but I’ve grown attached and I’m sorry that I will never tell you how much I want to kiss away the demons that rest on your shoulders, or how I want to wear shining armor, chase away the wolves that bay at your door or the shitty partners that made you carry them when all you wanted to do was lay down
please let my slow hands rub away the ache of the day, let my lips brush down your chest to rest in the concave hollows of your hips and god baby, god, those brown eyes got me in so deep that every pitfall prior was a fucking puddle, that all the kisses previously never made me smile as much as when you brush your fingers over my cheek
so just let me grow attached, dig my roots into you until you’re overgrown and covered in everything I’ve tried to hide from you eventually you’ll probably leave - after all everyone does - but I’ll let you hurt me if it only means I get to see you laugh, sharp teeth and harsh words, trust me baby, it’s a fine way to destroy myself
I want you baby. K. Kazik.
“you cheated on me. i forgave you. i’ve never regretted anything more. because of you, i don’t feel safe in anyone’s arms, i think ‘wow, you could very well be holding someone else like this when i’m gone’”
i hate what you’ve done to me.
“Forget about him. You are losing sleep over a boy who is sleeping well, with a whole other girl on his mind. You are sitting there staring at your phone waiting for a text or call from this boy who is probably already on the phone with that other girl. You are posting or reblogging sad posts on how hurt you are and you miss him.. hoping he sees it but he’s busy worrying about the other girl and her posts. You are crying over that dude but he’s making another girl smile right now. If you aren’t the girl hes giving his all to, then he shouldn’t be the boy you are still dedicated to. Truly that’s just how it is.”
MOOD FOR THE REST OF THE DAY AND FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE BC YA GIRL GOT ACCEPTED INTO SAINT XAVIER UNIVERSITY 😭👏 AFTER WAITING WEEKS WHICH FELT LIKE YEARS TO HEAR SOMETHING BACK FROM THEM, FINALLY!
I'm gonna be honest, so far I've applied to about 7 schools and while applying to all of them I did not feel confident in myself at all; I didn't think I'd get accepted into any of them and rejection is my BIGGEST fear. So hearing something back from a school I love sooooo much means a lot and has definitely boosted my confidence with these colleges now!
Let this be a lesson or example guys to not be so quick to expect the worst, and at least try something you're scared to do bc you never know, things might work out in the end!! 🤗
I remember back in my freshman year, my mom would constantly bug me to join my school's anime club.
The anime club is actually trash. Barely anyone was in there and I did not want to walk around school dressed as anime characters. Glad she understood why I hated the club and didn't join.
hey guys guess who’s back!!!! I’m so sorry I’ve been so inactive lately, it’s just that I’ve had so much going on in my life lately, but I promise I’ll be more active from now on
edit: so to celebrate my return, I’ve decided to do a little livestream tonight at 10:30 pm central! (About 3 and a half hours from now)
(REPOST Bc my stupid self deleted it on accident)finally it’s Friday uggh it’s been a long and stressful week😅anyway I stole this pic from @celinebaabee so a big thanks to her for keeping my pink feed alive😭💗