I wanna die I wanna cry but nothing more then just to smile.
Hehe I just found out that thats a rime. So yeah tomorrow I talk with a friend about our fight and I don't think it will help. I said my problems and she said hers and now I just hate myself more. Yeah I know it's my mistake. It's my fault. Its every time my fault and I know that. But I can't forget and it doesn't matter if the fight began because my fault, whats happens I can't forget. I wish I could fly away and see the world from above. I would fly to the beauties places in the world. Without any sorrow. Without friends so I cant someone disappoint:) just me and the nature. So back, if someone say something to me where isn't really mad i could cry i don't know why but i want to cry and i start to cry... '