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“There’s a demon living in my head, but she answers to my name, she tells me stories late at night that are messing with my brain, when I stand before a mirror, she laughs at what I wear, the freckles sprinkled on my face, and the way I tie my hair, do people sitting on the train, fight these demons too? The kind that make you doubt yourself, and tell you what to do, maybe that’s why they never talk, because they’re screaming in their head, why would you hate someone else, when you can hate yourself instead?”
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 #depressed #cut #selfhating #selfharrm #deadinside #suicidial #0daysclean #worthless #broken #troubledsoul #lies #afraid #letmedie #killme #forevertired #nobodycaresaboutme #numb #stupidworld #lostmymind #anxiety #eatingdisorder
“There’s a demon living in my head, but she answers to my name, she tells me stories late at night that are messing with my brain, when I stand before a mirror, she laughs at what I wear, the freckles sprinkled on my face, and the way I tie my hair, do people sitting on the train, fight these demons too? The kind that make you doubt yourself, and tell you what to do, maybe that’s why they never talk, because they’re screaming in their head, why would you hate someone else, when you can hate yourself instead?” - - #depressed  #cut  #selfhating  #selfharrm  #deadinside  #suicidial  #0daysclean  #worthless  #broken  #troubledsoul  #lies  #afraid  #letmedie  #killme  #forevertired  #nobodycaresaboutme  #numb  #stupidworld  #lostmymind  #anxiety  #eatingdisorder 
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Schon wieder hänge ich hier an den Schellen, die um das Bett gebunden sind. Sie sind schon lange in meine Handgelenke eingebrannt. Es sind Körperliche schmerzen, aber nichts kommt daran, wie Schmerzhaft die Seele ist. Erst wenn du weißt wie Schmerzhaft es sein kann wenn die Seele schreit , merkst du , dass Körperliche Schäden oder Schmerzen dir nichts mehr ausmachen können. Denn das sind keine Wirklichen Schmerzen. Die sind erträglich und gehen vorbei. Wie oft habe ich in den Sternenhimmel geschaut , mitten in der Nacht wo die Straße und die Stadt toten still war. Ich saß am Fenster und sah in die Dunkelheit mit ein paar Sternen am Himmelsende aber alleine war ich trotzdem. So oft fragte ich mich , wird es aufhören ?? Wird es das jemals ? Und im selben Moment war ich wieder an dieses Bett gefesselt. In diesem dunkelen Raum ohne Wärme. Nur Wut und Kälte. Die hinüber zu meinem Körper übergingen. Er kommt auf mich zu , wie jedesmal. Es dürfte schon „normal“ für mich sein, denn er macht es jedesmal. Aber das ist es selbst nach Monaten nicht. Plötzlich beugt er sich über mich , ich schließe die Augen feste zu. Den sein Gesicht kann ich nicht mehr ertragen. Wenn sein Spiel dann los geht , sterben auch die letzten Sterne am Himmel aus und verlieren ihre Kraft zu leuchten. Es war als würden sie mit mir kommen und auch genauso wieder gehen. Irgendwann wehrt man sich nicht mehr gegen das, was man Verdient hatte. Warum soll man auch ? Um noch alles schlimmer zu machen , da die Strafe danach sofort folgen wird ?Und man auch tief im Inneren Spürt , dass es sowieso nichts bringen wird , da er Stärker ist , da er Recht hat , da ich es Verdient habe , da er so mächtig ist. Aber ich möchte es nicht mehr ertragen, auch wenn ich weiß und das werde ich für immer, dass es richtig war für mich.⬇️
_Mondmädchen_🌙
#Depression#hate#hatemyself#ritzen#unhappy#suicid#selfharm#killme#kill#alone#borderline#down#ill#selbsthass#triggerwarning#empty#ugly#abgrund#hatelife#keinelustmehr#sadquotes#worthless#cutting#instagram#worthless#anorexia
#helpme#duschaffstdas
#staystrong 
