Working on a big project of mine and just realizing I'm finally connecting all of the paths I've been creating for the past two years 💜
This is huge for me because I've always been the kind of person who planned EVERYTHING. I had every single step I wanted to take in mind, clear as water, and I 'knew' everything that I was gonna do.
After things got too much for me and I broke, I started to rebuild myself so differently and now I look at myself and know that I'm changing. I work for the things that I want and I visualize some kind of future for them - but I know nothing is defined and that I can accept what it's coming my way.
Thank god for yoga.
Trabalhando em um projeto grande meu e acabei de perceber que eu estou finalmente conectando todas as rotas que eu criei ao longo dos últimos dois anos. Isso é algo grande pra mim porque eu sempre fui o tipo de pessoa que planeja TUDO. Eu tinha todos os mínimos detalhes de tudo o que eu queria fazer planejados e eu sempre 'soube' exatamente o que eu queria e ia fazer.
Depois que as coisas se tornaram muito e eu quebrei, eu comecei a me reconstruir de outra forma e hoje eu olho para mim mesma e vejo que eu estou mudando. Eu trabalho para fazer as coisas que eu quero e eu visualizo algum tipo de futuro para elas - mas eu sei que nada está definido e que eu posso aceitar o que vier.
Obrigada deus pela yoga.
Some nights I tell myself I'm lucky, other nights I remember the darkest days grabbing me by the throat, choking me with dark thoughts and suicidal plans... some mornings I get up and look around and realize how lucky I am to have all these good people in my life, these ressources and a great family. Sometimes I feel safe and sane, other nights I remember the crazy thoughts, the struggling fake smiles, the few laughs, the medication and the insanity. Today I stand proud and talk because I can say finally say I'm beating it, it's almost over, everything will be as life intended it, parts will be easy, others with me tougher, but all along it will be worth every second, every tear, every thoughts, happy or dark. Thank God for the strength he gave me, for the path he made me took, for the clarity of his words but also the evil without which I wouldn't know how powerful god made me. Lastly I am thankful for all of those who stand by me through this tough fight, who believe in me, and support me. Depression, it's time to break up. And you anxiety, we can't be friends anymore. #drepssion#anxiety#thoughts#fight#strenght#power#godisgood#mysavior#godswordswillsaveyou#weakness#loveyourself#believeinyourself#pain#nomorepain#dontstopfighting
Family ; the circle of strength and love, the anchor during rough waters and the base of who you are in your core self. Call it a clan, call it a network, call it a tribe or simply a family. Whatever your call it , whoever you are , wherever life takes you , you will always and forever need one💯😘💋♥️ @ed_kat @voyage_auto_group @lucyluva @erevan1986 @marypetraa #family#live#live#believe#strenght#clan#tribe#love#begins#and#life#never#ends#together as #one
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