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I'm afraid that I will never be able to enjoy food the same way as I did before I got inpatient. This place took away the ability to allow myself food when I felt okay.. and I'm afraid I won't get it back. It was the only healthy way of eating I had left and now it's gone 😔 I hope everything will be okay when I get out of here someday, but I know a lot will have changed. 
#anorexiaa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #anorexia #anorexiasucks #anorexianervosa #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #eddiary #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdiary #eatingdiary #eatingdisorder #eatingdisordered #eatingdisorderrelapse #eatingdisorderrecovery #struggling #sfwarriors
I'm afraid that I will never be able to enjoy food the same way as I did before I got inpatient. This place took away the ability to allow myself food when I felt okay.. and I'm afraid I won't get it back. It was the only healthy way of eating I had left and now it's gone 😔 I hope everything will be okay when I get out of here someday, but I know a lot will have changed. #anorexiaa  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexiawarrior  #anorexia  #anorexiasucks  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiafight  #anorexianervosa  #eddiary  #edfamily  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdiary  #eatingdiary  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisordered  #eatingdisorderrelapse  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #struggling  #sfwarriors 
• Sorry for the lack of posts. I’m severely struggling at the mo x • #mentalillness #mentallyill #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #struggling #thistooshallpass #survive #quote #butterfly
#personal Been thinking a lot lately about moving to a bigger city where I can find and befriend gay/queer people, to BE with my people. I heard someone say "you can't be who you can't see" and it super resonated with me and made my heart ache. Some friends have said @well aren't I enough??" And yes I love all of my friends with the entirety of my heart but, no they aren't. And I don't know how to explain that I can't BE who I am by omitting the part of me who needs that certain sort of support. #struggling
#personal  Been thinking a lot lately about moving to a bigger city where I can find and befriend gay/queer people, to BE with my people. I heard someone say "you can't be who you can't see" and it super resonated with me and made my heart ache. Some friends have said @well aren't I enough??" And yes I love all of my friends with the entirety of my heart but, no they aren't. And I don't know how to explain that I can't BE who I am by omitting the part of me who needs that certain sort of support. #struggling 
Change,when it comes,
Cracks everything open....
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And maybe gives you a sore body... lol😂😂😂
I'm so sore today 🙈😂
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#restart#body#setback#dontquit#energy#way#struggling#shine#life#soul#happy#peace#light#sore#legday#happy#germany#challenge#october#orange#autumn
Don't talk to me until I have my coffee 😶 #coffeelover #Myfavoritemug #morningwoes #struggling
Thinking of those who are struggling today. I hope and pray you find your strength in the struggle. You're stronger than you realize. 
#struggle 
#struggling 
#strength 
#mentalhealth 
#encouragement 
#dontgiveup 
#youmatter 
#yourestrongerthanyouthink 
#yourenotalone
#tinybuddha 
#roberttew
TW (negativity) Sorry this isn't a food picture but I just need somewhere to breakdown. I'm so triggered and I can't do anything about it because there's food inside me already..
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Most people's gut reaction is that's a positive but it genuinely isn't sometimes because then I get panicky, desperate and suicidal..
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So I did exactly what my support worker and her manager asked me to do AGAIN today and ate breakfast before my bloods and ECG which was terrifying because my digestive system doesn't work at all anymore so I know know it's still sitting there along with yesterday's meals and Monday's. I feel so fat and bloated. AND SHE LET ME DOWN AGAIN. SHE NEVER TURNED UP AND WE NEVER WENT AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT AND I WAITED FOR 4 HOURS AND MISSED LUNCH EVEN WHEN I WANTED TO EAT IT.
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It hurts especially because she knows all my triggers and how they impact me more than any other worker I've ever had. She's even seen videos I have made recording my most personal meltdowns. She knows exactly what she's done and can still do it without batting an eyelid which makes my self worth crumble.

