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WAR INSIDE MY HEAD #warinsidemyhead @giantrobottattoos #fun #hardcore #tattoo #tattoos #tallinn #suicidaltendencies #killemall
"I can't believe,
That when I breathe,
That there's something good inside of me,
Just one good thing inside of me..."
#hollywoodundead #believe #skull #mask #moro #militaria #warinsidemyhead #daughter #sister #friend #polishgirl
Those nights with just your mind.. #Music #LateNights #Thoughts #Mind #Depression #anxiety #Demonds #Hell #WarInsideMyHead
Archery..Concentration and controle of breathing makes bad thoughts go away. #veteran #combatveteran #warinsidemyhead #archery #compoundbow #forest #arrow #life #livelifetothefullest
Dr...Uu Blijn..... #haige #aibolit #dr #warinsidemyhead #palavik #fever #giantrobottattoos @giantrobottattoos
Atomic Hellpowder 2017. Something between licking the sun and a 100 mt nuclear warhead. Evil ☢☠☢☠☢☠ #chili #chilimania #chilimaniac #scovillejunkie #superhots #extremeburning #warinsidemyhead #borg9 #carolinareaper #tssuperhotbeast #badbrains #habanero #bjassamstrain2 #bhutjolokia #garden #chiligrower #2017 #hellpowder
Sometimes it's good to be alone... you can reflect, find peace, not be bothered... But sometimes you find yourself feeling worthless... alone ... forgotten... «💧»
#depression #depressed #pain #painful #painfulquotes #lonelyquotes #loneliness #depressedteen  #depressionquotes #depressedquotes #sad #sadness #sadquotes  #deepthoughts #deepquotes #nofriends #loveless #letmedie #imdyinginside #iwantsomeonewhocares #warinsidemyhead #worthless #worthlesssteen #unwanted #emptiness
Sometimes it's good to be alone... you can reflect, find peace, not be bothered... But sometimes you find yourself feeling worthless... alone ... forgotten... «💧» #depression  #depressed  #pain  #painful  #painfulquotes  #lonelyquotes  #loneliness  #depressedteen  #depressionquotes  #depressedquotes  #sad  #sadness  #sadquotes  #deepthoughts  #deepquotes  #nofriends  #loveless  #letmedie  #imdyinginside  #iwantsomeonewhocares  #warinsidemyhead  #worthless  #worthlesssteen  #unwanted  #emptiness 
'When I look back on my life, I see pain, mistakes and heart ache. When I look in the mirror, I see strength, learned lessons, and pride in myself!'
#lifelessons#dark#stronger#nevergiveup #allonmyown#stabbed#helpme#dontjudgeme#fallingandrising#warinsidemyhead#goingon#pride#proud#warrior#fighting#❤
Reasonably happy with today even though I didn’t finish accessories which makes my eye twitch. 335 paused single front squat and I wish my knees would drive out more through the middle but it was still decent. And with deadlifts we get to the #warinsidemyhead .  To conventional or not to conventional. I realize these reps aren’t very pretty but that last one moved really well. These *felt* very good today. So good that I moved up from my original plan of 352 to 374. I dunno man. I dunno. 
#welcometofishland #lightningfitness860 #coolmom #bless
Reasonably happy with today even though I didn’t finish accessories which makes my eye twitch. 335 paused single front squat and I wish my knees would drive out more through the middle but it was still decent. And with deadlifts we get to the #warinsidemyhead  . To conventional or not to conventional. I realize these reps aren’t very pretty but that last one moved really well. These *felt* very good today. So good that I moved up from my original plan of 352 to 374. I dunno man. I dunno. #welcometofishland  #lightningfitness860  #coolmom  #bless 
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10/3tue
展示会まで2週間。
今回は…そう今回こそは… 時間に、
スケジュールに余裕を持った筈。
なのに今回も全てがギリギリ。
毎回ギリギリなんで慌てる事はありませんが、なんで毎回決まってたかの様にギリギリ。
良い物仕上がってます‼︎
どうぞお楽しみに!
