i know its being difficult for me to fill the void you left in me.Its being difficult for me to exist with the daunting "i have to live without you".The times when you used to hold my hand while moving in lifts and i shied away looking at the gossiping aunties around,more than the sheepish nature i just liked the way when you used to hold it more tightly.I liked that fear on your face,fear of losing me,the way you couldn't bear a second without me being near to you.
Truth told,i never expected the lift of our life to face a downfall.
i always liked it from 1,2,3....to the heaven,a poised serene calm destination with love written on the door.But now i am here ,on the ground floor,alone still waiting for you to hold my hand so that i could move up the lift.More often than anyone think i ponder over the question,when did u learn to let go off my hand.I still spend my autumn with the imprints, the warmth of your hands left on my soul.I often trip upon our happy faces with your hands on my shoulder and hearts entangled playing around.
I care less about if i do still love you but i will always love the fact that once we were together and that's makes sense to me more than the gospel :this autumn feels empty without you...\
via-our faded love in the autumns.
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