If you don’t know, I’m a very insecure person. I don’t think I’m beautiful or gorgeous, or hot. Maybe a tad bit pretty? But I am very self conscious, and a lot of you are probably thinking “then why do you post all those modeling pictures and selfies” and bla bla bla. That simply because I get really bored and have nothing better to do. I’m not into myself, I don’t think I’m attractive. And I’m not saying that I think the people who tell me I’m not ugly are liars. No I don’t think that at all. Because when I look in Ye the mirror, I see something different from what my friends see. I see my past, and my scars and what everyone used to say to me. “You’re annoying” “you’re gross” “you’re too short” “you’re stupid” “you should be more like her” and so much more. I see those things when I look in the mirror, and whether or not they are true. It’s what I see. It’s what I believe. So if you think otherwise, and believe I am beautiful. I am thankful to have you in my life, because it really does help me and gives me hope that maybe someday I’ll see something different then what I see now. But I don’t see that yet. And I pray that someday I will.