Los esperamos este sábado 29 de abril, a las 4pm, en la Sala Simón Bolívar del Centro Nacional de Acción Social por la Música, a las 4pm, bajo la dirección del maestro invitado Pablo Castellanos y la participación como solista de la soprano Ambar Arias. La Sinfónica Simón Bolívar estará interpretando la Sinfonía N° 36 de Mozart "Linz" y la Sinfonía N° 4 de Mahler. Entrada gratuita.
"And a lust for life, keeps us alive." Feeling so much better today but I'm still contagious so tonight has been spent on my lonesome. My voice came back today so I couldn't help but have a little singsong (not what the doctor ordered but I've missed singing so much!) So obsessed with this song #lustforlife by the queen #lanadelrey and #theweeknd 💙 PS...spot the focus stealer 🙄 He wants to be in every video these days. 🎤 Instrumental by EdKara
TLDR: LISTEN TO MY NEW SONG LINK IS IN BIO (LONG POST AHEAD and TMI?) first of all, thanks for the birthday wishes! soooooo you may/may not have noticed my inactivity on social media for the past year or so. obviously using social media is not that important but i isolated myself from my family and my friends during that same time frame as well.
SO hello, i’m very dramatically debuting my first (lots more to come!) original song to the world and using the only day of the year i have extra social media traction to self promote! (nah but it actually has a LOT of significance to me)
a few people know what I’ve been going through since i moved to New York, and a couple people know about adversities I’ve faced over my lifetime.
2016 was the most difficult year of my lifeEVER. i’m really happy to say that I'm in a much better place and that writing music has been my main outlet and I'm in love with it. some of the songs i’ll release eventually will be deeply personal, SO i don't mind being so publicly candid now. also for the first time i truly feel unashamed.
this song is upbeat and nostalgic and i have several other songs that are celebratory and fun and also sad and intense from earlier years. then i have songs about DAMN 2016, my first year of college, when i was in the psych ward on two separate occasions because of the lovely mix that is bipolar 1 and ptsd. and then the struggles with bipolar disorder itself. and ptsd by itself. when i was drugged, assaulted, and raped. when i had to put my mental health first and leave my acting courses and then take a leave of absence from nyu and try not to feel like a failure. when i’ve been treated like a liability but then also I've had immense support and love that I'll literally cherish for the rest of my life. i’ve been writing and going through intensive therapy and it's been rocky but I'm better than I've been in what seems like years and years.
hope you like this weird amateur bedroom pop song, and if you don’t i don’t mind at all!! If you do like it, please feel free to like and share it. Much love