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I am so #blessed to be able to #helpwomen #lovethemselves after #breastcancer it's such a #funjob I never thought I could, with such tremendous #selfloathing and #selfdestructive tendencies I could ever be of #encouragement or #help to anyone. But #god uses #thebroken because he knows we understand. #mycircumstances have made me perfectly equipt to #uplift #inform #create and #slayhoney  model @a_silky_girl photo by @theresablackbirdphotography
@clemson we're ready for ya 👊🏼#ripkikishand #selfdestructive
*rolls ankle walking dog* *wears six inch heels out* #selfdestructive
" As a warrior .. No road left but the one that leads to the end " ! 📝🙏🏽🕯 . The voices in My head is Killing me time to time , I try to fall in that Trap , but but but ?.... I still cant figure out why I do what I do ? #psychologist #gq #interviews #asaprocky #alwaystriveandprosper #pink  #camron #whydoifeellikethis ? #toturedsoul #diamonds💎 #timepassing #timesfly #fashion #droughtover #selfdestructive #differentviews 🖌 #dreams . Its so hard to say on whats the most important and fall #victim to your own BS ... 😣. And yo mention control your #emotions , And Im victim of this , somehow all the #l I have taken , I still wont backdown . I really wont find peace and always live in the edge of the sword .. How ironic Life is or can be .... My #anxiety and #depression is Killing me ... This is not a joke , not anymore as I thought it was . #mentalillness is not A joke , I might smile but my inside is Killing me ! #bleeding , but for the LOVE of this Life , how long can I take it ? If it was'nt for the #music i listen to , who knows ... #uwasntthere !! #freestylelife  #reflections #mirror #moodygrams
" As a warrior .. No road left but the one that leads to the end " ! 📝🙏🏽🕯 . The voices in My head is Killing me time to time , I try to fall in that Trap , but but but ?.... I still cant figure out why I do what I do ? #psychologist  #gq  #interviews  #asaprocky  #alwaystriveandprosper  #pink  #camron  #whydoifeellikethis  ? #toturedsoul  #diamonds 💎 #timepassing  #timesfly  #fashion  #droughtover  #selfdestructive  #differentviews  🖌 #dreams  . Its so hard to say on whats the most important and fall #victim  to your own BS ... 😣. And yo mention control your #emotions  , And Im victim of this , somehow all the #l  I have taken , I still wont backdown . I really wont find peace and always live in the edge of the sword .. How ironic Life is or can be .... My #anxiety  and #depression  is Killing me ... This is not a joke , not anymore as I thought it was . #mentalillness  is not A joke , I might smile but my inside is Killing me ! #bleeding  , but for the LOVE of this Life , how long can I take it ? If it was'nt for the #music  i listen to , who knows ... #uwasntthere  !! #freestylelife  #reflections  #mirror  #moodygrams 
'My mind plays tricks and I don't sleep no more. 
#my #particles #need #to #rearrange #selfdestructive #maybe #im #defective #piecebypiece #daybyday #can't #switchoff
Another one for @the_crescent .  I also made it into an installation in my school's art building last week
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#historyrepeats #selfdestructive #nukes #lifesucks #bs #growingup #gfucrescent #crescent
Really struggling at the moment but I’m trying to stay possible so I can achieve my goals for the next weeks.  Feel so lost and alone right now. I just want everything to be ok. #hospital #selfharm #anorexiarecovery #anoreixa #fuckanorexia #selfdestructive #low #alone #goals
I keep telling myself this...
Sorry I haven't posted in so long #anorexia #anxiety #depression #ocd #selfissues #selfdestructive #hurting #inpain #insecure #tbh #beautifulday #love #live #happy #sad #idk #idkanymore
Actually, all the time, this should be my catch phrase...
#lappelduvide #thecallofthevoid #selfdestructive #wouldntactuallydoit #interestingthough 
Stolen from @whowantstogetphilled ✌️
Final result of my Reflections piece! The local awards ceremony is today. What do you think? Theme: Within Reach. ○
Edit: I got 1st place at the local level!
