Life, people, etc... there is a lot more than a 'number' that's listed on ANYTHING.
I want to step away from the numbers, & take this new approach to this thing called life💕🦋✨🙏🏼 #SundayNight#MondayMorning New Week, New Day💕
Diffused two of my favorites tonight while watching #GOT . I love this show but my emotions get the best of me and I get sucked in and feel stressed watching it sometimes. 😬
This season is so good and freaking killing me every Sunday!
A good summary and 'state of the union' for those asking for an update, yes it has been awhile. Tonight I took a ride just to get out for some fresh air and you know my typical 'deep thoughts' at the lake during sunset. I call it my cheap therapy because well it's free and beautiful. It seemed to be another beautiful but hot weekend so I hear and kinda nice with reduced humidity and lack of daily storms. That said I'm SO looking forward to Fall, as is my bank account lol -- that love/hate with my air conditioner in the required comfort zone (69-72). I did venture outside for a few quick runs to Costco, BJs, Publix and Chipotle...well as normal for supplies, but the weekend was once again mostly spent napping and eating. In 4 weeks I've gained 17lbs, 10 was returned from the hospital (to be somewhat expected) and 7 from you know crap mental enjoyment at 3AM. Amazing when you just sit at your desk (work) and lay on the couch for a day how fast you pack on the pounds. This week I'm going to force myself to walk and eat clean because I feel disgusting. Early Monday AM it's an MRI, and at some point this week the beginning of Physical Therapy if insurance approves, and yet another visit with the surgeon on Thursday. Fevers are mostly every other night now so some good news there. Honestly I'm about tapped out in everything, but holding my own and keeping my mind occupied with something stupid. Hell summer continues to roll on and well so do I. Yup it could be worse and well it could be a hell of a bunch better too. I can't wait to see my daughter again, get back on the road, back to the gym, and well enjoying 'life' again. Oh and maybe go on a date and have an adult conversation with someone other than myself. #HellSummer#Recovery#Day57
Night snack was gold fish and a vanilla protein shake. I'm feeling kinda full. I'm also a little worried I have had to many bad fats today and not enough protein? But other than those things that are coming up right now, today was good and I did what I said I was going to do last night! I will try to do it again! I may have a few bad moments, but that's okay right?! But I will always try my best. I should really go to bed before I can't shut ana up anymore! So goodnight everyone! Oh and by the way this is a work up to a big challenge. Gold fish are really hard for me; I used to eat them all the time years ago, but they are so scary and hard for me "unhealthy." So I will get there!!!!! #eatingdisorderrecovery#anorexia#sundaynight#fearfood#smallchallenge#anxiety#anorexiarecovery#ed#anorexianervosa#mentalillness#eatingdisorder#gonnakeeofighting
Cuando estoy contigo el tiempo se me pasa volando, miro en tus ojos y entro a otro universo, y tus palabras dulces en mi oído me fascinan que con solo un minuto de ellas me dejan pensando en ti todo el día.
Detalles pequeños y constantes que me roban poco a poco el corazón aunque no quiera ❤️