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Me on a Monday😴 #struggling
Me at the beginning of the semester vs. me now #struggling
Me at the beginning of the semester vs. me now #struggling 
Reaching for 2018 like......... 🏃🏻‍♀️ #Struggling #SoMuchLacticSoManyRotations #sendhelp
Hello, sweet souls. If you are struggling tonight, please know that you are not alone. There is So much love here to be given and received. Come inside and take shelter from the storm. Leila & Ella

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Hello, sweet souls. If you are struggling tonight, please know that you are not alone. There is So much love here to be given and received. Come inside and take shelter from the storm. Leila & Ella #handinhand #soulwork #freespirit #healing #lightworker #reiki #love #chronicpain #hope #encouragement #takemyhand #staystrong #peace #spirituality #selflove #dontgiveup #domesticviolence #depression #chronicillness #survivors #namaste #rebelthriver #tribe #youareloved #empath #holdon #youarenotalone #struggling #loved #friendship  www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers
To all of you out there #struggling to make ends meet....I understand! I’ve been there! 🙋🏼‍♀️Just two years ago I was struggling. I was living paycheck to #paycheck 🙃. But all that is in the past, because NOW I am 23 and I have the freedom of owning my own time! I used to clock in from 11-6 every day at a boutique. My feet hurt.😩 My body was #exhausted. Then I would have my other two jobs exhausting me as well. #gome
Now this is my office! It’s not your “typical” J.O.B. But I’m still working my business right from my #phone!! 🤳🏼
This industry is rapidly growing, because for the first time, men and women have the chance to earn more than they are able to at traditional jobs and they are able to it from ANYWHERE🙏🏼
Change is difficult. But nothing is as painful as staying in your unhappy current situation.🤷🏼‍♀️
Would you be happy if your life looked exactly the same 5 years from now?? I went from broke to making 5 figure monthly incomes! If I changed my situation, why can’t you?!
Let me show you how 865-246-9100
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To all of you out there #struggling  to make ends meet....I understand! I’ve been there! 🙋🏼‍♀️Just two years ago I was struggling. I was living paycheck to #paycheck  🙃. But all that is in the past, because NOW I am 23 and I have the freedom of owning my own time! I used to clock in from 11-6 every day at a boutique. My feet hurt.😩 My body was #exhausted . Then I would have my other two jobs exhausting me as well. #gome  Now this is my office! It’s not your “typical” J.O.B. But I’m still working my business right from my #phone !! 🤳🏼 This industry is rapidly growing, because for the first time, men and women have the chance to earn more than they are able to at traditional jobs and they are able to it from ANYWHERE🙏🏼 Change is difficult. But nothing is as painful as staying in your unhappy current situation.🤷🏼‍♀️ Would you be happy if your life looked exactly the same 5 years from now?? I went from broke to making 5 figure monthly incomes! If I changed my situation, why can’t you?! Let me show you how 865-246-9100 @allsouthernblonde
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My heart is gold.
And my hands are cold.
