калькулятор, если к этому есть талант и способности, разумеется, у меня этого нету, а значит, не буду лезть туда куда меня не просят, вместо этого лучше уделю час другой своему инструменту и схожу проведать бабушку. Вообще, мне всегда казалось, что дневник это нечто "интимное", по идее сюда можно заливать всё что душе вздумается, но лично для меня главное это то чтобы всё было "красиво", и, пожалуй, на данный момент это единственное что мешает жить мне полноценной жизнью и радоваться, кажется, будто бы если я не появлюсь здесь хотя-бы единожды за сутки то пойдут отписки, снизиться активность, только вот, зачем мне всё это? Реальная жизнь куда интереснее, знаю, и всё равно продолжаю лезть туда куда "не надо".. На фотографии штрудель с вишней который я ела сегодня на полдник, моим любимым все равно останется вкус "яблоко-корица", так или иначе, этот штрудель нечто, он самый вкусный, самый "натуральный" и вовсе не приторный как другие, в том что я пробовала сегодня ощущается приятная вишнёвая "кислинка", мне осталось попробовать штрудель с маком, но почему-то не особо хочется его брать, мак всегда казался мне "противным", во рту после него такое ощущение будто бы тараканы..насрали. Мама сегодня подарила мне небольшую упаковку клубники, я не смогла удержаться, не хотела устраивать ей фотосессию да сточила почти все пятьсот грамм разом и не смотря на то что она была безвкусная и пресная мне даже..понравилось. Так приятно когда тебе пытаются доставить радость и сделать что-то приятное.. День выдался неоднозначным, я съездила к педагогу но практически ничем не занималась, снова скакало давление и чувствовала я себя мягко говоря ужасно. Утром было так солнечно, затем дождь и снова солнышко, с завтрашнего дня обещают потепление, отчим со следующей недели выйдет на работу, ожидаю этого с нетерпением, люблю быть вдвоём с мамой, вчера, кстати, мы даже спали вместе, из-за усиленных репетиций у меня очень сильно болел позвоночник и шея, среди ночи Бейлис
Mein Essen letzte Nacht war diese selbstgemachte überdimensionale Pizza! Ein Teller befindet sich übrigens da drunter 😂😂😂 war sehr lecker mit dem originalen Pizza Teig von Pizza Hut 
#homemade #foodporn #pizza #pizzahut #DIY #nightsnack #throwback #yummy #food #instafood #instagood #recovery #recoverywin #anorexie #magersucht #bulimie #essstörung #depressionen #photooftheday #picoftheday #ed #egg #ptbs #trauma #follow #love #borderline
Mein Essen letzte Nacht war diese selbstgemachte überdimensionale Pizza! Ein Teller befindet sich übrigens da drunter 😂😂😂 war sehr lecker mit dem originalen Pizza Teig von Pizza Hut #homemade  #foodporn  #pizza  #pizzahut  #DIY  #nightsnack  #throwback  #yummy  #food  #instafood  #instagood  #recovery  #recoverywin  #anorexie  #magersucht  #bulimie  #essstörung  #depressionen  #photooftheday  #picoftheday  #ed  #egg  #ptbs  #trauma  #follow  #love  #borderline 