#roughandrugged #tokyo #street 
#concretemilitary #military 
#work #2018ss #exhibition 
#warinsidemyhead
... 10/3tue 展示会まで2週間。 今回は…そう今回こそは… 時間に、 スケジュールに余裕を持った筈。 なのに今回も全てがギリギリ。 毎回ギリギリなんで慌てる事はありませんが、なんで毎回決まってたかの様にギリギリ。 良い物仕上がってます‼︎ どうぞお楽しみに! #roughandrugged  #tokyo  #street  #concretemilitary  #military  #work  #2018ss  #exhibition  #warinsidemyhead 
I remember I was once laughing and having a good time with friends then the moment we said goodbye and walking separate ways, I started breaking down and crying before I even stepped into the house... «💧»
#depression #depressed #crying #pain #painful #sadness #depressionquotes #depressedquotes #worthless #sadquotes #suppressed  #hurting #fallinginsociety #warinsidemyhead #breakingdown #brokenness
Mark surprised me with my favourite flowers when he picked me up from work tonight because my depression & anxiety was really bad today 😣 🌻 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
#flowersofinstagram #sunflowers #myfavouriteflower #sunflowergirl #badmentalhealthday #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth #warinsidemyhead
Today wasn't as terrible as the rest... I think the clouds are starting to clear for me, hopefully for good this time 💖 For you guys too.
#depression #depressed #pain #painful #crying #sadquotes #depressionquotes #depressedquotes #sadness #everyday #nightmare #warinsidemyhead #suffering #worthless #itgetsbetter #hopes #fallinginsociety
Some say trying to take on the jews is signs of #youcantbringmedown #naked #heaven #howwillilaughtomorrow #warinsidemyhead #careersuicide
Y cuando la lluvia termine,
Limpiará mi alma del dolor.
Mis recuerdos serán mi tesoro,
Y seguramente... aprenderé algunas cosas.
Y la la lluvia no alcanza
Usaré mis lágrimas para terminar el trabajo.
Lavaré mi dolor desde mi interior.
Regaré mi felicidad y mis esperanzas. 
#write #writting #kindofpoetry  #rainyday #lowinspiration #warinsidemyhead #rain #night #landscape #memories #silence #rainsong #cleanmyself
I'm gonna be completely honest. The past few weeks I've been exhausted, I'd love to just go to sleep and wake up when I feel better but deep down I know that won't help because it doesn't matter how much sleep I get (I've recently just told someone I'm going into hibernation mode) and it's true, I'm sleeping my days away but I still wake up exhausted, but I guess that's what happens when you're battling a war inside your head. And please don't confuse these days as a sign of weakness, these are the days I'm fighting the hardest! It can be so hard to explain, because I'm good for awhile, I'll laugh more, smile more, sleep and eat normally. But then something happens, a switch goes off, or in my case a "trigger" as my psychiatrist likes to call it, and all I'm left with is racing and scrambled thoughts and the darkness of my mind. And it's there, the sadness that hurts you even more because you know you were happy just awhile ago. Depression sucks! Bipolar sucks! Triggers fucking SUCK! 🖕🏻#bipolar #depression #triggers #suck #warinsidemyhead #exhausted #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #ymm
I'm gonna be completely honest. The past few weeks I've been exhausted, I'd love to just go to sleep and wake up when I feel better but deep down I know that won't help because it doesn't matter how much sleep I get (I've recently just told someone I'm going into hibernation mode) and it's true, I'm sleeping my days away but I still wake up exhausted, but I guess that's what happens when you're battling a war inside your head. And please don't confuse these days as a sign of weakness, these are the days I'm fighting the hardest! It can be so hard to explain, because I'm good for awhile, I'll laugh more, smile more, sleep and eat normally. But then something happens, a switch goes off, or in my case a "trigger" as my psychiatrist likes to call it, and all I'm left with is racing and scrambled thoughts and the darkness of my mind. And it's there, the sadness that hurts you even more because you know you were happy just awhile ago. Depression sucks! Bipolar sucks! Triggers fucking SUCK! 🖕🏻#bipolar  #depression  #triggers  #suck  #warinsidemyhead  #exhausted  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #ymm 