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I’ve now officially broken up for Christmas!!☺️ as much as I love my school, and I do, I’m so freaking tired😂 I’m wholly looking forward to a week or two with no work to do, although once Christmas is over I’ll need to get my ass in gear for mocks🙄 but that’s not yet. For now, I’m going to enjoy the festivities and try to rest up a bit💤 also I had a productive therapy sesh this afternoon - mainly talking about my problems with social interaction and SH, and how my SH has become a representation of my “illness” and to even try to stop would feel like I’d suddenly be “well” again straight away. I know I need to stop now, or at least cut down (hah pun unintended😂), in order to make progress towards recovery, but it seems like such a huge and terrifying thing. I never thought what was a simple coping mechanism could spiral into an addiction and become unrelated to my mood, but here I am. I’m an addict and it’s shit👌🏻 but it’s also not forever. It can’t be forever. But for now, I’m curled up in bed with pizza watching YouTube, and I don’t have to get up early tomorrow, and my head isn’t too loud tonight, so things are okay. That’s enough for now♥️
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#recovery #relapse #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentaldisorder #depression #anxiety #ocd #hypersomnia #insomnia #selflove #selfhate #selfharn #suicide #suicidal #struggling #gohardorgohome #youareenough #liveyourlife #bebrave #healing
I’ve now officially broken up for Christmas!!☺️ as much as I love my school, and I do, I’m so freaking tired😂 I’m wholly looking forward to a week or two with no work to do, although once Christmas is over I’ll need to get my ass in gear for mocks🙄 but that’s not yet. For now, I’m going to enjoy the festivities and try to rest up a bit💤 also I had a productive therapy sesh this afternoon - mainly talking about my problems with social interaction and SH, and how my SH has become a representation of my “illness” and to even try to stop would feel like I’d suddenly be “well” again straight away. I know I need to stop now, or at least cut down (hah pun unintended😂), in order to make progress towards recovery, but it seems like such a huge and terrifying thing. I never thought what was a simple coping mechanism could spiral into an addiction and become unrelated to my mood, but here I am. I’m an addict and it’s shit👌🏻 but it’s also not forever. It can’t be forever. But for now, I’m curled up in bed with pizza watching YouTube, and I don’t have to get up early tomorrow, and my head isn’t too loud tonight, so things are okay. That’s enough for now♥️ - #recovery  #relapse  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #mentaldisorder  #depression  #anxiety  #ocd  #hypersomnia  #insomnia  #selflove  #selfhate  #selfharn  #suicide  #suicidal  #struggling  #gohardorgohome  #youareenough  #liveyourlife  #bebrave  #healing 
Being able to
Put someone else’s happiness
Before your own.
That speaks loudly.
That’s love; in the most
Pure, beautiful and painful way.
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Being able to Put someone else’s happiness Before your own. That speaks loudly. That’s love; in the most Pure, beautiful and painful way. - ;Ri - https://daintywrists.sarahah.com - - - #anorexia  #bulimia  #ed  #edfighter  #anorexic  #secretsociety123  #starving  #struggling  #borderline  #iwanttodie  #killme  #suicide  #suicidal  #depressed  #sad  #pain  #sadness  #equality  #pride  #respect  #love  #happy  #anamia  #hope  #depression  #cutting  #selfharmmm  #fat  #ugly  #anxiety 
I’m so obsessed
With finding someone to love
Because I can’t love myself.
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I’m not good at small talk.
Or opening up,
Or making eye contact
But man, am I good
At loving people
Who don’t love me back.
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I’m not good at small talk. Or opening up, Or making eye contact But man, am I good At loving people Who don’t love me back. - ;Ri - https://daintywrists.sarahah.com - - - #anorexia  #bulimia  #ed  #edfighter  #anorexic  #secretsociety123  #starving  #struggling  #borderline  #iwanttodie  #killme  #suicide  #suicidal  #depressed  #sad  #pain  #sadness  #equality  #pride  #respect  #love  #happy  #anamia  #hope  #depression  #cutting  #selfharmmm  #fat  #ugly  #anxiety 
I’m sorry
For acting like a bitch.
But I swear I need you.
I don’t want you to leave.
I can’t do this alone.
And I need your help,
But I’m too afraid to ask.
Because you don’t care enough,
And I can’t blame you.