#anorexia #eatingdisorder #edfighter #edfamily #depression #struggling #mentalillness #mentalhealth #relapse #suicidal #anawarrior #bulimia
TW (negativity) Sorry this isn't a food picture but I just need somewhere to breakdown. I'm so triggered and I can't do anything about it because there's food inside me already.. . Most people's gut reaction is that's a positive but it genuinely isn't sometimes because then I get panicky, desperate and suicidal.. . So I did exactly what my support worker and her manager asked me to do AGAIN today and ate breakfast before my bloods and ECG which was terrifying because my digestive system doesn't work at all anymore so I know know it's still sitting there along with yesterday's meals and Monday's. I feel so fat and bloated. AND SHE LET ME DOWN AGAIN. SHE NEVER TURNED UP AND WE NEVER WENT AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT AND I WAITED FOR 4 HOURS AND MISSED LUNCH EVEN WHEN I WANTED TO EAT IT. . It hurts especially because she knows all my triggers and how they impact me more than any other worker I've ever had. She's even seen videos I have made recording my most personal meltdowns. She knows exactly what she's done and can still do it without batting an eyelid which makes my self worth crumble. #anorexia  #eatingdisorder  #edfighter  #edfamily  #depression  #struggling  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #relapse  #suicidal  #anawarrior  #bulimia 
There will be obstacles and struggles, there will be rain and sstorm, there will be times when you're all alone...never give up on your dreams.
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#dreams #struggle #struggling #success #thrive #hustle #grind #motivation #inspiration #nevergiveup #youcan #youcandoit #entrepreneur #entrepreneurship
“You, me or nobody is going to hit as hard as life.” - Sylvester Stallone (Rocky Balboa 2006) >
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Life will blind side the hell out of you. But all you can do is keep going. When adversity hits you to the ground you get back up and hit harder. This career field wasn’t meant to be easy. Cause if it was then everybody would do it. Just take the life you’re  given one day at a time. >
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#jordanjett #jordan #actor #actorslife #acting #actlete #adversity #onedayatatime #keep #moving #life #is #hard #struggling #fighting #taking #hits #dishing #hits #dontgiveup
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“You, me or nobody is going to hit as hard as life.” - Sylvester Stallone (Rocky Balboa 2006) > > > Life will blind side the hell out of you. But all you can do is keep going. When adversity hits you to the ground you get back up and hit harder. This career field wasn’t meant to be easy. Cause if it was then everybody would do it. Just take the life you’re given one day at a time. > > >#jordanjett  #jordan  #actor  #actorslife  #acting  #actlete  #adversity  #onedayatatime  #keep  #moving  #life  #is  #hard  #struggling  #fighting  #taking  #hits  #dishing  #hits  #dontgiveup  > > > photo credit @actingondemand
I’m working my way around to being able to tell you about my time at #hutchmoot but before I get there, I needed to be honest about what has come before. .
I told God, 40 days, I’ll stay offline for 40 days. It wasn’t even hard. In the initial days after I stepped away I felt relief. I felt like my lungs were finally able to fully expand. I didn’t realize I’d been holding my breath.
More than that, I’d been holding my tongue.
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This one is for those of us who are more than angry. This is for those of us who want to know, “where is my rage safe?” [new post up at kriscamealy.com]
#struggling #surrender #everymomentholy
I’m working my way around to being able to tell you about my time at #hutchmoot  but before I get there, I needed to be honest about what has come before. . I told God, 40 days, I’ll stay offline for 40 days. It wasn’t even hard. In the initial days after I stepped away I felt relief. I felt like my lungs were finally able to fully expand. I didn’t realize I’d been holding my breath. More than that, I’d been holding my tongue. . This one is for those of us who are more than angry. This is for those of us who want to know, “where is my rage safe?” [new post up at kriscamealy.com] #struggling  #surrender  #everymomentholy 
Water scarcity is one of the defining feature in rural life! Do you live in areas plagued by water scarcity?!💧☔️🚿💦🛀💦 .
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#beautifulsamoa #watercrisis #watercrisisinsamoa #waterscarcity #lackofenoughwater #lackofaccesstosafewater #waterstressregion #priority #rurallife #savaii #observershots #Tufutafoe #life #reality #islandlife #struggling
TW Looking forward to Friday so I'm going to sleep through the days until then... time to take my meds n OD again .
#depressed #ed #edrelapse  #anaisamentalillness #anorexia #anorexiarelapse  #anarelapse #skinny  #thin  #dainty #diet #restrict  #depression #anxiety  #fat #ana  #struggling  #bodycheck #weightloss
