Part 3 of 3: I know I am always looking for truth, meaning and peace of mind... I find direction through my buddhist faith, my practice and my intuition. But what about the moments when there is doubt in our hearts? I am so dissapointed in myself when I doubt intention, my own and others...the way some choose to communicate... I don't want tags and a pitch, to help sell something, or have things sold to me. And I am so overwhelmed by all the skin and the sexual innuendo that is everywhere. Why is it necessary to show everything on order to teach selflove or be bodypositive. Yoga shouldn't sell sex. Show me your soul. But you can't photograph the soul, you can't post your soul... But you can share something real. I believe that. Believe that.
Part 2 of 3: I have been feeling both lost, yet still connected lately. It feels meaningless and trivial to post anything, write anything, share anything, when the world is shattered by tragedy, hateful acts, natural disasters, famine, war and death. I am grateful I know where to turn when needing to. Friends, sisters who understand, who are not afraid to dive deep in conversation. It helps in every way, to be understood. My people. My mat. My practice. My silence.
Alright life, hit me with your best shot, I'm ready this time. I deserve happiness and so do you. We all try and sometimes things work and sometimes they don't, it doesn't mean we didn't try hard enough. Life is difficult enough without making it harder for eachother. Live and let live. Let people be happy and if you can, you could try and make them happy. It doesn't always take as much as you might think and in the process you might even end up happy yourself. Can we please just love eachother and be happy together?