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🌙So I lost 2lbs but I "binged" last night. It was only 1600 kcal but for someone who normally eats max 500kcal per day it was a lot.🌙
#suicideroom #quotes #life #suicide #selfdestructive #dreams #alone #fuckedup #breathe #tumblr #fear #forgetmylife #insomnia #shaking #blood #depression #anorexia #eatingdisorders #ana #anorexia #mia #bulimia #screwedup #selfharm #cut #addiction #redbandsociety #disease #killingslowly #music #angerissues
🌙So I lost 2lbs but I "binged" last night. It was only 1600 kcal but for someone who normally eats max 500kcal per day it was a lot.🌙 #suicideroom  #quotes  #life  #suicide  #selfdestructive  #dreams  #alone  #fuckedup  #breathe  #tumblr  #fear  #forgetmylife  #insomnia  #shaking  #blood  #depression  #anorexia  #eatingdisorders  #ana  #anorexia  #mia  #bulimia  #screwedup  #selfharm  #cut  #addiction  #redbandsociety  #disease  #killingslowly  #music  #angerissues 
Now this, this was my breakdown. Everytime you turn around, there's yet another bridge that you've burned to the ground. 《Merrow》

#poetry #poems #merrow #breakdown #mentalhealth #mentalissues #depression #depressed #borderline #anxiety #panic #selfhate #selfdestructive #ptsd #selfharm #suicidal #words #life #death #break
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#alone #blades #cut #dead #depression #fat #killme #lost #lonely #pain #razor #sad #selfdestructive #selfharm #triggerwarning #ugly
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How I imagine my next session will go based on previous experiences #lol. I'm so tired. Why haven't I let myself sleep yet like this is at least my second all-nighter in a row and I'm so dead right now?¿?? // #iasip #alwayssunny #dennisreynolds #sweetdee #deereynolds #therapymemes #selfdestruction #selfdestructive #ffs #stubborn #despair #depressedmemes #depressivespiral #spiralling #relatable #idkman #sigh #sadgirlsclub #losers #lamé #iasipmemes
“The fact that humans are so self destructive and we pretend not to be” #futheproject , , , , ,  #fu #middlefinger #thebird #anger #angermanagement #selfexpression #selfdestructive Thank you @dr.feels for sharing!
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Whoops.
You thought I had stopped >:3 
#Robbzmemes #selfesteem #earth #moon #selfdestructive #badmemes
It's fucking hard to live with Borderline.
I'm always on the edge.
There's no grey spaces, only truths or lies. 
Extreme emotions that overwhelms.
It's a personal hell. 《Merrow》
#poetry #poems #mentalhealth #selfhate #selfdestructive #suicidal #borderline #ptsd #anxiety #panic depression #depressed #merrow #thoughts #hell #mentalissues #selfharm #life #death
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#alone #blades #cut #dead #depression #fat #killme #lost #lonely #pain #razor #sad #selfdestructive #selfharm #triggerwarning #ugly
Sometimes we need a good #hangover to know what it feels like to be #sober ( at least that’s what I thought last #weekend 😂) Meaning:  #selfdestructive #behavior can be the #source of a new perspective and have an #creative output. I am just saying if you #slip sometimes to knowingly “bad” behavior don’t beat yourself up. It can be a #test to see where you are standing. Stay #kind towards your #humanness. After all life is about the #ride. Keep it #smooth. #icoachonlife #lifecoaching #relationshipcoach #bekind #compassion
Sometimes we need a good #hangover  to know what it feels like to be #sober  ( at least that’s what I thought last #weekend  😂) Meaning: #selfdestructive  #behavior  can be the #source  of a new perspective and have an #creative  output. I am just saying if you #slip  sometimes to knowingly “bad” behavior don’t beat yourself up. It can be a #test  to see where you are standing. Stay #kind  towards your #humanness . After all life is about the #ride . Keep it #smooth . #icoachonlife  #lifecoaching  #relationshipcoach  #bekind  #compassion 
She will remain #unsatisfied with #self the longer you brainwash her into believing #beauty makes up her complete existence. #selfdestructive #facesofdeath
The scars on my body are the reality of my past,  of every day that I survived my fight against takning my own life. 《Merrow》