#keineliebe 
#gibniemalsauf
Trigger❌ Schon wieder hänge ich hier an den Schellen, die um das Bett gebunden sind. Sie sind schon lange in meine Handgelenke eingebrannt. Es sind Körperliche schmerzen, aber nichts kommt daran, wie Schmerzhaft die Seele ist. Erst wenn du weißt wie Schmerzhaft es sein kann wenn die Seele schreit , merkst du , dass Körperliche Schäden oder Schmerzen dir nichts mehr ausmachen können. Denn das sind keine Wirklichen Schmerzen. Die sind erträglich und gehen vorbei. Wie oft habe ich in den Sternenhimmel geschaut , mitten in der Nacht wo die Straße und die Stadt toten still war. Ich saß am Fenster und sah in die Dunkelheit mit ein paar Sternen am Himmelsende aber alleine war ich trotzdem. So oft fragte ich mich , wird es aufhören ?? Wird es das jemals ? Und im selben Moment war ich wieder an dieses Bett gefesselt. In diesem dunkelen Raum ohne Wärme. Nur Wut und Kälte. Die hinüber zu meinem Körper übergingen. Er kommt auf mich zu , wie jedesmal. Es dürfte schon „normal“ für mich sein, denn er macht es jedesmal. Aber das ist es selbst nach Monaten nicht. Plötzlich beugt er sich über mich , ich schließe die Augen feste zu. Den sein Gesicht kann ich nicht mehr ertragen. Wenn sein Spiel dann los geht , sterben auch die letzten Sterne am Himmel aus und verlieren ihre Kraft zu leuchten. Es war als würden sie mit mir kommen und auch genauso wieder gehen. Irgendwann wehrt man sich nicht mehr gegen das, was man Verdient hatte. Warum soll man auch ? Um noch alles schlimmer zu machen , da die Strafe danach sofort folgen wird ?Und man auch tief im Inneren Spürt , dass es sowieso nichts bringen wird , da er Stärker ist , da er Recht hat , da ich es Verdient habe , da er so mächtig ist. Aber ich möchte es nicht mehr ertragen, auch wenn ich weiß und das werde ich für immer, dass es richtig war für mich.⬇️ _Mondmädchen_🌙 #Depression #hate #hatemyself #ritzen #unhappy #suicid #selfharm #killme #kill #alone #borderline #down #ill #selbsthass #triggerwarning #empty #ugly #abgrund #hatelife #keinelustmehr #sadquotes #worthless #cutting #instagram #worthless #anorexia  #helpme #duschaffstdas  #staystrong  #keineliebe  #gibniemalsauf 
I havent cut in a long time. I miss it. I just need the blades. That’ll be easy soon. #bulimia #selfharmmm #ritzen #suizid #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #depression #depressed #cut #psychosis #schizophrenia #ocd #worthless #selfhate #selfharmm #ugly #depressedvideos #suicidal #ana #mia #depressedquotes #secret_society123
U were nice 🤗now ur worth no price🖕🏼#worthless#boycow#❄️❄️
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you’re worthless, nobody cares about you and what you do. all your effort is for nothing. no matter how hard you try, you’re not important to anyone and never will be. give up already, you never mattered. - very important note to self.
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#vent #worthless #blood #gore #purple #sai #human #demon #demons #artist #digitalart #digitalartist #artistoninstagram #instaartist #nosebleed #digital #art #bleeding #tears #boy #sad #male #death #dark #original #wacom #mobile #studio #pro #thoughts.
you’re worthless, nobody cares about you and what you do. all your effort is for nothing. no matter how hard you try, you’re not important to anyone and never will be. give up already, you never mattered. - very important note to self. .- - -. art © @r0xi0. rox shikyo © @r0xi0. .- - -. #vent  #worthless  #blood  #gore  #purple  #sai  #human  #demon  #demons  #artist  #digitalart  #digitalartist  #artistoninstagram  #instaartist  #nosebleed  #digital  #art  #bleeding  #tears  #boy  #sad  #male  #death  #dark  #original  #wacom  #mobile  #studio  #pro  #thoughts .
