Full Yoni Lock Down 💫
I feel to share this to all my sisters. Many of you wonder why men are collectively not committing. Why? Because collectively we have abandoned our divine Feminine within, by making it so easy for them. Sex is now so easy to get in this fast food culture , with things like tinder , night clubs .. even Instagram ... new dating/stalking site .. The act of sex has unfortunately lost a lot of its sacredness. Well, we are changing this NOW, one woman at a time.
Through Understanding the sacredness & innocence in sexuality. Just because a man gives you a little bit of attention doesn't entitle them to be in your bed. We need to not let our self worth get the better of us & desires take over in these moments. Sisters you hold the key to the queendom. Ask yourself, Has this man taken the time to get to know you, to penetrate your heart & actually want to be with you for reals? If not, DO NOT open your body temple to him. The more women are doing this is ruining it for the collective, it creates a culture in avoidance of true intimacy & disposable junk food sex - don't make it so easy !
This is what we actually all want at the deepest level - commitment with 1 person. To journey with 1 beloved so deep.
I share this with full love, because I want to see more people in real commitment loving partnerships engaging in Mind blowing sacred sexuality - TANTRA , real Tantra that can only be cultivated through a container built on safety,
Trust & respect.
So sisters full Yoni lockdown until you feel safe, heard, held & committed to.
I share this as the 30 year old me, to all my sisters, just as I wished I had been told when I was a younger version of me & knew no better. You will thank me when you manifest the man of your dreams fully committed to you. Let's create the new paradigm of Feminine & masculine respected & sexuality as sacred. Real Tantra & full hearts open to true intimacy & expansion.
Tools like the Jade Egg are great for circulating & cultivating desire & sexual energy into spiritual energy. I have a few left in my shop & would love to guide you personally if you are aligning with this message. ♥️ your sister ..
So, this is extremely hard for me to post! I was not going to post it because I can truly say that I am beyond embarrassed and heartbroken! I legit cried like a baby when I see the difference in between these two pictures! On the left; that's me at 26 yrs old. I was probably weighing in between 240-260lbs. I see it and my heart totally breaks for what I put my body through! I was extremely over weight, was battling severe depression, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, and severe low self esteem. At that time food was my only solution... my only friend. I hated myself and thought that nothing mattered. I see all that now and all I want to do is cry some more! The picture on the right?.... that me now! I'm so much more healthy than what I was back then! I'm not going to sit here and say I exercised or did a full diet. All I did was watching what I was eating and cut back on all the junk food and sodas! I realized that I need to better myself for MYSELF! I cut back on the sodas and the quantity of food I was stuffing down my throat! I'm not by any means at the weight I want to be or where I'm actually suppose to be. I'm weighing 173lbs., going to be 33 yrs old in 6 days, and let me tell you... my body feels better!! I have a better outlook on life and I LOVE MYSELF!! My depression is gone and the anxiety/panic attacks are far apart and few in between! I still have doubts about my body, but you know what? My support system at home and my husbands beautiful family has been there for me through the hard times and now the best!! I LOVE my body as it is! I want to THANK my Jim for being there for me and loving me regardless of what I looked like or how much weight I had put on! Thank you love, for always making me see the positive things in life! Thank you for sticking by my side when I needed you the most! I will for always be grateful to you for being my ROCK!!💙 #WeightLossTransformation#WeightLoss#PositiveLife#PositiveMind#SelfLove#SelfRespect#BattlingDepression#AnxietyAwareness#WeightBattleContinues#SelfEsteemBoost#LoveYourselfMore 💗
This Chapter has ended but a new one awaits me in my careers and education. 🙏🏻|| To my many seen and unseen followers, please understand that my IG serves as a timeline to me and only me. If you do happen to read my post then remember that as private as I love my life to remain, I continue to share it to set an example for others that are observing their heartaches and upsets. Eventually, you get to enjoy the beauty of certain memories and you appreciate who you spent it with. For 18 years, I grew up with a boy I meet in my city and eventually I fell in love. I fell in love with his shyness, clumsiness, differences and most of all his kind heart. His soul was beautiful and we continued to grew for one another and for our future but not with the occasional bumps in the road. We loved and we eventually became a part of the common "American" dream - he served in the Marines and I became a Field/Specialty nurse. But along the way we lost ourselves in our careers and our continuing studies for our universities and we grew apart...our marriage ended but the saddest thing for me is that I lost my friend. We became strangers and we're now living two different lives. Although, all this heartaches feel fresh..I cannot help appreciate all the memories and beautiful times we've spent. I thought I could never forgive my "Old man," but I did...so I can selfishly move on to the next chapters in my life. I said my good-byes and cried my last tears but it's time for me to step forward into my new chapter in life and this time I'm doing it solo..it's hard imagining a life without this man but it's time for me to overcome my own obstacles and achieve all my career/business life's great goals. I always said that I'd marry once and if it'd end, then I will mentally be married to my careers. I no longer hold any bitterness towards your mistakes because we're human and all I want to hold on to is the beautiful memories of us. #selfrespect#awake#positivevibes
You know that feeling when you eat something you can't stand and eat it anyway trying to convince yourself that it is good for you, but all you can think of how revolting it is?
