Even though I feel alone inside, which is a good thing, I know that I still can't turn to face what I've done. What I've caused. This was all my fault. You could have had a normal life without me ever being there, without me dragging you down. So could Justin, Aaron, Sam, Matt, Wyatt, Nick.. Everyone.
What if all of this is MY fault?! You could be living a normal life without needing me, Arron and Sam could still be Friends, Matt wouldn't feel abandoned, Wyatt wouldn't be worried so much when I am around and off my medication, Nick could be a normal person, my family could depend on me, and be proud of me. They all could have normal lives if it wasn't for me!