I'm back to too many tylenols and handfuls of advils. I'm so fucked up, nobody wants this. Nobody can handle me. -
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The Last Something That Meant Anything/Mayday Parade -
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#anxiety  #blackandwhite #colourless #colorless #dark #deep #darkquotes #depressed #depressingquotes #edit #feelings #fuck #hell #hopeless #okay #pain #quotes #sad #sadquotes #suicidal #tumblr #worthless #words #lyrics #maydayparade
How's everyone's day going? 💕💕
How's everyone's day going? 💕💕
I'm trapped and I'm sick. I'm sick of university. I'm sick of all nighters. I'm sick of phoning in sick at work because I have too much uni work to do on no sleep. Is University worth it? My family is moving to New Zealand so I'll be here alone. Do I stay it out for one last year or do I quit? How am I supposed to do any of this without support? And my mental health is getting worse. I just feel sick. 😔
#uni #choices #university #family #depressed #graduation #college #student #study #students #collegelife #universitylife #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #worthless #sick
I'm trapped and I'm sick. I'm sick of university. I'm sick of all nighters. I'm sick of phoning in sick at work because I have too much uni work to do on no sleep. Is University worth it? My family is moving to New Zealand so I'll be here alone. Do I stay it out for one last year or do I quit? How am I supposed to do any of this without support? And my mental health is getting worse. I just feel sick. 😔 #uni  #choices  #university  #family  #depressed  #graduation  #college  #student  #study  #students  #collegelife  #universitylife  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #worthless  #sick 
Didn’t really finish it but i like it this way too bmth is bae 😍🤘🏻 #depressed #anxiety #suicide #sad #suicidal #cutting #grunge #alone #ana #anorexia #love #selfharmmm #sadness #broken #emo #fat #selfharm #tumblr #quotes #worthless #cut #bulimia #mia #ugly #selfhate #lonely #pain #bands #scars #bmth
Can I lay by your side? Next to you, you and make sure you're alright I'll take care of you. I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight I'm reaching out to you. Can you hear my call? This hurt that I've been through, I'm missing you, missing you like crazy
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#edgyasf #quotes #suicidal #notgoodenough #fallingapart #lonely #pathetic #worthless #useless #disgusting #imfine #freak #aestheticpage #aesthetic #loser #attentionfreak #depressionquotes #depressionpoems #edgy #unwanted #sarcasticquotes #broken #red #grey #darkgrey #sadness #aestheticaf #tumblr #aestheticgreen
Can I lay by your side? Next to you, you and make sure you're alright I'll take care of you. I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight I'm reaching out to you. Can you hear my call? This hurt that I've been through, I'm missing you, missing you like crazy × × × × #edgyasf  #quotes  #suicidal  #notgoodenough  #fallingapart  #lonely  #pathetic  #worthless  #useless  #disgusting  #imfine  #freak  #aestheticpage  #aesthetic  #loser  #attentionfreak  #depressionquotes  #depressionpoems  #edgy  #unwanted  #sarcasticquotes  #broken  #red  #grey  #darkgrey  #sadness  #aestheticaf  #tumblr  #aestheticgreen 
The Fox and the Hound #duo #pups #photography #worthless
{Was there a smile on your face when I called you crying, begging for you to stay in my life. Or was that guilt and pain smeared across your handsome mouth? Were you satisfied knowing you broke the unbreakable girl broke? Did it stroke your ego knowing you had that much power over someone? Or did it sicken you to the core? I guess theres no way of knowing because it turns out I never actually knew you at all} #sad #alone #brokenheart #broke #broken #crying #cutting #depressed #depression #unwanted #pointless #worthless #fear #him
{Was there a smile on your face when I called you crying, begging for you to stay in my life. Or was that guilt and pain smeared across your handsome mouth? Were you satisfied knowing you broke the unbreakable girl broke? Did it stroke your ego knowing you had that much power over someone? Or did it sicken you to the core? I guess theres no way of knowing because it turns out I never actually knew you at all} #sad  #alone  #brokenheart  #broke  #broken  #crying  #cutting  #depressed  #depression  #unwanted  #pointless  #worthless  #fear  #him 
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#suicidal #worthless #ugly #killmyself #iwanttodie #hatemyself #emo #depressed #die #fat #trash #depressionquotes #quotes #sad #alone #ihateliving #whywasiborn #lonley #hated #depressed #emoquotes #sadquotes
(James 4:8) 
I remember there was a time during my Christian journey when I was so weak - weak in faith, weak in my emotions and most of all, weak to temptation.
Being a weak sinner is one thing but being a weak saint is another! 
I knew the Bible verses, I knew the praise and worship songs, but what I didn't know was how to walk in power that the scripture said I had so I could really praise without feeling condemned.
What I had to learn was I had no power in my life because I had no prayer life. I was looking for methods to overcome and be stronger on my own, but God was telling me if you would come closer to Me, I'll come closer to you.
He wanted me to know that the power I needed was only found in His presence and if I wanted it, I was gonna have to make it a habit of getting in His presence. 
Are you struggling with weaknesses in your life and can't get the victory? Are you trying to please God by fighting your own personal battles without God's help and keep falling on your face?
Then you need to know that there are some things in God you won't find just by reading the word or by singing praise, they are only found in prayer. 
God said in 2 Chronicles 7:14 If My people would 1st humble themselves, 2nd pray, 3rd seek My face, 4th turn from their wicked ways.
"Prayer" is listed before "turn from their wicked ways".
You need the power you receive in prayer to be able to turn from your wicked ways.