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#anorexia #bulimia #ed #edfighter #anorexic #secretsociety123 #starving #struggling #borderline #iwanttodie #killme #suicide #suicidal #depressed #sad #pain #sadness #equality #pride #respect #love #happy #anamia #hope #depression #cutting #selfharmmm #fat #ugly #anxiety
I’m sorry For acting like a bitch. But I swear I need you. I don’t want you to leave. I can’t do this alone. And I need your help, But I’m too afraid to ask. Because you don’t care enough, And I can’t blame you. - ;Ri - https://daintywrists.sarahah.com - - - #anorexia  #bulimia  #ed  #edfighter  #anorexic  #secretsociety123  #starving  #struggling  #borderline  #iwanttodie  #killme  #suicide  #suicidal  #depressed  #sad  #pain  #sadness  #equality  #pride  #respect  #love  #happy  #anamia  #hope  #depression  #cutting  #selfharmmm  #fat  #ugly  #anxiety 
No make up selfie. Yes I'm aware I look a mess. I've had a really shit day today. I was feeling quite emotional last night so I stayed round a friends and it was a good distraction whilst it lasted. But I got home this morning and all the pain and anxiety I'd been feeling flooded back. I slept for a few hours cause I was really fatigued and tried to keep myself distracted afterwards. I was meant to be going to a group thing but I didn't have the energy. Anyway, no matter what I tried I couldn't successfully distract myself and ended up engaging in ED behaviours. I've been resisting certain behaviours as much as possible, but in the absence of certain safety nets I slipped back into those behaviours. And badly. I won't go into details but it's just been a real struggle today. I felt so ashamed and just broken afterwards, I tried calling my CCO to just say I need help. I can't keep going down this road and fighting this on my own cause it's clearly not working. But I couldn't get through. She may call tomorrow but probably not. But now after hours of ruminating over it I just feel defeated. I don't even want to try anymore, I don't want to even bother her or anyone else asking for help anymore cause it's clear I won't get it and this is never gonna improve and I'm just done. I've gone from desperate for help to resigned to my illnesses and symptoms (not but ED) in the space of a few short hours and now I'm feeling very self destructive. I'm getting paid tomorrow and that will just enable me to act on my urges, so I don't know whether to call the crisis team in a last ditch attempt or just say fuck it and allow myself to plummet. I'm tired of trying and it just feels like the easy option. I know this is all very anti recovery or pessimistic but things just aren't going well and I'm not gonna sit here and pretend I'm all fine and dandy when I'm just not okay. #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #ed #eatingdisorder #bulimia #depression #anxiety #struggling #crisis #isitworthit #urges #selfdestruction #bpd #eupd
No make up selfie. Yes I'm aware I look a mess. I've had a really shit day today. I was feeling quite emotional last night so I stayed round a friends and it was a good distraction whilst it lasted. But I got home this morning and all the pain and anxiety I'd been feeling flooded back. I slept for a few hours cause I was really fatigued and tried to keep myself distracted afterwards. I was meant to be going to a group thing but I didn't have the energy. Anyway, no matter what I tried I couldn't successfully distract myself and ended up engaging in ED behaviours. I've been resisting certain behaviours as much as possible, but in the absence of certain safety nets I slipped back into those behaviours. And badly. I won't go into details but it's just been a real struggle today. I felt so ashamed and just broken afterwards, I tried calling my CCO to just say I need help. I can't keep going down this road and fighting this on my own cause it's clearly not working. But I couldn't get through. She may call tomorrow but probably not. But now after hours of ruminating over it I just feel defeated. I don't even want to try anymore, I don't want to even bother her or anyone else asking for help anymore cause it's clear I won't get it and this is never gonna improve and I'm just done. I've gone from desperate for help to resigned to my illnesses and symptoms (not but ED) in the space of a few short hours and now I'm feeling very self destructive. I'm getting paid tomorrow and that will just enable me to act on my urges, so I don't know whether to call the crisis team in a last ditch attempt or just say fuck it and allow myself to plummet. I'm tired of trying and it just feels like the easy option. I know this is all very anti recovery or pessimistic but things just aren't going well and I'm not gonna sit here and pretend I'm all fine and dandy when I'm just not okay. #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #recovery  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #bulimia  #depression  #anxiety  #struggling  #crisis  #isitworthit  #urges  #selfdestruction  #bpd  #eupd 
You,
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#anorexia #bulimia #ed #edfighter #anorexic #secretsociety123 #starving #struggling #borderline #iwanttodie #killme #suicide #suicidal #depressed #sad #pain #sadness #equality #pride #respect #love #happy #anamia #hope #depression #cutting #selfharmmm #fat #ugly #anxiety
Please give me the strength to continue on the keto path 👏. I have been in Northern BC taking care of my grandparents and without access to fresh vegetables and being in a food desert it has been hard to keep going! The root cellar is full of potatoes, carrots and beets. Someone send cauliflower, broccoli and celery STAT 😂 #struggling #atleasttheviewispretty #northernbc #ketolife #pcoswarrior #sos
Please give me the strength to continue on the keto path 👏. I have been in Northern BC taking care of my grandparents and without access to fresh vegetables and being in a food desert it has been hard to keep going! The root cellar is full of potatoes, carrots and beets. Someone send cauliflower, broccoli and celery STAT 😂 #struggling  #atleasttheviewispretty  #northernbc  #ketolife  #pcoswarrior  #sos 
He now responds to being called “beautiful” and it is absolutely entirely my fault .
