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Do you ever feel that there is a part of your brain getting heavier? Increasing its mass? With thoughts?
Thoughts that you surely don't like. Thoughts that are pulling you back. Thoughts that scare you?
Some small thing happened a couple years back, it was scary. Now you fear it happening again.
Heartbreaks are miserable. Heartbreaks are inevitable. Heartbreaks are necessary. Necessary to bring out the kindness even in the coldest person. .
You think over it. You over think over it. You get obsessed to the thought. It leads you nowhere. But thinking about it is wierdly satisfying. Even if it makes you feel miserable. .
They tell us to talk about it. But how can you talk to about it when nobody understands?!? Nobody knows how it feels. And that's a good thing. Nobody should know how it feels. It is terrible enough for them to not know. .
But that doesn't mean you don't want someone to know about it. You don't want to put it into words, but you want someone to know that something is hella wrong. A hug saying, 'i don't know what it is, but I want you to know it'll be okay.'
Here is to all who have ever felt this way.
Here is to all who feel this way.
Here is to all who will, sometime in future, feel this way.
Here is a hug, from me, to you, through our phone screens.
I just want you to know that I have no idea what is not on the track. But I know that things will eventually get back to the track. The best days of your life are all ahead of you.
All you gotta do is keep the courage to make it to those days. Because once that you get there, it is totally worth it. .
Cheers and love and hugs.
April Showers 🌧🌷
Inspired by the weekly creative prompt from @artstew52 and all the wondrous tulips I see during afternoon walks in the light rain. Their watercolor petals made me take my paints out of hiding. It's been too long. Now here, a tulip for you!