Look what I just found in the attic 😂 An entire package of sweets n‘ stuff. I guess some months ago I hid it there to somehow resist my b/p urges 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ Whatever, today was good so far. My situation at home is quite acceptable at the moment. My mom drove me to school today, picked me up a while ago and now‘re off to a „yoghurt fabric“ 😂 Guess who‘s driving 💁🏼💁🏼
Look what I just found in the attic 😂 An entire package of sweets n‘ stuff. I guess some months ago I hid it there to somehow resist my b/p urges 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ Whatever, today was good so far. My situation at home is quite acceptable at the moment. My mom drove me to school today, picked me up a while ago and now‘re off to a „yoghurt fabric“ 😂 Guess who‘s driving 💁🏼💁🏼
Day 23 
Today was a rough day for food. I forgot my breakfast at home but luckily I had a Larabar in my purse. I started not feeling well by lunch so all I have was a baked potato. For dinner I made scrambled eggs with turkey meat, avocado, spinach, onions, and almonds for crunch. This was pretty good I just didn’t have much of an appetite. #whole30challenge #whole30 #struggling
Day 23 Today was a rough day for food. I forgot my breakfast at home but luckily I had a Larabar in my purse. I started not feeling well by lunch so all I have was a baked potato. For dinner I made scrambled eggs with turkey meat, avocado, spinach, onions, and almonds for crunch. This was pretty good I just didn’t have much of an appetite. #whole30challenge  #whole30  #struggling 
Trying to make myself feel better bc my diet has been so shitty lately..😩 #struggling #travelseason #admissionslife #wegmans #greensmoothie #nofilter
Mum opened the subject again n the pills did nothing n I had lunch so I feel like crap. I'm waiting for mum to go to the bathroom n I'm taking more pills bc I don't want to hear another word about it. Does anybody know if there's a stress disorder but pretrauma? 
#depressed #ed #edrelapse  #anaisamentalillness #anorexia #anorexiarelapse  #anarelapse #skinny  #thin  #dainty #diet #restrict  #depression #anxiety  #fat #ana  #struggling  #bodycheck #weightloss
Mum opened the subject again n the pills did nothing n I had lunch so I feel like crap. I'm waiting for mum to go to the bathroom n I'm taking more pills bc I don't want to hear another word about it. Does anybody know if there's a stress disorder but pretrauma? #depressed  #ed  #edrelapse   #anaisamentalillness  #anorexia  #anorexiarelapse   #anarelapse  #skinny   #thin   #dainty  #diet  #restrict   #depression  #anxiety  #fat  #ana   #struggling   #bodycheck  #weightloss 
Happy Rump Day, y’all! #rump • #rumpday • #legstooshort • #struggling • #humpday • #wednesday • #almostfriday • #corgigram_ • #corgirump • #shortlegs • #corgigram • #corgisofinstagram • #corgicommunity • #buzzfeedcorgis • #originalbuzzfeedcorgi • #corgiplanet • #corgivideo • #dogsofdc • #dmvdogs • #dcdogs
My anxiety has been really bad while I've been away and I'm still not doing very good today. I have that horrible feeling in my stomach, I keep worrying about things, I feel awful for getting too drunk on Saturday and I'm scared of what I've said, scared I've upset someone. I'm noticing every tiny thing and even though I try to tell myself it means nothing, it keeps coming back to me. My heart keeps beating out of my chest. I feel awful, I hate this. My heads wrecked. I thought I was starting to get some control of my life and now I feel like I couldn't have less control if I tried #mentalillness #mentalhealth #anxietydiary #mystory #persistentdepressivedisorder #dysthymia #generalanxietydisorder #generalisedanxietydisorder #gad #anxiety #sinkingfeeling #struggling #oktosay #anxiety #anxietyawareness #highfunctioninganxiety #highfunctioninganxietyanddepression #livingwithanxiety #livingwithanxietyanddepression #livingwithmentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnessawareness #livewithit #thisisanxiety #thisismentalillness #thisisanxietyanddepression #highfunctioningdepression #mentalhealthstigma #talk
My anxiety has been really bad while I've been away and I'm still not doing very good today. I have that horrible feeling in my stomach, I keep worrying about things, I feel awful for getting too drunk on Saturday and I'm scared of what I've said, scared I've upset someone. I'm noticing every tiny thing and even though I try to tell myself it means nothing, it keeps coming back to me. My heart keeps beating out of my chest. I feel awful, I hate this. My heads wrecked. I thought I was starting to get some control of my life and now I feel like I couldn't have less control if I tried #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #anxietydiary  #mystory  #persistentdepressivedisorder  #dysthymia  #generalanxietydisorder  #generalisedanxietydisorder  #gad  #anxiety  #sinkingfeeling  #struggling  #oktosay  #anxiety  #anxietyawareness  #highfunctioninganxiety  #highfunctioninganxietyanddepression  #livingwithanxiety  #livingwithanxietyanddepression  #livingwithmentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillnessawareness  #livewithit  #thisisanxiety  #thisismentalillness  #thisisanxietyanddepression  #highfunctioningdepression  #mentalhealthstigma  #talk 
#newwrite #praisingher #itsallabouthet #pearl #luckiest #feelings #struggling 
Note 📝: this is just to improve my writing skills not to impress anyone 😜😛
🌞🌏☕☕☕☕☕ #Struggling#
(4/365) Another Study

