It was a interesting season waiting to find a job but praise God I finslly got one ☺ Its my 1st job ever si I gotta start somewhere right? It's near where I went High School so I'll have to put a lot effort to work hard again.
I did miss the ocean though. If you come by Santa Monica Pier, you might catch me there. Have a great weekend guys and take a moment to be thankful.
Yesterday was rough. All day long I struggled. Right up until the moment I finally fell asleep. I didn't have any Keto OS and Jesus felt really far away. My feelings controlled me all day long. Negative feelings. Draggy feelings. Ugly feelings. Why this and why that type feelings. I seem to try to fix my feelings by stuffing food down my throat. If I saw it, I wanted it, and I ate it. That certainly didn't fill or fix anything. Just left me "feeling" more empty and even more like a failure.
This morning I had Keto OS and within a few minutes my stinking thinking cleared. I was able to focus on Jesus and all the blessings He pours out on me even in the midst of a storm. Even if today turns out just as sour as yesterday, at least I have a sweeter attitude to face it.
I know it sounds so silly. It sounds silly that this little drink can change my thinking, that it can completely cut off my cravings and put me in a better mood, (not to mention burns my fat and gives me energy) but it can. I know that God uses things to help people with lots of different problems. He uses other people, He uses medication, He uses doctors, He can use whatever He sees fit. For me, He's using this silly little drink. I know all this probably sounds like a sales pitch, I don't care, that's not my intention. I write about my experiences and what I'm experiencing with this drink is worth writing about.
Here's to a more positive thinking day, trusting in the Lord, and knowing that whatever I face He is there.