Sempat ngerasa takut pas Rias. Karena kulit mereka sangat berminyak. Tapi alhamdulilah banyak yang berhasil dan bertahan makeup nya. Walaupun ada 1 yang failed karena emang bener bener berminyak parah. But so far im so lucky di kasih kanvas seperti kalian. Keluar dari zona nyaman yang biasa nya rias banyak untuk acara di dalam ruangan dan ini di lapangan yang panas nya kaya apa tau. I love you so much guys
Last week, at this time, I was confined to a hospital bed, crying in severe pain, relieved only by narcotics and analgesics.
The first few hours after the surgery was the worst when the anesthesia given to me was already wearing off. Worst thing was, I had no one beside me because visitors are not allowed in high dependency unit of the ward. So all I could do was to cry, wish that at least my husband was there to kiss my forehead like he always does when I’m not feeling well and wait until Pethidine put me to sleep.
For a week, my entire body felt sore, my movement is limited, l’m in constant pain - feeling ugly and fat.
But not today.
Today is the first day after my surgery that I felt lighter, better and happier. My husband also felt more secured leaving me alone ‘coz I can already walk and move around like the normal days, thus, he reported back to work.
And because I feel better now, I thought, I should also feel prettier. 🤗 I care less whether my body is still a bit sore and bloated and deformed, or that my abdomen still look like I’ve just given birth ‘coz I have a husband that loves my every curve and now my every scar.
So yeah, the heck with negativities. I’m gonna fight it off with my makeup brushes. Because oh well, makeup has its own power that makes us feel more beautiful than we already are inside and out! 🤗
I used to hate my high cheek bones(in Korea, most of ppl think high cheek bones look ugly, there is even a plastic sugery to cut cheek bones so they can make their face look smaller). Since the contouring makeup came out ive started trying to love my cheek bones but still now, i dont really happy with them. Tbh.
저는 광대뼈가 높이 솟아 있고 사각턱이 심합니다. 어찌저찌 사진에서는 덜해 보이지만 심해요.
십대 때는 매일 가족들이 잠든 시간에 광대뼈를 이만큼 깎아내면 어떨까, 사각턱은 이렇게 자르면 되겠다, 아이브로우로 영역을 표시하곤 했어요. (그 왜, 성형외과에서 수술 전에 영역 그리는 것처럼 있잖아요. 그렇게요.)
하지만 컨투어링 메이크업이 서양에서 이미 유행하기 시작할 때, 일부러 광대 밑을 어둡게 칠해 광대뼈가 높아보이게 하는 사람들을 보고 이것도 이쁘게 보여질 수 있구나라고 생각했어요.
물론 지금도 제 굵은 얼굴선이 싫습니다. 기회가 있다면 잘라내도 좋을 것 같아요.
그냥 컨투어링이란 개념이 한국에도 널리 퍼져서 다행이라는 말이 하고 싶었어요.
저는 지금도 예쁘다는 말을 하기에는 제가 아직 마음에 여유가 없네요. 그래도 노력중이랍니다.
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