#poetry #poem #thoughts #mentalhealth #borderline #merrow #scars #selfhate #ptsd #selfdestructive #anxiety #panic #depression #depressed #suicidal #life #death
Perfectly capable of doing that myself thanks. #selfdestructive
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The hardest thing I have had to do is live through the pain and not wanting it to show. I allow myself to show that I really am not perfect. I will go forward accepting myself fully through my healing heart. To let go of my perfectionism is allowing myself to climb mountains of growth. I will allow myself to keep sharing my story for all those who need my voice, courage, perseverance, and strength. Even though its the scariest thing I can feel is vulnerability and judgement of what other people think of me or what they accept or do not accept as I share my story. God only puts the strongest through the toughest lessons in life. If I have had to go through what I have had to because if someone else had to go through it and they weren't strong enough and ended up taking their life, than everything I have gone through has and is completely worth it. #metoomovement #metoo #timeisup #Iamhere #Ihavesurvived #judgement #blamenomore #shame #perfectionism #selfdestructive #brenebrown #Oprah #taranaburke #acceptyourselffully #Ihavesurvived #mentalhealth
The hardest thing I have had to do is live through the pain and not wanting it to show. I allow myself to show that I really am not perfect. I will go forward accepting myself fully through my healing heart. To let go of my perfectionism is allowing myself to climb mountains of growth. I will allow myself to keep sharing my story for all those who need my voice, courage, perseverance, and strength. Even though its the scariest thing I can feel is vulnerability and judgement of what other people think of me or what they accept or do not accept as I share my story. God only puts the strongest through the toughest lessons in life. If I have had to go through what I have had to because if someone else had to go through it and they weren't strong enough and ended up taking their life, than everything I have gone through has and is completely worth it. #metoomovement  #metoo  #timeisup  #Iamhere  #Ihavesurvived  #judgement  #blamenomore  #shame  #perfectionism  #selfdestructive  #brenebrown  #Oprah  #taranaburke  #acceptyourselffully  #Ihavesurvived  #mentalhealth 
Front and back covers for a book featuring information and details from a world and story I've created
#yyc #yycartist #digitalart #auroark #pink #smoking #selfdestructive
I'm more destructive than normal.

I beat myself up every day. 
I take a couple of pills too much.

I can't remember what I was supposed to do. 
The thoughts are blurry.

And I am scared that this might be the part where I begin to break. 《Merrwo》

#mentalhealth #depression #depressed #ptsd #borderline #anxiety #poem #poetry #merrow #thoughts #selfdestructive #selfharm #addict #scared
A small #cover of #gingerbreadman by @littlebodybigheart 💕

I personally feel related to this song since it describes most of my relationships as a #bpd person. When you #love so hard and so truly a person, and then only #goaway .There's a point when all that you want is starting a #selfdestructive #relationship where you wanna feel #powerful and pretend to #dontcare about #feelings even tho you know it isn't like you and lefts you feeling #empty and #dissapointed with #yourself.

Un pequeño cover de Gingerbread man de #Melaniemartinez 💕

Personalmente me siento identificada con esta canción ya que describe muchas de mis #relaciones como una persona con #borderline . Cuando amas tan fuerte y tan verdaderamente a una persona y solo #huye , llega un punto en el que lo único que quieres hacer es estar en una #relación #autodestructiva dónde quieres sentirte #poderosa y pretender que #noimportan los #sentimientos a pesar de saber que no eres así y que solo te deja #vacía y #decepcionada #contigo misma.
A small #cover  of #gingerbreadman  by @littlebodybigheart 💕 I personally feel related to this song since it describes most of my relationships as a #bpd  person. When you #love  so hard and so truly a person, and then only #goaway  .There's a point when all that you want is starting a #selfdestructive  #relationship  where you wanna feel #powerful  and pretend to #dontcare  about #feelings  even tho you know it isn't like you and lefts you feeling #empty  and #dissapointed  with #yourself . Un pequeño cover de Gingerbread man de #Melaniemartinez  💕 Personalmente me siento identificada con esta canción ya que describe muchas de mis #relaciones  como una persona con #borderline  . Cuando amas tan fuerte y tan verdaderamente a una persona y solo #huye  , llega un punto en el que lo único que quieres hacer es estar en una #relación  #autodestructiva  dónde quieres sentirte #poderosa  y pretender que #noimportan  los #sentimientos  a pesar de saber que no eres así y que solo te deja #vacía  y #decepcionada  #contigo  misma.
Eliminate all those nonsense in your life.
#mostliberating #liberating #freed #freedom #free #empowering #empower #selfdestructive #reminder #motivation
Weekend inspo 🥀 let @mothica warm your heart with her beats 🖤 #drewsview #selfdestructive #coatgoals
It's all about being strong.