#drawing #ink #inkdrawing #art #artwork #darkart #selfdestructive #artist #artistoninstagram #sketchbook #myart #linework #tentacles #halloween #spooky #comicart #artistic #creativity #aspiringartist #indiaink #micron #fabercastell #pens #computer #blackandwhite #black #dark #youngartist
Final result of my Reflections piece! The local awards ceremony is today. What do you think? Theme: Within Reach. ○ Edit: I got 1st place at the local level! #drawing  #ink  #inkdrawing  #art  #artwork  #darkart  #selfdestructive  #artist  #artistoninstagram  #sketchbook  #myart  #linework  #tentacles  #halloween  #spooky  #comicart  #artistic  #creativity  #aspiringartist  #indiaink  #micron  #fabercastell  #pens  #computer  #blackandwhite  #black  #dark  #youngartist 
Self-Destructive Tendencies - Serrated Psychotic

Smile on my face but inside I’m breaking
I can’t ever seem to tell who’s real and who’s faking
Maybe I’m too much to be taking on
I wonder who would notice if one day I was simply gone
But It doesn’t seem to matter nothing ever changes
This is how it goes when you fall in love with strangers
Break down the nothing and find a place to fall
My biggest problem is I choose to give my all
I never knew what I was doing from the start
Everything hurts when you have a big heart
I couldn’t quit this even if I tried
I have made it through every time I’ve cried
I’m a masochist of the soul
A sucker for the pain
I do this to myself
I hurt myself in vain
I can’t get back to the person that I used to be
So much shit is happened I don’t even know me
Self-Destructive Tendencies - Serrated Psychotic Smile on my face but inside I’m breaking I can’t ever seem to tell who’s real and who’s faking Maybe I’m too much to be taking on I wonder who would notice if one day I was simply gone But It doesn’t seem to matter nothing ever changes This is how it goes when you fall in love with strangers Break down the nothing and find a place to fall My biggest problem is I choose to give my all I never knew what I was doing from the start Everything hurts when you have a big heart I couldn’t quit this even if I tried I have made it through every time I’ve cried I’m a masochist of the soul A sucker for the pain I do this to myself I hurt myself in vain I can’t get back to the person that I used to be So much shit is happened I don’t even know me
50% European.
50% West Indian.
100% savage.
You can’t choose how you come out but you can choose how you turn out.

#SitDown #Silence #FlamingMoron #YTho #Chinese #ChineseFood #YoureOutNumbered #ThatWouldBeTheFrench #Canada #ItCostsZeroDollars #BeDecent #SelfDestructive #OnePlanetOnePeople #GrowUp
I should've posted this at 3am whoops
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#relatable #meme #kingofthehill #ouch #memes #selfdestructive #same #ouch #sleep
We each possess the capacity for self-development. We also possess the capacity for self-destruction. The path that we chose to take – to pursue lightness or darkness – is the story that we take to our graves.

#lifestory #personalgrowth #selfdestruction, #Selfdestructive, #selfdetermination
Just apologising to myself for being a flakey mess 
#lol #selfdestructive #ihavenolife #relatable #memes #simpsons #meh
Why are people so mad at girls who are okay with themselves? 🤔
Like damn... Do you know how many problematic things I've had to unlearn?
How much self-destructive shit I had to erase from my memory?
Don't patronize someone for feeling confident.
Because you don't know the process that went into building their self-esteem🥀

#lovewhoyouare #loveyourself #beyourself #selfdestructive #unlearn #memory #confident #selfesteem #fitgirl #girlwholifts #gymaddict #gym #workoutaddict #workout #fit #fitnessjunkie #aftershowerselfie #selfie #girl #happy #follow #towel #justshowered #confidence #wethair
Why are people so mad at girls who are okay with themselves? 🤔 Like damn... Do you know how many problematic things I've had to unlearn? How much self-destructive shit I had to erase from my memory? Don't patronize someone for feeling confident. Because you don't know the process that went into building their self-esteem🥀 #lovewhoyouare  #loveyourself  #beyourself  #selfdestructive  #unlearn  #memory  #confident  #selfesteem  #fitgirl  #girlwholifts  #gymaddict  #gym  #workoutaddict  #workout  #fit  #fitnessjunkie  #aftershowerselfie  #selfie  #girl  #happy  #follow  #towel  #justshowered  #confidence  #wethair 
😍 These reflective, meditational, inward moments are EVERYTHING to me!! As I was putting these together, I couldn’t stop smiling (which made me acknowledge the joy that I felt) feeling the dynamics & listening to all of these...as a conversation between #lowerself & #higherself. I realized for so long there wasn’t an internal balance or check system because I always ignored what I was feeling. I just acted out the #imbalance in #selfdestructive behaviors. So with this new balancing act comes a deeper understanding of WHO AM I & WHY I did @ do the things that I do. Then I generally laugh because, I realize regardless of it all, I’m a #dopesoul!! I should’ve met & loved on me much sooner 😍.