#cantstop #wontstop #daily #blackandwhite #cozy #view #hard #help #struggling
This was REALLY good, but i may just have been famished... Have not had the chance to eat anything more than breakfast (6:00) and a banana(11:00) , until 13:20... (Exams, classes...) BUT, I GOT GOOD NEWS! Guess who managed to finish ALL of this in LESS than 30 minutes, in LESS than 24 hours after they got their braces? Yep, freaking ME!!
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New record time 😂😂😂 P.S. i have either done VERY good on the exam, or VERY shitty. I guess i'll just have to wait and see *shurgs shoulders in fake nonchalance*

Gotta run!! Math class starts in 5.
Until laters.

#rexia #anawho #anarecovery #anabitch #fuckyouana #orthorexianervosa #orthorexiarecovery #orthorexic #mentalhealth #edfighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #recovery #2fab4ana #forkyeah #recoveryisworthit #iwannalive #survivor #struggling #eatittobeatithttps #compulsiveexercising #compulsiveexerciserecovery #anorexia
This was REALLY good, but i may just have been famished... Have not had the chance to eat anything more than breakfast (6:00) and a banana(11:00) , until 13:20... (Exams, classes...) BUT, I GOT GOOD NEWS! Guess who managed to finish ALL of this in LESS than 30 minutes, in LESS than 24 hours after they got their braces? Yep, freaking ME!! 💃💃💃💃 New record time 😂😂😂 P.S. i have either done VERY good on the exam, or VERY shitty. I guess i'll just have to wait and see *shurgs shoulders in fake nonchalance* Gotta run!! Math class starts in 5. Until laters. #rexia  #anawho  #anarecovery  #anabitch  #fuckyouana  #orthorexianervosa  #orthorexiarecovery  #orthorexic  #mentalhealth  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #recovery  #2fab4ana  #forkyeah  #recoveryisworthit  #iwannalive  #survivor  #struggling  #eatittobeatithttps  #compulsiveexercising  #compulsiveexerciserecovery  #anorexia 
Yesterday I officially ran out of lax, and I can't buy anymore until tomorrow. I have laxative tea but I'm not optimistic. It tastes okay though. I'm feeling really low self esteem. At day hospital yesterday two members of staff pointed out I've lost weight, and I know I have according to the scales. But I can't see it at all. I still feel like the same flabby old me. And the voices keep reminding me that's all I am. They're constant chatter in my head feels like I'm being followed around constantly by anti me protesters. Constantly shouting in my ear. I can't tell when people are actually talking to me over the voices. Apparently I walked past someone I know the other day and they were stood right next to me at one point saying hello and I was so lost in everything I had no idea. But it's not just voices anymore, I can see what people are thinking when they look at me. They can be so so horrible and it makes me want to stay inside my flat forever. Especially after discovering I'm always gonna be second best. I feel like im not good enough to go out into the world for everyone to see and I don't think I'd cope with it. So I've become very isolated. Apart from appointments the only other person I really see at the minute is my friend but if anything that complicates things in my head more. All my trauma thoughts are slowly taking over and taking control, aggravating my bulimia making me a hermit. It's a very lonely life to be honest. #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recovery #ed #eatingdisorder #bulimia #depression #anxiety #ptsd #psychosis #voices #paranoia #struggling
Yesterday I officially ran out of lax, and I can't buy anymore until tomorrow. I have laxative tea but I'm not optimistic. It tastes okay though. I'm feeling really low self esteem. At day hospital yesterday two members of staff pointed out I've lost weight, and I know I have according to the scales. But I can't see it at all. I still feel like the same flabby old me. And the voices keep reminding me that's all I am. They're constant chatter in my head feels like I'm being followed around constantly by anti me protesters. Constantly shouting in my ear. I can't tell when people are actually talking to me over the voices. Apparently I walked past someone I know the other day and they were stood right next to me at one point saying hello and I was so lost in everything I had no idea. But it's not just voices anymore, I can see what people are thinking when they look at me. They can be so so horrible and it makes me want to stay inside my flat forever. Especially after discovering I'm always gonna be second best. I feel like im not good enough to go out into the world for everyone to see and I don't think I'd cope with it. So I've become very isolated. Apart from appointments the only other person I really see at the minute is my friend but if anything that complicates things in my head more. All my trauma thoughts are slowly taking over and taking control, aggravating my bulimia making me a hermit. It's a very lonely life to be honest. #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #recovery  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #bulimia  #depression  #anxiety  #ptsd  #psychosis  #voices  #paranoia  #struggling 
