I've always been pretty good with words, I always know what to say and how to say it... But when it comes to my Dad I'm lost. All I have is I love and miss him more than anything. I still have dreams about him like he's here. Arguing over the right coffee creamer, fencing together, showing him something I accomplished with the horses, listening tell me I'm young and need to just be happy, crying to him about the crap I can't figure out and how unfair it all is... Having him hug me and tell me he's right here and it'll be ok... and then I wake up, forgetting for a blissful moment that he's gone, just to be wrenched back to reality. It's still so hard to believe.
Yesterday was my dad's birthday. A year and 20 days since he was killed in a car accident. This photo is of me giving my daddy a birthday kiss years ago 💖 I would do anything to be able to wish him such a happy birthday again this year. I love and miss you so so much dad 💙 #wheniseeyouagain#dad#mydad#daddy#father#daddydaughter#daddysgirl#family#love#soinlove#instalove#somuchlove#kisses#hugs#daughter#happybirthday#memories#betterdays#reminiscing#missyou#lostwithoutyou#bittersweet
You will never know anyone wiser or more full of love than a grandparent. Today my Gramma's heart decided it was too old to carry on. She had been in the hospital for over a week and supposed to be receiving heart surgery to replace a valve within the next couple days. This afternoon she went down hill fast and the doctors discovered there was more wrong with her heart than they originally thought, and told us that her heart was no longer compatible with life 💔 I had just visited her last night and she was still so full of life! It's crazy how quickly things can change.
I am thrilled my baby girl got to meet her great Gramma, only wish she could have grown knowing her love like I did. She was my last parent type figure, losing such an important person is so hard. We will miss you so unbelievably much Gramma. You were such a blessing. I am great ful you're no longer suffering and so happy you are with mom and Grandpa again ❤️