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#struggling #to #get #through #wednesday #but #looking #at #dog #pictures #help
🤶🏻 This would be cute on christmas eve 🤶🏻 I’m a mess. Food is a mess. My eating is a fucking joke. Either fasting or binging. Can’t control myself. Slipping further into darkness. 
I’m just faking life and every smile.
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Depressionen heißt für mich:
Gestern nach der Fahrt zum Arzt völlig fertig, mich zwingen müssen wenigstens einkaufen zu gehen, und zwei Tage brauchen um den Weihnachtsbaum zu dekorieren weil ich zwischendurch zu müde bin um mich zu konzentrieren. Zu müde fürs dekorieren... 🙄
Dafür einen Weihnachtsbaum gezaubert der perfekt zu mir passt 🖤🎄❤️❄️
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#fightingdepression #depression #depressionen #struggling #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depressionlookslike #exhausted #tired #iwillnevergiveup #iwillgetthere #icandothis #depressionisreal #iamstronger #recovery #recoveryisworthit #christmastree #blackandwhite #silver #red #christmasdecor #christmastime #christmasiscoming #kölnbloggt
Depressionen heißt für mich: Gestern nach der Fahrt zum Arzt völlig fertig, mich zwingen müssen wenigstens einkaufen zu gehen, und zwei Tage brauchen um den Weihnachtsbaum zu dekorieren weil ich zwischendurch zu müde bin um mich zu konzentrieren. Zu müde fürs dekorieren... 🙄 Dafür einen Weihnachtsbaum gezaubert der perfekt zu mir passt 🖤🎄❤️❄️ . . . #fightingdepression  #depression  #depressionen  #struggling  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #depressionlookslike  #exhausted  #tired  #iwillnevergiveup  #iwillgetthere  #icandothis  #depressionisreal  #iamstronger  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #christmastree  #blackandwhite  #silver  #red  #christmasdecor  #christmastime  #christmasiscoming  #kölnbloggt 
That’s the beautiful thing about self love - 
You wear it like a dress
and it becomes more and more
Exquisite
With time.
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#anorexia #bulimia #ed #edfighter #anorexic #secretsociety123 #starving #struggling #borderline #iwanttodie #killme #suicide #suicidal #depressed #sad #pain #sadness #equality #pride #respect #love #happy #anamia #hope #depression #cutting #selfharmmm #fat #ugly #anxiety
That’s the beautiful thing about self love - You wear it like a dress and it becomes more and more Exquisite With time. - ;Ri - https://daintywrists.sarahah.com - - - #anorexia  #bulimia  #ed  #edfighter  #anorexic  #secretsociety123  #starving  #struggling  #borderline  #iwanttodie  #killme  #suicide  #suicidal  #depressed  #sad  #pain  #sadness  #equality  #pride  #respect  #love  #happy  #anamia  #hope  #depression  #cutting  #selfharmmm  #fat  #ugly  #anxiety 
Feel like I've been surpressing a panic attack for the past five days, my brain is overactive but my body is exhausted. I've moved house and my dog had an operation this week and she's still poorly 🙁 everyone's banging on about how excited they are for Christmas and how many presents they've bought but I just feel awful because I'm skint and can't afford presents now 😔 just want someone to scoop me up pay off my bills whilst I sleep for a month
#thebadreviewer #lifeupdate #anxious #depressed #struggling #moneyworries #christmas #personalblog #ukblog
Feel like I've been surpressing a panic attack for the past five days, my brain is overactive but my body is exhausted. I've moved house and my dog had an operation this week and she's still poorly 🙁 everyone's banging on about how excited they are for Christmas and how many presents they've bought but I just feel awful because I'm skint and can't afford presents now 😔 just want someone to scoop me up pay off my bills whilst I sleep for a month #thebadreviewer  #lifeupdate  #anxious  #depressed  #struggling  #moneyworries  #christmas  #personalblog  #ukblog 
I think it’s important that people don’t feel alone.