#reflection #love #within #peace #joy #balance #harmony #truth #loveletters #self #journey #understand #redefine #more #motives #opportunities #relationships #emotions #feelings #iam #being
😍 These reflective, meditational, inward moments are EVERYTHING to me!! As I was putting these together, I couldn’t stop smiling (which made me acknowledge the joy that I felt) feeling the dynamics & listening to all of these...as a conversation between #lowerself  & #higherself . I realized for so long there wasn’t an internal balance or check system because I always ignored what I was feeling. I just acted out the #imbalance  in #selfdestructive  behaviors. So with this new balancing act comes a deeper understanding of WHO AM I & WHY I did @ do the things that I do. Then I generally laugh because, I realize regardless of it all, I’m a #dopesoul !! I should’ve met & loved on me much sooner 😍. #reflection  #love  #within  #peace  #joy  #balance  #harmony  #truth  #loveletters  #self  #journey  #understand  #redefine  #more  #motives  #opportunities  #relationships  #emotions  #feelings  #iam  #being 
No matter the addiction, it always carries a sister. #selfdestructive #nocure #mikessilhouetteseries
Both fascinating and dangerous. ❤️❤️❤️💛💛 #nosarcasm #womenirl #selfdestructive 
#Repost @sarcasm_only (@get_repost)
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My mental health lately has been in an extremely low low, and it's been hard to navigate which direction is the correct way back up. I have felt completely at a loss for quite a few weeks now, feeling completely shattered on the inside.
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This is the invisible side to mental illness that I so desperately wish more people understood. There is such a stigma around mental health, that it invalidates the physical symptoms that manifest. I have been so exhausted that I have been sleeping through alarms; I could sleep for 12 hours and still feel like I need to go back to sleep. My appetite has disappeared, I could count on one hand the number of full meals I've finished in the last two weeks. The exhaustion is not aided by the insomnia, in which I go days without rest, or the nightmares, which leave loved ones brutally killed in heavy detail every single night that I can sleep. I have never in my life inflicted such a supreme level of self isolation on myself, I have even been giving away shifts at my jobs in order to avoid engaging with other people.
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Now, self care wouldn't have eliminated all of this. But it would have helped, a lot. It would have slowed down my decline so that my therapist and I could have recognized it and interfered sooner. Every task has taken about 29x the normal effort lately and it has honestly been a bit scary to feel this trapped. So for me, self care today looks like bringing my laundry up from the basement and eating a protein bar. Tomorrow I will attempt to eat a full meal after I work out. Baby steps, but baby steps that matter.
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#endthestigma #depression #anxiety #ptsd #insomnia #pcos #anorexiarecovery #mentalhealthawareness #selfcare #selflove #invisibledisease #rapesurvivor #boringselfcare #selfdestructive
My mental health lately has been in an extremely low low, and it's been hard to navigate which direction is the correct way back up. I have felt completely at a loss for quite a few weeks now, feeling completely shattered on the inside. . . This is the invisible side to mental illness that I so desperately wish more people understood. There is such a stigma around mental health, that it invalidates the physical symptoms that manifest. I have been so exhausted that I have been sleeping through alarms; I could sleep for 12 hours and still feel like I need to go back to sleep. My appetite has disappeared, I could count on one hand the number of full meals I've finished in the last two weeks. The exhaustion is not aided by the insomnia, in which I go days without rest, or the nightmares, which leave loved ones brutally killed in heavy detail every single night that I can sleep. I have never in my life inflicted such a supreme level of self isolation on myself, I have even been giving away shifts at my jobs in order to avoid engaging with other people. . . Now, self care wouldn't have eliminated all of this. But it would have helped, a lot. It would have slowed down my decline so that my therapist and I could have recognized it and interfered sooner. Every task has taken about 29x the normal effort lately and it has honestly been a bit scary to feel this trapped. So for me, self care today looks like bringing my laundry up from the basement and eating a protein bar. Tomorrow I will attempt to eat a full meal after I work out. Baby steps, but baby steps that matter. . . . #endthestigma  #depression  #anxiety  #ptsd  #insomnia  #pcos  #anorexiarecovery  #mentalhealthawareness  #selfcare  #selflove  #invisibledisease  #rapesurvivor  #boringselfcare  #selfdestructive 
Calm the mind to bring inner strength and self-confidence... #mind #selfdestructive #startfrm0 #soul #foreverpotato
I stopped explaining myself when I realised people only understand from their level of perspective #depression #emotrash #emopunk #stonerthoughts #selfdestructive #pain #alone
Me being #ProBlack Doesnt Make Me #Antianyone #ItsAllLove I Just choose to focus on #Home #TheMiseducation #SelfDestructive #Behaviors
She takes the waves and drowns herself under the crystal line. Stuck in a haze tortured by her own design.
Perplexing as it may seem she assures herself she sees a light. Only to find the morning sun has greet her with an anemic sight. 