Halfway there.... ready for Friday.
#struggling #letsdothis
I'm so fat ugh. Mum just told me I have to get dressed so we go to groceries n paying bills... I feel like crap mentally but I'll be ok... I hope to be losing weight bc I'm too fat n can't bare to look at myself...
#depressed #ed #edrelapse  #anaisamentalillness #anorexia #anorexiarelapse  #anarelapse #skinny  #thin  #dainty #diet #restrict  #depression #anxiety  #fat #ana  #struggling  #bodycheck #weightloss
#tired #nevergoodenough #neverworthit #sadday #everyoneleaves #struggling struggling to find strength today! It's meant to get easier but by the day it's getting harder 😞😞 xx
For me on my low days this is where i want to stay, if i stay wrapped in the duvet the world can't touch me 😔 #mentalhealth #bpd #badday #duvet #blackandwhite #filter #filter #sleep #tired  #hate #feeling #struggling #hope #memyselfandi #alone #inmyhead
Inner peace is so important, standing on your own two feet and being able to manage on your own is a beautiful feeling. 💕
You can try and break me down but your efforts failed miserably, I may dip and have shit times but they don't last forever, that dark personality of yours will never change, I am who I am and I'm loved for being me, you're the lonely one it's time for you to leave. 💕
Love those for who they are and what they aspire to be and if they're lost, help them, don't slate them , don't beat them down, because tomorrow may never come and everyone deserves to live. I WANT YOU TO LIVE #innerpeace #struggling #help #aspire #confidence #manage #therapy #soulsearching #mentalhealth #live #love #laugh
Inner peace is so important, standing on your own two feet and being able to manage on your own is a beautiful feeling. 💕 You can try and break me down but your efforts failed miserably, I may dip and have shit times but they don't last forever, that dark personality of yours will never change, I am who I am and I'm loved for being me, you're the lonely one it's time for you to leave. 💕 Love those for who they are and what they aspire to be and if they're lost, help them, don't slate them , don't beat them down, because tomorrow may never come and everyone deserves to live. I WANT YOU TO LIVE #innerpeace  #struggling  #help  #aspire  #confidence  #manage  #therapy  #soulsearching  #mentalhealth  #live  #love  #laugh 
Day 18- Dumbest Pumpkin. Vernon the Pumpkin (working name, as my daughter is asleep already so she didn't have a chance to name him yet) is struggling with maths. He just failed his test 😩he's frustrated and upset. He heard one of his classmates calling him "dumb". Well he's not dumb!!! He might be struggling with maths at the moment but if anyone needs a chariot to go to a ball who are they going to call upon? Hm? Not a carrot that's for sure (although carrot rhymes with chariot, ha! .... I need to go to bed I think)  The third photo is of someone who I often call "silly pumpkin" so there... enjoy! #mabsdrawlloween2017 #mabsdrawlloweenclub2017 #drawlloween #pumpkin #dumb #struggling #math #magicpumpkin #felt #toy #felty #embroidery #halloween #craft #art #dogs
Day 18- Dumbest Pumpkin. Vernon the Pumpkin (working name, as my daughter is asleep already so she didn't have a chance to name him yet) is struggling with maths. He just failed his test 😩he's frustrated and upset. He heard one of his classmates calling him "dumb". Well he's not dumb!!! He might be struggling with maths at the moment but if anyone needs a chariot to go to a ball who are they going to call upon? Hm? Not a carrot that's for sure (although carrot rhymes with chariot, ha! .... I need to go to bed I think) The third photo is of someone who I often call "silly pumpkin" so there... enjoy! #mabsdrawlloween2017  #mabsdrawlloweenclub2017  #drawlloween  #pumpkin  #dumb  #struggling  #math  #magicpumpkin  #felt  #toy  #felty  #embroidery  #halloween  #craft  #art  #dogs 
Oops I just took this like 5  minutes after taking my meds hopefully I'll be fine. I took them bc some ppl forget to put a TW when mentioning their bmi n bc I don't want to eat anything else today (had breakfast 300kcal). Besides I've been thinking about the subject and I really don't think that I can cope with it...
#depressed #ed #edrelapse  #anaisamentalillness #anorexia #anorexiarelapse  #anarelapse #skinny  #thin  #dainty #diet #restrict  #depression #anxiety  #fat #ana  #struggling  #bodycheck #weightloss
Oops I just took this like 5 minutes after taking my meds hopefully I'll be fine. I took them bc some ppl forget to put a TW when mentioning their bmi n bc I don't want to eat anything else today (had breakfast 300kcal). Besides I've been thinking about the subject and I really don't think that I can cope with it... #depressed  #ed  #edrelapse   #anaisamentalillness  #anorexia  #anorexiarelapse   #anarelapse  #skinny   #thin   #dainty  #diet  #restrict   #depression  #anxiety  #fat  #ana   #struggling   #bodycheck  #weightloss 
Me trying to get through this week! #week #weekday #wednesday #struggle #struggling #fml #fail #failsvids #9gag #parkour #water #funny #tooreal #jump #failure
Part 1/2

