There are some moments in your life that makes realization hit you in the face. Hard. I very recently had one of those. You could be happy and content laying in bed listening to music on shuffle and thinking about him one minute, and the next you could be crumbling with the realization that even with it all, the cuts people have left will always be there. For me, it was a song that triggered it. The song that used to mean so much to my ex. The song that still probably does. Do you still think about me everytime you hear it? Do you think about what could've been? I felt guilty for thinking about you, you know. But worse still, I felt guilty for still letting you ruin the happiness that my man tries so hard to keep. I let that song wreak me for some time, again. How could I? I had found my soulmate and we're happy with each other. But still, the cuts you left are like fresh wounds still. All it took was a song. A song, and I'm back to being a mess I thought I had outgrown.
Running, for me, gave me courage and has helped me through the hardest times of my life. When I was feeling scared and lost in life, running helped me to understand my feelings and worked through them in a positive way. It has made me feel confident and strong enough to overcome devastation. It has helped me cope with my loss in a healthier way.
I consider running as my therapy.
So many reasons why I run but these are some of the main reasons why I started running 3 years ago.
Overcoming and Regaining the feeling of being in charge of your own life is pretty fu(king awesome! 💝 I no longer live in my haunted past experiences anymore.🌈Try it🙏❣
이많은 글을 해석하기엔 좀... Translate 쪽을 누루세요😖😳
그냥 내가 왜 자주 뛰는지 이유 몇가지 올렸습니다.❣
I'm not mad nor drunk!😖😳 Hot sweaty mess that's all!🏃💦 Excuse my lobster face...👹
화 안났어요... 술 안 취했어요 😳😖😭뛰어서 그래요🏃
We learn as we do! Not one second before can we gain the "meat" of the experience until we jump in the pond of unknowing! Sure we can read about it. Watch videos, listen to seminars, scan pamphlets, attend meetings but without actually going out into the jungle where the vines hang low, there are no scratches to burn and/or wounds to heal. I love ❤️ not knowing, beforehand! Who can prepare for the unforeseen? Nobody. Yes, we must do our homework in life in as much as we can, AND then we are turned out into the barbarous land of "face what you will when it shows up"! Every person has it in him/ her to meet the inevitable with full might and wanton wonder. JUST go do it! Let it rip! Feel the pulsating, gyrating, vibrating energy of being alive "front and center". It's sensational!!!!
When they say "we only get one chance at life" don't take that lightly. I've found out something horrible this week and it will forever haunt me. Nothing can fix it. #wounds#hurt#pain#baddecisions#horrible
See if you can answer this #WoundWednesdays quiz.
Which of the following statements is a function of the skin?
A) It absorbs critical vitamins and minerals, such as vitamin C, D and E
B) It maintains body temperature.
C) It prevents an immune response.
sometimes even the best cover shows beauty of the sadness in your eyes but still life goes tears dries, smile arise and that's the best disguise to PRETEND IT'S OK! 💄🔚💔
- - Mae I. Bugspaden
[green contour/outline inspired by @dxgger.__]❤️
"We never lose our demons...
We only learn to live above them."
Lil & quick draw of Wintergale
Tbh I really exaggerate his wounds cuz why not?
It's his style, so it's normal ￣\_(ツ)_/￣
Also, his body is supposed to be black, but eh.. I'm too lazy to color it lol
Hope you like it! ^^
P.S: Wintergale's head isn't inspired at all from Paradox 😅And Wintergale had even been created BEFOFE Paradox😉