my captions have all been super moody lately but honestly, if you're going to pay attention to one thing I say, make it this: if someone isn't willing to help you when you really need it, if they make excuses, or make it about them, or just brush aside your problems and make you feel like it's insignificant, fuck 'em. they don't deserve you at your best if they aren't even willing to be there when you're down. even if they used to be. even if you think they have a "good reason" for not helping you. even if you love them. If they are not willing to pick up the damn phone when you're at your darkest hour, you shouldn't even glance at it if they do during your best.
In the worst state of mind honestly and the one person I want to talk to about is shutting me out because he's "busy", probably talking to his new girl, or maybe he just thinks we're getting too close. fuck meeeeeee