views post 'slice through illusion' music video shoot tonight. releasing this intense little friend of mine as my debut single next week, and ready as ffff to jump out of the time warp i feel i've been in for the past 8 months of pure music makin'. it's been frustration after up after down after all around and holy shiiiiit how good it feels to be right here... right now...
I check myself. Often. To make sure I'm not trying to scheme a way to hit the road and leave obligation in the dust. The Runaway Woman of the Wild Syndrome - I'm in remission. For years, it was me + my green backpack and whatever adventure that came my way. Maybe I'd plan a few months in City X and then find out there was an opportunity to live in the country, or on a sailboat or in a van and so I'd peace out of what I THOUGHT I'd be doing for a future I believed I'd summoned. Fate. It was nothing to me to climb my way towards that new thing.. that new opportunity life was so graciously gifting me. For all of those days, I denied - denied - denied that I was running from anything. I was just living. I was just loving the hell out of life and the possibility that was available to me. It was a drug I was addicted to which gave me no other choice than to live hand in hand with the moment. It was CRAZY and wild and free and hard and unbelievable and earth shatteringly beautiful and ugly. It was something that is so different than how I'm living now... and so alike at the same time. And in the end, it was all perfect. Maybe, I was right. Maybe, I wasn't running from anything at all but directly to this moment.
🎧 Chlorophyll - @morningyoung
•amanecer martes octubre 17•
Asi de clarito y bonito amaneció este día, mis pensamientos más en calma, enfocada...llena de gratitud de poder ver y vivir este momento ... a movernos sin rendirnos! •
Tuesday sunrise .. blessed and with a list of gratitude today