The moment you let your guard down...they'll haunt you like infected dreams. 《Merrow》

#poetry #poem #thoughts #dreams #mentalhealth #merrow #borderline #depression #depressed #selfhate #selfdestructive #suicidal #ptsd #anxiety #panic
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#plantsofinstagram #plantphotography #plants #naturephotography #nature #poetry #photography #therapy #plantsinthecity #whyamilikethis #escape #playedmyself #feelings #selfdestructive #winter #trees #treesofinstagram #treephotography
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#beone #Psychotherapy #breathworkmiami #love #breathwork #growth #passion #purpose #faceyourfears #wakeup #retreat #breath #happiness #men #selfdestructive
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#alone #blades #cut #dead #depression #fat #killme #lost #lonely #pain #razor #sad #selfdestructive #selfharm #triggerwarning #ugly
Make sure you are ready!! Or at least as ready as you'll ever be lol 😂
Make sure you are ready!! Or at least as ready as you'll ever be lol 😂
i learned a long time ago, the key isnt to exorcise your demons, its to love them. 
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I never thought of it like
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That the scars that covers my skin would be permanent reminders of memories that I tried to forget. 《Merrow》

#poetry #poem #merrow #mentalhealth #depression #depressed #borderline #selfharm #scars #selfdestructive #selfhate #anxiety #panic #ptsd #memories
Thanks @wearemoneyish #moneyish for quoting me in this #goodread about how & why #careerwomen should resist the #selfdestructive #impostersyndrome understandable as it is. I, like many other #ambitious #women (and #men) suffered from it for a long time & still fight it. You have to #fightforyourlife & #fightforyourdreams which isn’t easy. Being scared is normal, no shame in it; the problem comes when you give up & give in to the fear because #fearkillsdreams. #dontfeedthefears #lifelessons #melindagates #careergoals #careercoach #ambition #successfulwomen #getit #wednesdaywisdom #careertips #womenempowerment #womeninbusiness #womensupportingwomen #womenstyle #lifecoach link in the comments
Thanks @wearemoneyish #moneyish  for quoting me in this #goodread  about how & why #careerwomen  should resist the #selfdestructive  #impostersyndrome  understandable as it is. I, like many other #ambitious  #women  (and #men ) suffered from it for a long time & still fight it. You have to #fightforyourlife  & #fightforyourdreams  which isn’t easy. Being scared is normal, no shame in it; the problem comes when you give up & give in to the fear because #fearkillsdreams . #dontfeedthefears  #lifelessons  #melindagates  #careergoals  #careercoach  #ambition  #successfulwomen  #getit  #wednesdaywisdom  #careertips  #womenempowerment  #womeninbusiness  #womensupportingwomen  #womenstyle  #lifecoach  link in the comments
Today’s 60 second kriya is a meditation for #healingaddiction. Sit in easy pose and close your eyes, focusing at the space in between your brows. Make fists with both hands and keep thumbs extended, pressing them lightly on your temples. Do this for 5-7 minutes while humming with your teeth pressed together the 4 syllable mantra of SA TA NA MA.
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The pressure triggers a reflexive reaction in the brain that stimulates the area under the pineal gland attributed to habitual imbalance and impulsivity associated with addiction. This is a release from #patterning and #selfdestructive tendencies.
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The #mantra #SATANAMA is a primal sound that means:
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#kundaliniyoga #kundalinirising #kundaliniawakening #kundaliniyogateachertraining #edrecovery #edrecovered #mentalhealth #yogiclife #plantbased #yogisofinstagram #sacredmantra #jungian #cgjung #kriya #3ho
Today’s 60 second kriya is a meditation for #healingaddiction . Sit in easy pose and close your eyes, focusing at the space in between your brows. Make fists with both hands and keep thumbs extended, pressing them lightly on your temples. Do this for 5-7 minutes while humming with your teeth pressed together the 4 syllable mantra of SA TA NA MA. . . The pressure triggers a reflexive reaction in the brain that stimulates the area under the pineal gland attributed to habitual imbalance and impulsivity associated with addiction. This is a release from #patterning  and #selfdestructive  tendencies. . . The #mantra  #SATANAMA  is a primal sound that means: Saa = Infinity . Taa = Life (birth) . Naa = death (transformation) . Maa = Rebirth . . #kundaliniyoga  #kundalinirising  #kundaliniawakening  #kundaliniyogateachertraining  #edrecovery  #edrecovered  #mentalhealth  #yogiclife  #plantbased  #yogisofinstagram  #sacredmantra  #jungian  #cgjung  #kriya  #3ho 
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#alone #blades #cut #dead #depression #fat #killme #lost #lonely #pain #razor #sad #selfharm #selfdestructive #triggerwarning #ugly
Continued from my last post  it’s been to long and it’s time to live my life and fulfill my dreams. Be someone that I can love and have respect for myself  and for everyone  else who is around me. I’ve made a lot of mistakes and I feel so bad about, I’ve lost to many beautiful fighters to this illness and it’s got to stop so I’m going to do everything I can to help people with this horrible illness, get better and for them to realise they have more to life then this bastard of an illness. I’m on my way I have left the nest and I’m learning to spreed  my wings and fly myself. 
I have changed so much mentally and physically and it’s scary but you know what I’m proud I have yet again told anorexia to fuck off and I’m in control not the anorexia. All I say is bring it on I’m up for a fight and I will fight you till the end and fight you to leave all my beautiful fighters alone because they all deserve so much more. I have had a massive transformations through body and mind and I’m happy but also very scared but this is my time to fly and yet and bet anorexia yet again. X. X
 #fuckyouanorexiayouwontwinthistime  #fighter #angel #selfdestructive #discharged #cantwaittolivemylife #family #boyfriend #imreadytofight
Continued from my last post it’s been to long and it’s time to live my life and fulfill my dreams. Be someone that I can love and have respect for myself and for everyone else who is around me. I’ve made a lot of mistakes and I feel so bad about, I’ve lost to many beautiful fighters to this illness and it’s got to stop so I’m going to do everything I can to help people with this horrible illness, get better and for them to realise they have more to life then this bastard of an illness. I’m on my way I have left the nest and I’m learning to spreed my wings and fly myself. I have changed so much mentally and physically and it’s scary but you know what I’m proud I have yet again told anorexia to fuck off and I’m in control not the anorexia. All I say is bring it on I’m up for a fight and I will fight you till the end and fight you to leave all my beautiful fighters alone because they all deserve so much more. I have had a massive transformations through body and mind and I’m happy but also very scared but this is my time to fly and yet and bet anorexia yet again. X. X #fuckyouanorexiayouwontwinthistime  #fighter  #angel  #selfdestructive  #discharged  #cantwaittolivemylife  #family  #boyfriend  #imreadytofight 
It took me 10 years to feel comfortable enough to let my scars show. 
I've been called every bad word in the book for it.
But what hit me the hardest was when I heard someone explain to their kid that I was scary. 
I never intended to frighten anyone. 
Even though I scared myself every day. 《Merrow》