Heute gibt es mal ein süßes Abendessen 😍 ich habe mir seit Wochen vorgenommen Milchreis wieder zu essen und es war herrlich 🙊 Ich bin total mit meinem Leben überfragt und weiß nicht wo ich ansetzten soll. Ich weiß was in ein paar Monaten ist, aber jetzt? Ich weiß es nicht. Vom Körpergefühl wird es auch nicht besser, aber ich bleibe stark. Das bin ich mir nach 7 Jahren schuldig. 💪🏽ich hoffe euer Dienstag war angenehm und ihr habt ein tollen Abend 💕und eins kann ich euch sagen, belohnt euch mal mit einem tollem Essen, egal wieviel kcal, egal ob ihr eure Ziele erreicht oder nicht. Manchmal ist auch der Weg das Ziel, und dieser ist schwer genug, oder nicht ? Da habt ihr euch zu 100% eine Belohnung verdient ❤️ sende euch ganz liebe Grüße ❤️❤️ #bulimierecovery #bulimianervosa #bulimie #bulimia #anorexianervosa #ana #anawarrior #anorexía #anorexìanervosa #anorexìarecovery #mia #miarecover #magersucht #evening #recover #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #recoverystruggle #eating #edfamiliy #edmfamily #edfighters #edrecovery #eatingdisord #eatingdisorderrecovery #fuckana #fuckmia #decoration #healthylifestyle
Heute gibt es mal ein süßes Abendessen 😍 ich habe mir seit Wochen vorgenommen Milchreis wieder zu essen und es war herrlich 🙊 Ich bin total mit meinem Leben überfragt und weiß nicht wo ich ansetzten soll. Ich weiß was in ein paar Monaten ist, aber jetzt? Ich weiß es nicht. Vom Körpergefühl wird es auch nicht besser, aber ich bleibe stark. Das bin ich mir nach 7 Jahren schuldig. 💪🏽ich hoffe euer Dienstag war angenehm und ihr habt ein tollen Abend 💕und eins kann ich euch sagen, belohnt euch mal mit einem tollem Essen, egal wieviel kcal, egal ob ihr eure Ziele erreicht oder nicht. Manchmal ist auch der Weg das Ziel, und dieser ist schwer genug, oder nicht ? Da habt ihr euch zu 100% eine Belohnung verdient ❤️ sende euch ganz liebe Grüße ❤️❤️ #bulimierecovery  #bulimianervosa  #bulimie  #bulimia  #anorexianervosa  #ana  #anawarrior  #anorexía  #anorexìanervosa  #anorexìarecovery  #mia  #miarecover  #magersucht  #evening  #recover  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #recoverystruggle  #eating  #edfamiliy  #edmfamily  #edfighters  #edrecovery  #eatingdisord  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fuckana  #fuckmia  #decoration  #healthylifestyle 
Eat pizza guys it's heaven. 👅😋😇 hope you've had an amazing day so far! I'm just so tired of school, well better said the exams. I mostly like school, but writing xy exams every week bores me to death. On the other hand today I had jumping practice and my legs are killing me. But #nogainwithoutpain right? 🔥
Eat pizza guys it's heaven. 👅😋😇 hope you've had an amazing day so far! I'm just so tired of school, well better said the exams. I mostly like school, but writing xy exams every week bores me to death. On the other hand today I had jumping practice and my legs are killing me. But #nogainwithoutpain  right? 🔥
Time for a #TuesdayMotivation!