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#anorexia #bulimia #ed #edfighter #anorexic #secretsociety123 #starving #struggling #borderline #iwanttodie #killme #suicide #suicidal #depressed #sad #pain #sadness #equality #pride #respect #love #happy #anamia #hope #depression #cutting #selfharmmm #fat #ugly #anxiety
It takes a lot of the truth to gain trust. But just one lie to lose it all.
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‘I love myself’
The 
Quietest.
Simplest.
Most
Powerful.
Revolution.
Ever.
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Must not be #tempted #beinggood #cheese #christmas
Had 3 coffees with sugar and oat milk plus applesauce (with sugar ugh). 52.0/ ? - Not weighing myself tonight since anything is too high and will make me binge.

#anorexia #bulimia #ed #edfighter #edsoldier#edstruggle#secretsociety123 #starving #struggling#ednos#bulimie #weightloss#fat #depressed #sad #pain #sadness #relapse#ed#ana#depression #cutting #selfharmmm #fat #ugly #anxiety#tca#magersucht#50kg
Ayy so lil update hit 500 followers that’s really cool :) my crippling depression is at like an all time high and a lot of people put requests in but rn I’m absolutely mind fucked I have finals all this week and anytime I do have time I just watch tv with Marcy and procrastinate hella hard. But I’m mentally and physically struggling rn so please do not attack me or spam me about getting your art to you it will happen just wait plz 💖🌸💖🌸💖 .
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Ayy so lil update hit 500 followers that’s really cool :) my crippling depression is at like an all time high and a lot of people put requests in but rn I’m absolutely mind fucked I have finals all this week and anytime I do have time I just watch tv with Marcy and procrastinate hella hard. But I’m mentally and physically struggling rn so please do not attack me or spam me about getting your art to you it will happen just wait plz 💖🌸💖🌸💖 . . . . . . #artist  #follow  #like  #break  #struggling  #tired 
😂🤣😂🤣 wht #migos dem do #joebudden.. #like that
#migos #lilyachty #icetray #thegang #oldrappers #struggling 🌊🌊🌊
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Why is it that so many aspiring real estate investors start their journeys with a great deal of enthusiasm?
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truly excited to take the bull by the horns and crush it… to then so quickly see their motivation fade…
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What happened?
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Motivation is not erratic feeling that comes over us when we least expect it or disappears when we most need it.
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It’s a feeling that begins, and is sustained, by a process which we control
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a process that starts with, of all things, curiosity.
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You were once curious about real estate, so you sought out information…
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and the more you learned, the more interested you became…
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and the more excited you got and the more you wanted to learn.
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So, what brings this self-perpetuating cycle of enthusiasm to a halt?
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At some point… and the time varies for everybody… you realized it’s work.
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Listen… the opportunity of real estate is no different than any other opportunity
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other than it pays the most, but it’s still work.
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Tragically, the probability of wealth through real estate is missed by most people because once the honeymoon is over it shows up dressed in overalls looking like work.
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So, how do you maintain the motivation?
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1. Continue to learn… before quitting…
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2. Remind yourself of why you got started in the first place…
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3. Continue to learn and act on what you learn.
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Everything real estate promised you in the beginning is still there…
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you just have to go get it.
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It’s the Epic way!
