I’m scared you’re gonna get tired of me. I’m scared that you’re happier without me. It hurts me to see you with other people, only for the fact that I can’t be there with you. It hurts so much. I want you to be happy with your friends tho. I just miss you and I feel lost without you.. I need you my love..#sad#sadlove#imtrying#longdistancerelationship
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i’m sorry how everything turned out, how we can’t even keep a text conversation past ‘how are you’ and ‘good.’ how everything feels like heartbreak. but i don’t regret any of the time spent with you, and i hope you don’t regret any of talks we had until 3am or our friendship. i hope you know that even though we can’t look at each other. i’m still here for you. if you call, i’ll be on the other end of the phone. always. i care deeply about you.
I would love to know what he thinks of me now... Would he say that we were something great, but it just didn’t work out? Or something, maybe, more poetic like: we were a star, shining bright, but like all others, we were doomed to collapse in ourselves.
He never did enjoy poetry that much.
Maybe he’d say that I was a mistake, maybe that I was a hookup that never meant anything. Maybe I was just another name on a long list of girls that he could’ve loved.
Or worst yet, he never speaks of me at all.
you never told me such things about love until one day your soul left empty letters signed by your pride. my tongue was cut off by your kiss and now i'm wordless. i wanted to push you away and swim you back in but i remembered-- i was never a tide of wave. I'm just an ocean waiting for your stars to reflect down on me during cold, bluish melodic nights. you gave everything, yes. but those were just a part of your dreams while i on the other hand prayed to all the comets i saw although it never fell into a wish.
adding my feelings.
subtracting these emotions.
multiplying all my senses.
only to divide them when i feel lost.
after all, i was never good at math.
but i... i counted you in.
People think I use depression as an excuse. Someone even gets mad at me for being depressed like it's something I can control. I'm tired of being in this fucked up world. I didn't ask to be here. #sadniggahours#sadnibbahours