With no more air to fill her lungs she lets out one last breath, as she sinks below and finds herself within the oceans depth
#poems #poetry #writersofinstagram #oc #waves #ocean #light #tortured #wordporn #regret #love #drowning #anemic #thoughts #latenight #feelings #selfdestructive
She takes the waves and drowns herself under the crystal line. Stuck in a haze tortured by her own design. Perplexing as it may seem she assures herself she sees a light. Only to find the morning sun has greet her with an anemic sight. With no more air to fill her lungs she lets out one last breath, as she sinks below and finds herself within the oceans depth #poems  #poetry  #writersofinstagram  #oc  #waves  #ocean  #light  #tortured  #wordporn  #regret  #love  #drowning  #anemic  #thoughts  #latenight  #feelings  #selfdestructive 
What if I told you that i know what's on the other side. That nothing is real and everything that we thought had happened never really happened at all, that we're living in a simulation. #agnostic #athiest #saveme #love #lovescars #emotrash #emopunk #weed #blazeup #taken #depression #suicide #selfdestructive
Once upon a time, when I was a kid of class 8, I decided I can chop my own fringes.
I was wrong.
~the end~
Yes, I have managed to look the same throughout.
📷 by @sulagnashows in all probability
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#massivethrowback #throwback #fringes #chop #hairtrim #selfhelp #actually #selfdestructive #teenage #hair #hairgame #megacrop #2009 #daysgoneby #whothat #red #tint #hue #monochrome #monogram #grain #dark #eyes #noir #darkeyes #darkhair #snapseed #instasize  #ig_color #blackandwhite
Once upon a time, when I was a kid of class 8, I decided I can chop my own fringes. I was wrong. ~the end~ Yes, I have managed to look the same throughout. 📷 by @sulagnashows in all probability . . . #massivethrowback  #throwback  #fringes  #chop  #hairtrim  #selfhelp  #actually  #selfdestructive  #teenage  #hair  #hairgame  #megacrop  #2009  #daysgoneby  #whothat  #red  #tint  #hue  #monochrome  #monogram  #grain  #dark  #eyes  #noir  #darkeyes  #darkhair  #snapseed  #instasize  #ig_color  #blackandwhite 
When is the best time for change? 
NOW! 
It's time to stop dwelling on the past... and worrying about the future. 
Live in the now only! 
@myselfcentral
When is the best time for change? NOW! It's time to stop dwelling on the past... and worrying about the future. Live in the now only! @myselfcentral
Sometimes you gotta pretend that everything is okay when in reality it's not #emotrash #emopunk #gauges #tattoos #depression #suicide #selfdestructive #selfinflicted #pain #saveme #kms
👀 I have felt fine.... for a really longtime...I’ve been okay,  almost everyday... what is wrong with me? 🙈
🚪 I was taught young how to be stone-cold, self reliant, to hold myself high and poised with a ready smile, sharp wit and and a subtle charm ready to conquer the world. 🏋🏻 So I learned from early on to only cry behind closed doors, on dim lights, without sound, to howl in pain silently, to break down without anyone knowing, and to NEVER as for help. 🍂Because when no one sees you suffering, do you really suffer?. Much like when a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?. I can always just pretend that whatever pains me never happened, and I can always go back and the face the world, pretending I’m okay.🚪
🌃Don’t fake being okay...you only hurt yourself. Be real with what you’re going through, don’t let it consume you... you are not alone.🌷
#selfiechallenge #selfie #selfiemagazine #selfiesunday #ok #fine #truth #honesty #workinprogress #fakeittillyoumakeit #imokay #tired #personalbattles #depressionquotes #kindness #bebetter #gettingbetter #sunday #sundaynight #sundayvibes #instagram #instaselfie #selfdestructive #luck #lucky #l4l #likethis #likealways #hereifyouneedme #itgetsbetter
👀 I have felt fine.... for a really longtime...I’ve been okay, almost everyday... what is wrong with me? 🙈 🚪 I was taught young how to be stone-cold, self reliant, to hold myself high and poised with a ready smile, sharp wit and and a subtle charm ready to conquer the world. 🏋🏻 So I learned from early on to only cry behind closed doors, on dim lights, without sound, to howl in pain silently, to break down without anyone knowing, and to NEVER as for help. 🍂Because when no one sees you suffering, do you really suffer?. Much like when a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?. I can always just pretend that whatever pains me never happened, and I can always go back and the face the world, pretending I’m okay.🚪 🌃Don’t fake being okay...you only hurt yourself. Be real with what you’re going through, don’t let it consume you... you are not alone.🌷 #selfiechallenge  #selfie  #selfiemagazine  #selfiesunday  #ok  #fine  #truth  #honesty  #workinprogress  #fakeittillyoumakeit  #imokay  #tired  #personalbattles  #depressionquotes  #kindness  #bebetter  #gettingbetter  #sunday  #sundaynight  #sundayvibes  #instagram  #instaselfie  #selfdestructive  #luck  #lucky  #l4l  #likethis  #likealways  #hereifyouneedme  #itgetsbetter 
#bigolfacts @shaunking speaking, and the fucked up thing is this time next week nobody will give a shit!!!! #whiteprivilege #guncontrol #washingtondc #wethepeople #makeamericagreatagain #polliticsasusual #massshooting #terrorist #selfdestructive #onelove