#poem #poetry #mentalhealth #depression #depressed #selfharm #selfdestructive #borderline #thoughts #anxiety #panic #scars #merrow #sky #suicidal #life
This shirt only comes in dry fit! #apropos #spicy #youaregoingtosweat #andcry #gluttenforpunishment #selfdestructive #helpme #porfavor #nobueno #ayudqme #theend #😂😂😂😂
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Sometimes I come up for air, only to keep my breath a bit longer. 《Merrow》

#poem #poetry #merrow #depression #depressed #borderline #ptsd #anxiety #panic #selfdestructive #hate #suicidal
Yeah we self destructive 🔊🔊🔊🔊🔊🤪🤪🤪 #selfdestructive
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#poem #rijmen #gedicht #selfdestructive #heartbroken #liefdesverdriet #liefde #love #rijmfine #meisjesdingen #eenzaam #verdriet #nederlands #engels
The little flame inside of you...
Sometimes we have to pour gasoline on it.
Other days, we put out that flame with our tears. 
How tragic. 
Someday's our lighters can't make a spark...
Other days, a single match is enough to set your own world on fire. 
Life is about balance. 
But we fall every once in a while. 《Merrow》

#poem #poetry #life #balance #depression #anxiety #panic #merrow #borderline #tears #flame #asshole #selfdestructive  #mentalhealth #ptsd #suicidal
The little flame inside of you... Sometimes we have to pour gasoline on it. Other days, we put out that flame with our tears. How tragic. Someday's our lighters can't make a spark... Other days, a single match is enough to set your own world on fire. Life is about balance. But we fall every once in a while. 《Merrow》 #poem  #poetry  #life  #balance  #depression  #anxiety  #panic  #merrow  #borderline  #tears  #flame  #asshole  #selfdestructive  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #suicidal 
How do you explain that the thoughts of suicide devours you.

It's a twisted question and the answer is just a whisper. 
No one should have to understand. 
Because this shouldn't exist at all. 《Merrow》

#poem #poetry #mylife #depression #anxiety #panic #ocd #mentalhealth #borderline #selfharm #selfdestructive #suicidal #ptsd #ed #merrow #writing #lifelesson #hate