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#fire #motivationforlife #wednesdays #struggling #lostmotivation #realestateinvestor #realestateinvesting #entrepreneursofinstagram #entrepreneurmindset #investor #cashflow #investors #investing #podcasts #podcasting #marketingtips #businesslife #businesscoach #businesspassion #businessasusual #robertkiyosaki #richdadpoordad #thinkandgrowrich #epicrealestateinvesting #financialfreedom #debtfree #wealthylife #epic #podcast #realestate
Why is it that so many aspiring real estate investors start their journeys with a great deal of enthusiasm? - truly excited to take the bull by the horns and crush it… to then so quickly see their motivation fade… - What happened? - Motivation is not erratic feeling that comes over us when we least expect it or disappears when we most need it. - It’s a feeling that begins, and is sustained, by a process which we control - a process that starts with, of all things, curiosity. - You were once curious about real estate, so you sought out information… - and the more you learned, the more interested you became… - and the more excited you got and the more you wanted to learn. - So, what brings this self-perpetuating cycle of enthusiasm to a halt? - At some point… and the time varies for everybody… you realized it’s work. - Listen… the opportunity of real estate is no different than any other opportunity - other than it pays the most, but it’s still work. - Tragically, the probability of wealth through real estate is missed by most people because once the honeymoon is over it shows up dressed in overalls looking like work. - So, how do you maintain the motivation? - 1. Continue to learn… before quitting… - 2. Remind yourself of why you got started in the first place… - 3. Continue to learn and act on what you learn. - Everything real estate promised you in the beginning is still there… - you just have to go get it. - It’s the Epic way! . . . . . #fire  #motivationforlife  #wednesdays  #struggling  #lostmotivation  #realestateinvestor  #realestateinvesting  #entrepreneursofinstagram  #entrepreneurmindset  #investor  #cashflow  #investors  #investing  #podcasts  #podcasting  #marketingtips  #businesslife  #businesscoach  #businesspassion  #businessasusual  #robertkiyosaki  #richdadpoordad  #thinkandgrowrich  #epicrealestateinvesting  #financialfreedom  #debtfree  #wealthylife  #epic  #podcast  #realestate 
Feeling like utter crap today. I’m so low and tired, this morning on my way too work I started thinking about how I was tired of living and that these days I’m completely faking being fine around others but I don’t know, maybe it’s the holiday blues maybe it’s my stupid brain, maybe it’s the shit weather, I’m wallowing in negativity again and I’m so tired I don’t have the strength to fight anymore. I can’t kill myself because I love my brother too much but honestly I feel like I wasn’t meant to live, and lately I’ve been struggling with the past, struggling with not having a real family, being bound to take my mental illness to the grave. Everything is too much, I hate going out and seeing happy people I just wanna lay in bed and not move. I don’t know what’s going on. Seeing my psychiatrist on Friday, have to go to the hospital for that which I hate doing, still waiting on my blood test results. I want to harm myself. I’m hating life right now. Sorry for being so negative, I needed to let this out. I just want this shit year to be over, I want 2018 and the hope of having a fresh and better start. I hope everyone is having a good day. If your struggling, sending you lot of love and all the strength I have 💜
Feeling like utter crap today. I’m so low and tired, this morning on my way too work I started thinking about how I was tired of living and that these days I’m completely faking being fine around others but I don’t know, maybe it’s the holiday blues maybe it’s my stupid brain, maybe it’s the shit weather, I’m wallowing in negativity again and I’m so tired I don’t have the strength to fight anymore. I can’t kill myself because I love my brother too much but honestly I feel like I wasn’t meant to live, and lately I’ve been struggling with the past, struggling with not having a real family, being bound to take my mental illness to the grave. Everything is too much, I hate going out and seeing happy people I just wanna lay in bed and not move. I don’t know what’s going on. Seeing my psychiatrist on Friday, have to go to the hospital for that which I hate doing, still waiting on my blood test results. I want to harm myself. I’m hating life right now. Sorry for being so negative, I needed to let this out. I just want this shit year to be over, I want 2018 and the hope of having a fresh and better start. I hope everyone is having a good day. If your struggling, sending you lot of love and all the strength I have 💜
#NOWTHISISFUNNY 🔥🔥If a nigga hatin call him #joebudden” 🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭🤣 #OLDRAPPERS #STRUGGLING #MIGOS
#WinningWednesday #SmallCelebrations
#ContentDesigner #Certified
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I have been struggling for a few years to get back into school. Financially, it's been HARD and I've gotten close to just giving up. Then it hit me. I've been saying for years "You can get an Ivy League education for FREE thanks to the internet." So I took my OWN damb advice!  I received my certification in #BloggingandContentMarketing and #DigitalMarketing and am pursuing a third certification! I am DETERMINED not to live by the status quo and eventhough I am #struggling I know my greater is coming! 