So never forget, if you move closer to God, He said He will move closer to you!

God loves you!
Give your life to Christ
Say Lord I confess my sins, and I make You my Lord and Savior.
From @joseph4inspiration

#Depressed #Loser #Sad #Blood
#Depression #Suicidal #Lonely #Ugly #Unhappy #kik #S4S #Like4Like #Unloved #Anxiety #Failure #Killme #Suicide #Worthless #Death #Hopeless #Unnoticed #Bleeding #Bipolar
#Cut #selfharmmm #Anorexia #Eatingdisorder #triggerwarning
(James 4:8) I remember there was a time during my Christian journey when I was so weak - weak in faith, weak in my emotions and most of all, weak to temptation. Being a weak sinner is one thing but being a weak saint is another! I knew the Bible verses, I knew the praise and worship songs, but what I didn't know was how to walk in power that the scripture said I had so I could really praise without feeling condemned. What I had to learn was I had no power in my life because I had no prayer life. I was looking for methods to overcome and be stronger on my own, but God was telling me if you would come closer to Me, I'll come closer to you. He wanted me to know that the power I needed was only found in His presence and if I wanted it, I was gonna have to make it a habit of getting in His presence. Are you struggling with weaknesses in your life and can't get the victory? Are you trying to please God by fighting your own personal battles without God's help and keep falling on your face? Then you need to know that there are some things in God you won't find just by reading the word or by singing praise, they are only found in prayer. God said in 2 Chronicles 7:14 If My people would 1st humble themselves, 2nd pray, 3rd seek My face, 4th turn from their wicked ways. "Prayer" is listed before "turn from their wicked ways". You need the power you receive in prayer to be able to turn from your wicked ways. So never forget, if you move closer to God, He said He will move closer to you! God loves you! Give your life to Christ Say Lord I confess my sins, and I make You my Lord and Savior. From @joseph4inspiration #Depressed  #Loser  #Sad  #Blood  #Depression  #Suicidal  #Lonely  #Ugly  #Unhappy  #kik  #S4S  #Like4Like  #Unloved  #Anxiety  #Failure  #Killme  #Suicide  #Worthless  #Death  #Hopeless  #Unnoticed  #Bleeding  #Bipolar  #Cut  #selfharmmm  #Anorexia  #Eatingdisorder  #triggerwarning 
“it’s fine” or “i’m good” and “i’m okay” are my automatic answers. anyone else?
“it’s fine” or “i’m good” and “i’m okay” are my automatic answers. anyone else?
When we make predictions... We never made ones for TEARS , buh it still gonna come our way..... #depressed #depression #love #grunge #alone #suicide #suicidal  #sadness #anxiety #quotes #broken #happy #lonely #cutting #life #quote #music #like4like #girl #dark #fat #bands #cute #me #anorexia #worthless  @instalikesandfollowersforyou  #instalikesandfollowers4u
She sits there with her friend with tears streaming down her face. She looks down at her hands, fiddling with her fingers as the tears fall on to the palms of her hands as she looks and says with a hoarse voice "why am I never good enough?". Her friend tried to re assure her but nothing could settle her. "I'm not good enough for anyone! Why did I ever believe that I'd be good enough!" She exclaims as her head falls again. She remains quiet looking at her hands in her lap again before quietly whispering to herself, "look at me I'm mess.. My body is covered in scars and stretch marks. The way my ribs stick out in the most disgusting way and the many other flaws. My face I wish my nose was what was considered 'normal'. My eyes I wish was bright and full of life not dull and boring. How could anyone see past my flaws?" She was hurting she didn't want to feel anything no more because she was so sick of hurting, so tired of crying. Soon she had cried so much all she could do now was sit and stare blankly feeling nothing and everything at the same moment.. 😞
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#sad #emotions #feelings #shortstory #crying #depressed #alone #worthless #flawed #dulleyes
She sits there with her friend with tears streaming down her face. She looks down at her hands, fiddling with her fingers as the tears fall on to the palms of her hands as she looks and says with a hoarse voice "why am I never good enough?". Her friend tried to re assure her but nothing could settle her. "I'm not good enough for anyone! Why did I ever believe that I'd be good enough!" She exclaims as her head falls again. She remains quiet looking at her hands in her lap again before quietly whispering to herself, "look at me I'm mess.. My body is covered in scars and stretch marks. The way my ribs stick out in the most disgusting way and the many other flaws. My face I wish my nose was what was considered 'normal'. My eyes I wish was bright and full of life not dull and boring. How could anyone see past my flaws?" She was hurting she didn't want to feel anything no more because she was so sick of hurting, so tired of crying. Soon she had cried so much all she could do now was sit and stare blankly feeling nothing and everything at the same moment.. 😞 . . #sad  #emotions  #feelings  #shortstory  #crying  #depressed  #alone  #worthless  #flawed  #dulleyes 
"Accidentally" Burned myself with the iron yesterday. While ironing my step mothers clothes. I swear i fucken do everything in this house. I raise my siblings, clean the house all the time. Get scolded when there is one thing out of place. And i am never a loud to leave this bloody household. My parents are separated. My father is an abusive dick head. My girlfriend leaves me. My bio mother told me to go kill myself.. "Don't worry life gets better" Yeah.. when the fuck does it?
