you know I wasn't going to write this. But you have always been an exception. Oh well.
you see, I do not have any complaints against you. If I did, you know I wouldn't lie You know, you know and then, you just don't.
my friends say you wrecked me. Well they're wrong. I was bound to wreck- you were just there. The last person to see what I used to be slipping through the edges of my eyes.
my eyes...my eyes scared you away, no? I know it did. I know you saw something you probably did not see before. I know because you told me.
I do not have any questions, requests or grudges towards you. I think, I do not even have love for you. I know I don't.
Cause if I did, I probably would be sitting in that park bench of ours staring into the nightsky, waiting for your head to slowly rest on my shoulder.
but Eva doesn't wait.
You have been great throughout. Awfully great. Managing an intolerable brother like me, taking my constant naggings and complaints, letting me cry on your shoulders, you have been a superb sister. You have been a real support. While my heart was falling apart like a pack of cards, you stood there sustaining my prop. What would I have done without you? And I know, as a brother, I have been an absolute bore and exclusively troublesome. But here you are, still caring for me, helping me through thick and thin. Who knows me and my life better than you? Probably even I don’t. So, here I am, thanking God for giving me such a wonderful gift on this beautiful day (the day before to be specific). Happy Birthday my lovely Reetika. I have said very little but do I need to do much, to convey my love and respect?
Thanking you for everything,
The little brother.
P.S. ~ Sorry for not posting this yesterday. But you do know why I couldn’t, don’t you?
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