I appreciate rejection, for it allows me to find where I truly belong.
99% of the time, you will not be understood.
Your expressions will fall on deaf ears and blind eyes.
But so long as you open your heart and allow your self to be free, you will find many synchronizations & just what you need.
Perfectionism is a self destructive and addictive belief system that fuels this primary thought: If I look perfect, and do everything perfectly, I can avoid or minimize the painful feelings of shame, judgment, and blame. •photo @idkpdx•
Alright real talk y'all. I'm having a shit day. 😑I just got off my first overnight shift this week, squeezed in a very rushed cardio session, took my car into the shop only to be told it's unsafe to drive and got stranded 30 minutes from home when I was supposed to meet a friend for coffee 😤 I'm waiting for bb to pick me up now, then I have to meet my friend, go home and get laundry done before I pack tomorrow because did I mention I leave Sunday morning?? straight from my overnight shift?? Oh and at some point today I need to try to get some sleep before going back to work at midnight 😅 I'm not gonna lie - today is making me work through some serious self doubts. But I'm keeping my temper at bay, relying on meditation and asking the universe to grant me happiness and light today ✨ This definitely isn't how I planned for my day to go and I now need to find a way to get to work for the next two days but hey, I have an amazing friend who was willing to come get me at the drop of a dime *shoutout to @girlblob for being bae* and I didn't die from a terrifyingly unsafe car! #sorrymomanddad#butimbroke 🤷🏻♀️ so here's to constantly reminding myself things could always be worse and to the bottle of wine I'm drinking while I do laundry later! 👌🏼🍾🥂 #cheers#ideserveit