With that said: LET ME SLAY YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS AND GET YOUR CONTENT ALL 👏🏽 THE 👏🏽 WAY 👏🏽 TOGETHER!!
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#ConfidenceCoach #plusmodel #queenlybehavior #fearlesstransperancy #modelmentor #contentcreator #socialmedia #modelmarketing #publishedpoet #twitter #facebook #instagram #shawacademy
#WinningWednesday  #SmallCelebrations  #ContentDesigner  #Certified  _ _ I have been struggling for a few years to get back into school. Financially, it's been HARD and I've gotten close to just giving up. Then it hit me. I've been saying for years "You can get an Ivy League education for FREE thanks to the internet." So I took my OWN damb advice! I received my certification in #BloggingandContentMarketing  and #DigitalMarketing  and am pursuing a third certification! I am DETERMINED not to live by the status quo and eventhough I am #struggling  I know my greater is coming! With that said: LET ME SLAY YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS AND GET YOUR CONTENT ALL 👏🏽 THE 👏🏽 WAY 👏🏽 TOGETHER!! _ _ #ConfidenceCoach  #plusmodel  #queenlybehavior  #fearlesstransperancy  #modelmentor  #contentcreator  #socialmedia  #modelmarketing  #publishedpoet  #twitter  #facebook  #instagram  #shawacademy 
#phonetics2 #struggling 🙃 معش فهمت شي عذااب الماده 😣
The struggle it's real 🤣😫😫😫when you turn around for a sec 🤦🏻‍♀️ #baby#babyboy#imamom#instamom#babyboy#cutebaby#messy#struggle #struggling #instababy #mymornings#goodmornimg#busymom 💙
Holy hangover. I'm beat up from the feet up. I need to never drink again. Not even kidding. Went overboard after barely eating all day yesterday. Got SO upset. My mood is SO low. I'm sure it's something to do w mixing alcohol w my meds? Maybe? Then walk into work to hear a cw called out and it'll be another day from hell. Great fucking day! Not pictured: 2 aleves and applesauce. 
#hungover #holyhangover #beatupfromthefeetup #toooldforthisshit #drained #struggling #tiredoftrying #butillkeepgoing #breakfastofchampions #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #recoverywin #weightrestored #bipolar2 #depression #treadingwater
Holy hangover. I'm beat up from the feet up. I need to never drink again. Not even kidding. Went overboard after barely eating all day yesterday. Got SO upset. My mood is SO low. I'm sure it's something to do w mixing alcohol w my meds? Maybe? Then walk into work to hear a cw called out and it'll be another day from hell. Great fucking day! Not pictured: 2 aleves and applesauce. #hungover  #holyhangover  #beatupfromthefeetup  #toooldforthisshit  #drained  #struggling  #tiredoftrying  #butillkeepgoing  #breakfastofchampions  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #recoverywin  #weightrestored  #bipolar2  #depression  #treadingwater 
With only 12 days to go to the big day, my thoughts are around how Christmas can be a challenging time for most of us, getting presents bought, putting decorations up and trying to organise festive celebrations. However it's even harder for those with mental ill-health.
Many things that are part of our routines which we take for granted become disrupted by the change of pace in our lives. So if you are struggling this festive season remember to ask for help, talk to someone about how you feel, and surround yourself with people who make you feel more positive. How do you manage your mental health at Christmas? 💜
With only 12 days to go to the big day, my thoughts are around how Christmas can be a challenging time for most of us, getting presents bought, putting decorations up and trying to organise festive celebrations. However it's even harder for those with mental ill-health. Many things that are part of our routines which we take for granted become disrupted by the change of pace in our lives. So if you are struggling this festive season remember to ask for help, talk to someone about how you feel, and surround yourself with people who make you feel more positive. How do you manage your mental health at Christmas? 💜
This week was a struggle.
My husband is back to sea duty and it’s the holiday time so his schedule is fucked up. I’m getting my period, and a lot of other personal stuff is going on that has me so stressed and my anxiety on high. I’m an emotional eater so seeing I still lost a pound this week makes me proud and realize I didn’t derail as much as I thought. 