What foods can you think of that you really dislike but force yourself to eat?
I am kind of getting over this "Super foods" hype and also over obsessing over food in general. So, I just need to share it - maybe you can relate.
We are paying so much money for these "Super foods" that cost us arm and a leg just because someone said they are super.
Spirulina - seriously. Have you ever tried a spirulina drink? It is really not nice, you can try to convince yourself and maybe even me - but it just doesn't taste good. Lots of companies add adctually sweeteners into their swirling because otherwise, nobody will buy it. So, who is tricking whom?
Goji berries - $33 for 500g. - I mean seriously? They don't even taste good. They are hard to chew and have hardly any flavour. Yes, they have vitamin C - so does a lemon from a tree that grown outside of my window. Get raisins - they have at least more flavour.
Chia seeds - yes you can make a nice pudding with them. You can win me with that one - but why the hell does it cost $30 per kg? - Want to use them as a binder - get linseeds. They are less than half the price, have also good fats and lots of fibre.
Cacao nibs - some of you probably will want to kill me now. But again - I just don't enjoy them on my porridge or my yogurt. They are hard, they are tasteless and they are super expensive. I am much better off buying dark chocolate and break it down into small chunks. It will be less hard and have more flavour and I will pay probable only half of it.
So, now where it is of my chest, I would love to hear what foods hat are mean to be good for you, you really dislike?
Hakediyorsun! Mutluluğu, nefesin kesilircesine kahkaha atmayı hakediyorsun. Sevmeyi, gani gani sevilmeyi hakediyorsun. Özgür olmayı, kendin olmayı hakediyorsun. Hayatın bütün güzelliklerini hakediyorsun. Bugün bu gerçeği anımsayarak, bilerek yaşa. Ve aksini iddia edenler karşına çıkarsa, bak gözlerinin içine gülümse ve devam et... Şahane bir Perşembe dilerim. Sevgin, keyfin gani olsun. Gunaydin. 😉
You deserve it! You deserve to be happy, you deserve to laugh so hard that you can not breathe. You deserve to love, to be loved aplenty. You deserve to be free, to be you. You deserve all the blessings of life. Live today remembering and knowing that truth. And if anyone who claims otherwise gets on your way, look them in the eye, smile and move on... Wish you a fabulous Thursday. May your love and joy be plenty. Good morning. 😉
#love & #peace 💜✌
SELF LOVE: RECEIVING COMPLIMENTS
So you know when someone says your hair looks great today and you go 'oh nooo, I just shoved it up!'...two things have happened here. Firstly someone just put themselves out there for you because they wanted you to feel good and you just blocked the love. They now feel a little stepped on. Secondly, you've ignored the opportunity to reinforce your self love. People don't tend to give out compliments willy nilly - they are special! Take that compliment by smiling at the person and thanking them sincerely. You do not need to return the compliment unless that is also sincere. Take that little dose of love and keep it in your heart today. It'll feel good. Believe that you are worth that compliment - you bloody are! Pro-tip: don't hold back on your compliments towards others. Share the love, people! #loveyourself4rx
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"The death of the lone wolf - how isolation is killing men"
Alan from the hangover - thought the lone wolf was the strategy, but soon realised how important connection is. •
This is what I explore in my latest blog, out now. 👇🏼
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