⚡️There is no real perception of someone. Your perception of someone is only but a pigment in your imagination— in your reality. You believe what you want to believe, and only see what you want to see but there is no them... only you. ⚡️
I was confident before I met you. I was confident in myself and not looking for anyone. I was fine before I met you. But you came storming into my life. Forcing me to reopen old wounds, and making me feel as though I needed you. Telling me that you were here to show me what it’s like to be loved. But the reality of it was, you wanted someone to bring down with you. I honestly thought I was strong before I met you. I thought I was stable and certain. When you finally felt built up from my pieces, you turned it all against me. You used the dark parts of me, the ones that I didn’t want to share, and threw them in my face. And now you’re here, completely fine. And here I am, completely torn and shattered, feeling empty while missing you... but I hate you at the same time.