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#depression #love #trying #alone #suicide #suicidal #lonely  #sadness #anxiety #quotes #broken #falling #apart #cutting #life #quote #ana #emo #music #save #me #dark #fat  #lifeisunfair #killmenow #deadinside #anorexia #worthless #selfharm
"Accidentally" Burned myself with the iron yesterday. While ironing my step mothers clothes. I swear i fucken do everything in this house. I raise my siblings, clean the house all the time. Get scolded when there is one thing out of place. And i am never a loud to leave this bloody household. My parents are separated. My father is an abusive dick head. My girlfriend leaves me. My bio mother told me to go kill myself.. "Don't worry life gets better" Yeah.. when the fuck does it? . . . . . #depression  #love  #trying  #alone  #suicide  #suicidal  #lonely   #sadness  #anxiety  #quotes  #broken  #falling  #apart  #cutting  #life  #quote  #ana  #emo  #music  #save  #me  #dark  #fat   #lifeisunfair  #killmenow  #deadinside  #anorexia  #worthless  #selfharm 
I honestly hate myself with a passion I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm worthless, I feel like I have no purpose in life.... #fat #ugly #depression #life #worthless #purpose
Ever wonder if they still think about you?
Ever wonder if they still think about you?
▶ I'm just a bit obsessed over #SSCSPB - i swear, i hate that i do this. But i honestly cant help it. Stalker psycho ass me LMAO. I'm not going to stalk his ass around town or all that other extra weird shit tho 😂 so I'm still a little on the okay side. Or so i tell myself LOL. ⏹
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#suicide #depression #sexualabuse #abuse #healing #survivor #miscariage #sasurvivor #molested #selflove  #worthless #selfharmmm  #wonderland #neverland #paci #agony #unfaithful #love #infidelity #alone #ddlg #littlespace #kitten #petplay #little  #greenangel #college2k17 #fallsemester
▶ I'm just a bit obsessed over #SSCSPB  - i swear, i hate that i do this. But i honestly cant help it. Stalker psycho ass me LMAO. I'm not going to stalk his ass around town or all that other extra weird shit tho 😂 so I'm still a little on the okay side. Or so i tell myself LOL. ⏹ • • 5:35 PM • • • • #suicide  #depression  #sexualabuse  #abuse  #healing  #survivor  #miscariage  #sasurvivor  #molested  #selflove   #worthless  #selfharmmm   #wonderland  #neverland  #paci  #agony  #unfaithful  #love  #infidelity  #alone  #ddlg  #littlespace  #kitten  #petplay  #little   #greenangel  #college2k17  #fallsemester 
Suicide death rates in kids ages 10 to 14 have doubled since 2007. "Many people, including medical professionals, think suicide is a teenage problem," Boesky said. "But suicide can happen at very young ages, and we have to talk about this problem with all children.". #depressed #anxiety #suicide #sad #suicidal #cutting #grunge #alone #ana #anorexia #love #selfharmmm #sadness #broken #emo #fat #tumblr #quotes #worthless #cut #bulimia #mia #ugly #selfhate #lonely #pain #bands #scars #jeepjk #jeepbeef
Suicide death rates in kids ages 10 to 14 have doubled since 2007. "Many people, including medical professionals, think suicide is a teenage problem," Boesky said. "But suicide can happen at very young ages, and we have to talk about this problem with all children.". #depressed  #anxiety  #suicide  #sad  #suicidal  #cutting  #grunge  #alone  #ana  #anorexia  #love  #selfharmmm  #sadness  #broken  #emo  #fat  #tumblr  #quotes  #worthless  #cut  #bulimia  #mia  #ugly  #selfhate  #lonely  #pain  #bands  #scars  #jeepjk  #jeepbeef