Spinning. The latest round of vision therapy has sent my world swirling around and around and around.
This time, I don't feel safe driving or biking. Constant nausea, dizziness, and headaches are making for some pretty tough days.
I admit that I am struggling. This is hard. I don't like it. I want out. I want this two-year season to be over. I was so angry the other night that I chopped up our woodpile like a madman. I was splitting hardwood logs with knots as though they were dry pine. I was loosing a guttural, primal scream with each swing. I was so done with feeling so lousy. And then I just stood, axe in hand, and wept. Not because I felt sad. Not because I felt helpless. But because I just knew and felt that it is all okay. All is well. Not that it is "going to be" well. But, all is well right now. And when you experience "all is well" in the midst of a personal hell, that is something that takes your breath from you and lays you bare and thankful and weeping like a child...axe in hand.
Live the life you can. My mantra this season. Well, one of them. I even practice it sometimes 😉. I now get to walk my kids to and from school. It has been amazing. Time off the bike has made me more thankful for the bike and the amazing community of cyclists I know. Being in pain and changing my relationship with pain helps me relate to others who are in pain, or who will be. This season has connected me to healing practices that I get to share. I am experiencing wholeness in the midst of brokenness. At my core, I'm more full of life and love and joy and peace and hope than ever before. And all really is well, even if it's not going the way I planned.
So, let the spinning continue until it's done. Looks like about three minutes left on the timer. But then that timer hasn't ever been too accurate.
Our Faux Leather Pant is one of my all time faves!!! You asked for numbered sizing so instead of Small / Medium / Large these are available in 1-13 and run true to size🙌
P.S....if you haven't heard we are changing things up a bit with our coupon codes so it's the last week to use code IG10 for 10% off
Okay, okay, it's not quite Christmas season yet, but did you know that @recycledminds can do Holiday Office Parties?! We'd love to entertain you and your coworkers this season so give us a call! #holidayofficeparty#recycledminds
TITLE MATCH!! Say what?? 😱😱 October 7th at 2:00, come out to Foote Park in Middleton, Idaho and see @theodoric_lionheart take on Marcus "The King" Anderson for the Heavyweight Title!! 💪🏻💪🏻👏🏼 This match will have NO count outs and NO outside interference due to events in the past. 😁👌🏻 Free event that's great for the kids!!! Come on out and see us!! ✊🏻🖤💗🖤💗
When we use language that perpetuates a dehumanized image of women we dehumanize women - we permit violence against women, we permit violations of human rights, we perpetuate low expectations and lack of options for women and those who are seen as too “feminine.” I hope that reclaiming this dehumanizing language can show the ferocity inherent in a person’s femininity no matter their sex.
I'm loving this @lorealhair Sleek it, heat protectant. It smells amazing and keeps my locks protected from heat damage AND it's super affordable. Pick it up @target along with the 87 other items you don't really need from there 😂🙌!! Seriously, Target is a trap, but you just can't stay away 😍. What are your favorite hair products?#notanadimjustsharingbecauseilikeit#sharingiscaring#targetfinds#tuesdaytip
Somebody knows how to order @edge_brew! Even though it's #tacotuesday , this customer went for our most popular sammy: The Brisket Philly - grilled onions, jalapeños, Swiss, seasoned cream cheese, on @acme_bakeshop baguette, and some au jus for dippin' - with a side of our killer poutine. #nomnomnom#lunchtime#boise#thisisboise @food_brewer76
NEWS ALERT. YES!!!! The Women’s and Children’s Alliance (WCA), Ada County Commissioners and Mayors of Boise, Eagle, Garden City, Meridian, Kuna and Star will officially declare October “Domestic Violence Awareness Month” (DVAM) Wednesday, September 27, 2017. The joint press conference will be held at 10 a.m. at the Ada County Paramedics headquarters in Boise, to stand together in solidarity with those impacted by domestic abuse. #DVAMTurns30#ThisIsBoise#ThisIsMeridian#WCAboise#ChangingLives More Info Here: http://ow.ly/Ck4S30froHq
I'm so excited for my new and improved hostess rewards!
We can do online or in person. Either way it's so fun and I do the heavy lifting 💪🏼🙌🏼 Also since October will be my one year senegence anniversary every hostess will be entered to win a DETOXIFYING AND MOISTURIZING MASK!
DM me or comment below if your interested and we can get your party scheduled!
We're running a special for today only, if you book online today for future lash appointments with me or @glamfultea, THEY ARE ONLY $55 FOR A FULL SET! Go to riverrunspa.com to book your appointment✨ Sale ends after today!