Tuesday night, I was overwhelmed with the need to shave my head. Fast forward, to Wednesday night - A girlfriend was nominated to shave it. It was a mixture of anxiety, shaky hands and excitement. The past couple days have been a emotional rollercoaster ranging from regret to ecstasy and inbetween.
As a small child, I would sketch faces and paste on my own hair as theirs. I was constantly cutting my own hair and I've always had a shorter style. I don't have an attachment to my hair and for more than a decade, I've had the curiosity to shave it - So, why not now? 💭 Current thoughts: I'm thankful I checked it off my to-do list but days like today, when I'm feeling insecure with hormonal acne (thank-you makeup), I wish I had my hair to hide in. A security blanket.
Oddly enough, my teeth have always been my biggest insecurity (as a perfectionist, they're uneven, crooked bottom front, etc) - and having my head shaven is bringing me to accept my teeth.
I'm now on a new self love journey and learning to be confident again. Confidence is a skill; a skill you fake until over time, you truly believe it. ✨
Did I wanna? NOPE 🤷🏼♀️
Instead I went--kicked ASS and took no names lol 😂 I've managed to skip the past two days (and that's ok!) but I knew I needed to hop back into my groove, bc it totally sets the tone for the rest of the day 🦄⚡️
Today included: 22 min of FUN & challenging cardio &&& AAA 😍 (arms ass and abs 🙏🏻)
Throwback Thursday meets this Thursday! Two weeks ago I cut all my hair off even more than I did in August and it felt great! Now, I am having fun watching it grow back with the help of my hair, skin, and nails vitamins!
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