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A look back at our Recovery First, West Palm facility's Zoo event on 8/6/16! Such a good way to spend the weekend with brothers and sisters in recovery 🙌🏻
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#lifeisbeautiful #tuesday #motivation #florida #zoo #fun #beautiful #life #throwback #flashback #wayback #motivated #motivate #inspiration  #gratitude #peace #serenity #love #happy #sober #soberlife #soberliving #sobriety #soberissexy #partysober #recovery #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit
Time for a #TuesdayMotivation ! . . . A look back at our Recovery First, West Palm facility's Zoo event on 8/6/16! Such a good way to spend the weekend with brothers and sisters in recovery 🙌🏻 . . . #lifeisbeautiful  #tuesday  #motivation  #florida  #zoo  #fun  #beautiful  #life  #throwback  #flashback  #wayback  #motivated  #motivate  #inspiration  #gratitude  #peace  #serenity  #love  #happy  #sober  #soberlife  #soberliving  #sobriety  #soberissexy  #partysober  #recovery  #recoverywin  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit 
Evening 🌙 All you have to do sometimes is have a positive mindset 😊 If you believe you can do something usually that is half the battle 💪🏼 I ran my first three miles today 🏃‍♀️ and off course I refuelled probably too with ✌🏻black bean apple 🍎 burgers in a portobello mushroom bun 🍄and lots of other bits on the side too 🙈 I dreamed so hard to run 🏃 again but I knew I had to recovery 😩 but it's been the best thing that can happen 💪🏼 I am stronger both physically and mentally 😊 you have to believe in something to do it 🙌🏻 I hope you all have beautiful evening 😘💕#anorexia #recovery #healthy #edfamily #strongnotskinny #strongisthenewskinny #prorecovery #running #firststeps #food #eatingdisorder #stronger #positive #health #edwarrior #edfighter #recoveryispossible #beatana #realrecovery #edcommunity #vegan #dinner #recoverywin #fearfood #blogger #beatit #prorecovery #healthyfood #oats #edrecovery #blogging #edrecovery
Evening 🌙 All you have to do sometimes is have a positive mindset 😊 If you believe you can do something usually that is half the battle 💪🏼 I ran my first three miles today 🏃‍♀️ and off course I refuelled probably too with ✌🏻black bean apple 🍎 burgers in a portobello mushroom bun 🍄and lots of other bits on the side too 🙈 I dreamed so hard to run 🏃 again but I knew I had to recovery 😩 but it's been the best thing that can happen 💪🏼 I am stronger both physically and mentally 😊 you have to believe in something to do it 🙌🏻 I hope you all have beautiful evening 😘💕#anorexia  #recovery  #healthy  #edfamily  #strongnotskinny  #strongisthenewskinny  #prorecovery  #running  #firststeps  #food  #eatingdisorder  #stronger  #positive  #health  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #recoveryispossible  #beatana  #realrecovery  #edcommunity  #vegan  #dinner  #recoverywin  #fearfood  #blogger  #beatit  #prorecovery  #healthyfood  #oats  #edrecovery  #blogging  #edrecovery 
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Mittagessen [in der Schule 😥]
- 1 Scheibe Mischbrot
- 1karotte
- 1 Radieschen
- Gurke
Snack nach der Schule:
- 1 Maiswaffel
- 1 Stück Zartbitter Schokolade
Abendessen
- Salat mit Karotte, Tomate, Gurke und Radieschen
Snack:
- Schoko Mus
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{400kcal}
Aber wenn ich allein zu Hause bin kostet es mich unglaublich viel Überwindung was zu essen und mir geht es gerade auch nicht so gut..
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Heute war echt stressig​🙄 und ich bin in der Schule zweimal fast zusammengebrochen und hab in Französisch angefangen zu heulen👏
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Hoffentlich wird morgen besser, hab leider Schulsport 😓
Ich hasse Schulsport 🙄😂
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Ich warte jetzt noch darauf, dass meine Mama nach Hause kommt 🤔😂 und lese noch ein bisschen:)
Hey :) ° Mittagessen [in der Schule 😥] - 1 Scheibe Mischbrot - 1karotte - 1 Radieschen - Gurke Snack nach der Schule: - 1 Maiswaffel - 1 Stück Zartbitter Schokolade Abendessen - Salat mit Karotte, Tomate, Gurke und Radieschen Snack: - Schoko Mus ° ° {400kcal} Aber wenn ich allein zu Hause bin kostet es mich unglaublich viel Überwindung was zu essen und mir geht es gerade auch nicht so gut.. ° ° Heute war echt stressig​🙄 und ich bin in der Schule zweimal fast zusammengebrochen und hab in Französisch angefangen zu heulen👏 ° ° Hoffentlich wird morgen besser, hab leider Schulsport 😓 Ich hasse Schulsport 🙄😂 Aber dafür abends Training😍 ° ° Ich warte jetzt noch darauf, dass meine Mama nach Hause kommt 🤔😂 und lese noch ein bisschen:)