There’s a question you have to ask yourself before you stay one more day in a relationship waiting for a man who isn’t committing to you.

I know why you’re waiting. I know you see enough good in him, enough potential in him to make him worth the wait.

But you’re not doing yourself any favors and wasting a whole lot of your life and time right now if you can’t answer this with anything but a definitive “yes”. If he NEVER changes, do you still want him?

I need you to read that again. Slowly, carefully so you can let the full weight of this question really sink in. .
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#relationships #struggling #womenstuff #womentowomen #commitmentissues #gemophobia #mentalillness #cantstopwontstop #reality #brokenness #boldness #selfrespect #selfworth #girls #ladies #lessonsinlife #lifequotes #freeyourmind #foodforthought #affairs #awkwardness #mentalhealth #men #beyou #chooselife #chooseyourself #quotedaily #dailyquotes #motivationalquotes #inspiredaily
Part 1/2 There’s a question you have to ask yourself before you stay one more day in a relationship waiting for a man who isn’t committing to you. I know why you’re waiting. I know you see enough good in him, enough potential in him to make him worth the wait. But you’re not doing yourself any favors and wasting a whole lot of your life and time right now if you can’t answer this with anything but a definitive “yes”. If he NEVER changes, do you still want him? I need you to read that again. Slowly, carefully so you can let the full weight of this question really sink in. . . . . . . . . . . #relationships  #struggling  #womenstuff  #womentowomen  #commitmentissues  #gemophobia  #mentalillness  #cantstopwontstop  #reality  #brokenness  #boldness  #selfrespect  #selfworth  #girls  #ladies  #lessonsinlife  #lifequotes  #freeyourmind  #foodforthought  #affairs  #awkwardness  #mentalhealth  #men  #beyou  #chooselife  #chooseyourself  #quotedaily  #dailyquotes  #motivationalquotes  #inspiredaily 
#obinitsa, #2003, #Kodak #Film, #analog, #South #Estonia
Market made by #people from the #russian #minority in Estonia..
I am really really struggling with this at the minute!