The kind of peace that will never leave my mind 
#messymind #tiredsoul #unhappythoughts #warinsidemyhead
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Again, “Happy Birthday!“ to @itsmaxiking and thanks a lot for inviting us to your superb birthday bash! It was an almost perfect party, there was just one tiny flaw ... 😉

#alliwantedwasapepsi #justonepepsi #happybirthday #suicidaltendencies #st #cycomiko #lostmybrain #mikemuir #venice #institutionalized #warinsidemyhead #youcantbringmedown #howwillilaughtomorrow #possessedtoskate #punk #hardcore #skaterock #crossstitch #crossstitching #xstitch #xstitching
Again, “Happy Birthday!“ to @itsmaxiking and thanks a lot for inviting us to your superb birthday bash! It was an almost perfect party, there was just one tiny flaw ... 😉 #alliwantedwasapepsi  #justonepepsi  #happybirthday  #suicidaltendencies  #st  #cycomiko  #lostmybrain  #mikemuir  #venice  #institutionalized  #warinsidemyhead  #youcantbringmedown  #howwillilaughtomorrow  #possessedtoskate  #punk  #hardcore  #skaterock  #crossstitch  #crossstitching  #xstitch  #xstitching 
Take knife and fork.
Cut away a little piece of yourself, child.
Scrape out that chasm in your chest.
You know you're still growing.
You always will.
The nightmares will have to subside.
That is the nature of these things.
I will have nights,
Screaming at the gods above.
Begging for a release from this.
Praying, in some sense, for an end that I once and again thought I deserved.
I will keep screaming until I no longer feel the need to will myself into dust for you. Because I know the fragments of myself would sparkle in the sun, with a beauty that I hope you see someday.
Instead of letting the pieces blow away,
I will keep warring with myself until I am polished and fine.
Not worthy of your love.
But maybe worthy of mine.
#poetry #poem #art #innerconflict #warinsidemyhead
Take knife and fork. Cut away a little piece of yourself, child. Scrape out that chasm in your chest. You know you're still growing. You always will. The nightmares will have to subside. That is the nature of these things. I will have nights, Screaming at the gods above. Begging for a release from this. Praying, in some sense, for an end that I once and again thought I deserved. I will keep screaming until I no longer feel the need to will myself into dust for you. Because I know the fragments of myself would sparkle in the sun, with a beauty that I hope you see someday. Instead of letting the pieces blow away, I will keep warring with myself until I am polished and fine. Not worthy of your love. But maybe worthy of mine. #poetry  #poem  #art  #innerconflict  #warinsidemyhead 
The day i runned 2700 meters up the stratovulcano. The pain and struggle is equivalent to life. But when you push through, keep going and don't  give up, the reward is great and life feels awesome again. The struggle will shape you like an ocean. Just never give up....never!!!!! #veteran #trailrunning #runningman #trailrun #dirtrunner #running #runhappy #runforfun #marathontraining #instarunner #instarun #emptyyourmind #mountainrunning #struggle #lifeofadventure #fitandhealthy #fit #keepgoing #warinsidemyhead #nevergiveup
The day i runned 2700 meters up the stratovulcano. The pain and struggle is equivalent to life. But when you push through, keep going and don't give up, the reward is great and life feels awesome again. The struggle will shape you like an ocean. Just never give up....never!!!!! #veteran  #trailrunning  #runningman  #trailrun  #dirtrunner  #running  #runhappy  #runforfun  #marathontraining  #instarunner  #instarun  #emptyyourmind  #mountainrunning  #struggle  #lifeofadventure  #fitandhealthy  #fit  #keepgoing  #warinsidemyhead  #nevergiveup