I once had a friend. She was one of the best people I've ever met. She was perfect, amazing, smart, true. She was that kind of girl that you couldn't treat badly. And of course I treated her badly.
When I was with her I felt suddenly happy and nothing really mattered in the world. I've experienced many types of friendship but nothing felt like that. I felt like I could tell her everything and I did tell her everything. She was and she still is part of my life but in a different way now.
Guess I didn't know how to treat a girl, I didn't realise how precious they are 'till the moment this friend didn't want to see me anymore, because I offended her.
I wanted to tell her I was sorry, I did, but she got the idea that I was an asshole and that I cared only about myself and that it was better not to have me around anymore.
I spent an entire month thinking about how I could get back her trust in me and I made everything worse.
Life is not easy. You'll always have problems, you just have to face them.
I always think about this girl, I think:" what if I didn't make that mistake and she would still be talking to me?"
Actually I miss this smart, pure woman. She taught me so many things and all I gave her was petty arguments that destroyed our relationship.
From this episode I understood how special girls are and that they should never ever be offended.
I hope that one day this girl is gonna talk to me again because she's got part of my heart and I need it back.
Life is never easy. It doesn't depend on your age. You just have to learn how to love yourself and the others so that you will always have true friends who won't ever leave you.