These upcoming weeks are going to probably be the hardest for me because of Christmas, me not being on a normal work schedule because the schools are off, and my sons birthday. Wish me luck for the weeks to come
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#weightlossjourney #downanotherpound #keto #lowcarb #bingeeater #diet #anxiety #weighinwednesday #struggling #holidayseason
This week was a struggle. My husband is back to sea duty and it’s the holiday time so his schedule is fucked up. I’m getting my period, and a lot of other personal stuff is going on that has me so stressed and my anxiety on high. I’m an emotional eater so seeing I still lost a pound this week makes me proud and realize I didn’t derail as much as I thought. These upcoming weeks are going to probably be the hardest for me because of Christmas, me not being on a normal work schedule because the schools are off, and my sons birthday. Wish me luck for the weeks to come . #weightlossjourney  #downanotherpound  #keto  #lowcarb  #bingeeater  #diet  #anxiety  #weighinwednesday  #struggling  #holidayseason 
Rules can either be your best friend, or your worst enemy. And more often than not, not knowing the rules will only do you more harm than good. But sometimes you’ll stumble upon a wall of rules and regulations that can do a number on your motivation. For instance - when you’re thinking of moving out.

Just ask seventeen-year-old Kristina from Rotterdam. She’s currently in the process of getting her GED, and wants to pursue graphic design at the Grafisch Lyceum in Rotterdam afterwards. She is also thinking of living on her own, but the amount of requirements she has to meet are overwhelming. “I’d really like to move out and live on my own, but unless you have financial stability and a major paycheck to back you up, it is really difficult to make it happen. Especially with so many people competing for the same rooms and stuff. It really sucks because I’m at the point in my life where I should establish myself. I know I’m ready, I just need others to see that, too”, says Kristina.

Everyone has to leave the nest at some point, and with Kristina’s new superpower, she can take on her challenge of facing an abundance of rules and regulations with ease.

Meet Unruly Kristina, and her power to ward off red tape antics and overly complicated rules!

Now then, let’s hope Kristina will use her powers for good!
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#THWU #Rotterdam #gemeenterotterdam #lijnbaan #Netherlands #dutchart #photography #streetphotography #streetstories #dutchphotography #portrait #digitalportrait #digitalart #comicart #dopeart #cartoonart #lineart #ink #blueart #superpowers #dc #marvel #studentstories #struggling #forcefield #graphicdesign #rgb #cmyk #glr #grafischlyceumrotterdam
Rules can either be your best friend, or your worst enemy. And more often than not, not knowing the rules will only do you more harm than good. But sometimes you’ll stumble upon a wall of rules and regulations that can do a number on your motivation. For instance - when you’re thinking of moving out. Just ask seventeen-year-old Kristina from Rotterdam. She’s currently in the process of getting her GED, and wants to pursue graphic design at the Grafisch Lyceum in Rotterdam afterwards. She is also thinking of living on her own, but the amount of requirements she has to meet are overwhelming. “I’d really like to move out and live on my own, but unless you have financial stability and a major paycheck to back you up, it is really difficult to make it happen. Especially with so many people competing for the same rooms and stuff. It really sucks because I’m at the point in my life where I should establish myself. I know I’m ready, I just need others to see that, too”, says Kristina. Everyone has to leave the nest at some point, and with Kristina’s new superpower, she can take on her challenge of facing an abundance of rules and regulations with ease. Meet Unruly Kristina, and her power to ward off red tape antics and overly complicated rules! Now then, let’s hope Kristina will use her powers for good! . . . #THWU  #Rotterdam  #gemeenterotterdam  #lijnbaan  #Netherlands  #dutchart  #photography  #streetphotography  #streetstories  #dutchphotography  #portrait  #digitalportrait  #digitalart  #comicart  #dopeart  #cartoonart  #lineart  #ink  #blueart  #superpowers  #dc  #marvel  #studentstories  #struggling  #forcefield  #graphicdesign  #rgb  #cmyk  #glr  #grafischlyceumrotterdam