My Panties are a hot topic these days among Friends, Family and Strangers alike.
Particularly, what’s inside of my panties.
I’m talking about my Uterus people. I’m almost 40, I’ve been married for over 5 years...and I’m getting shit because I’ve decided not to use my Uterus yet.
First of all...why the hell does anyone care about the status of my Ovaries, Fallopian tubes and Womb? I don’t particularly care about anyone else’s. What you do with your reproductive organs is your business. There’s a lot of people in the World having Babies, and Buddha bless them for that. Not my place to judge...and I do my best not to.
It started in my mid-30s... “When are you gonna have kids?”
“Do you have kids?”
“Can you have kids?”
“You’re not getting any younger...”
“Do you need help? I could put you on meds.”
“You have to have a kid to understand.” Fuck you.
It’s my Body...my Life. Kids aren’t going to make my Life complete. Nothing will.
Many days I feel content...and then comes the Ache. The feeling that there could never be enough...that I’m missing out, that I’m not good enough...the feeling of the hole in my heart that will never be filled, and is the deepest part of the human experience. There is no thing that could ever fill that space for me, and I’m okay with that.
I’ll keep you posted on the final outcome on my Uterus... Yeah fucking right.
When are you going to wake up to how truly powerful you are?
When are you going to unwind and rewrite the subconscious mind that developed early on and blast through self limiting beliefs and behaviors?
Do you know that this world is a buffet of limitless options and pathways, up for the taking?
Remember your divinity is your birthright.
Season 10 eps 21, My nephew caught the clout goggles popularized by the Migos. People think that shows such as family guy and the Simpsons keep predicting the future or now present. Just a wild thought what if this is subliminal messaging at its finest. What if we were conditioned not only to buy such items but also for Trumps presidency??? #conspiracytheory#fdt#familyguy#subliminalmessages#woke