I have taken photos of my meals but just haven't posted. Yesterday was an awful day. I have done my story yesterday but haven't posted it because I'm sure you don't want to see a grown woman cry!

I'm still on plan and well under my syns 40.5/60 last night. Had an appointment with health professional yesterday which made me realise my life as a 28 year old isn't good! I know there is people worse off than me and that's what I keep thinking. 
This menopause thing is just going too far!!. Saw this and yes it's me!

I know people will say shut up and get on with it but this is me being honest saying it's hard! The pain!

#menopause #struggling #pain #endometriosis #mentalhealth #reachingout #takingtime #breath #justwanttoscream #tryingtobestrong #fighting #keepgoing #stillonplan #onplan #sw #slimmingworld #slimmingworlduk
I am really really struggling with this at the minute! I have taken photos of my meals but just haven't posted. Yesterday was an awful day. I have done my story yesterday but haven't posted it because I'm sure you don't want to see a grown woman cry! I'm still on plan and well under my syns 40.5/60 last night. Had an appointment with health professional yesterday which made me realise my life as a 28 year old isn't good! I know there is people worse off than me and that's what I keep thinking. This menopause thing is just going too far!!. Saw this and yes it's me! I know people will say shut up and get on with it but this is me being honest saying it's hard! The pain! #menopause  #struggling  #pain  #endometriosis  #mentalhealth  #reachingout  #takingtime  #breath  #justwanttoscream  #tryingtobestrong  #fighting  #keepgoing  #stillonplan  #onplan  #sw  #slimmingworld  #slimmingworlduk 
Woke up to heart racing and pounding, awful anxiety and I don’t know why. I don’t even have to go to work today. I don’t think I could go to work today. Managed to stop it turning into a full blown panic attack.  Got pretty much no sleep, feel like shit. It’s going to take a whole load of effort for me to get through this day, I’m going to try- I’ve got to, there’s no other option. ⛅️ #anxiety #bpd #depression #ednos #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #struggling #needsupport
Woke up to heart racing and pounding, awful anxiety and I don’t know why. I don’t even have to go to work today. I don’t think I could go to work today. Managed to stop it turning into a full blown panic attack. Got pretty much no sleep, feel like shit. It’s going to take a whole load of effort for me to get through this day, I’m going to try- I’ve got to, there’s no other option. ⛅️ #anxiety  #bpd  #depression  #ednos  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #struggling  #needsupport 
A poorly praying mantis on the pavement #prayingmantis #struggling #insect #dalyan #turkey #nature
Good morning peeps🐣☕️ I'm actually feeling quite hopeful today. You guys really motivate me and I can't thank you enough! My friend is also coming to visit later and I can't wait to see her! 💕

#anorexiaa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #anorexia #anorexiasucks #anorexianervosa #anorexiafight #anorexianervosa #eddiary #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #eatingdiary #eatingdiary #eatingdisorder #eatingdisordered #eatingdisorderrelapse #eatingdisorderrecovery #struggling #sfwarriors
Good morning peeps🐣☕️ I'm actually feeling quite hopeful today. You guys really motivate me and I can't thank you enough! My friend is also coming to visit later and I can't wait to see her! 💕 #anorexiaa  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexiawarrior  #anorexia  #anorexiasucks  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiafight  #anorexianervosa  #eddiary  #edfamily  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #eatingdiary  #eatingdiary  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisordered  #eatingdisorderrelapse  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #struggling  #sfwarriors 
Who else is really struggling with dark mornings and evenings? 😕 Trying to be mindful and present but already yearning for Spring 🌸🌼🌻🍃🌿...
Who else is really struggling with dark mornings and evenings? 😕 Trying to be mindful and present but already yearning for Spring 🌸🌼🌻🍃🌿...