i keep getting questions from all my friends when they go through my dropbox and see literally thousands of screenshots of the magcon boys. yes i admit i was a huge fan of them. however i always seem to forget how much of an impact they had on my life, and my friends constantly ask me "don't u regret screenshotting those and paying so much money to see them? my answer every time is no and when they ask why i always feel as tho they won't understand my answer: i'm never going to regret being part of a fandom, because at that time in my life those boys were all i really had. i have a family, yes, i have friends, yes. but my parents both work full one and my sister is far away at college and we don't talk that much. my parents r gone before i wake up and come home after i'm already asleep. i know some of you aren't familiar with that feeling, i understand some people in those situations party and have send or whatever it is, that wasn't an option for me i didn't want to be one of those kids and at the time i didn't have a lot of friends. i fell in love with those 9 or so boys that were apart of magcon, no im not still completely in love with them like i was when i was thirteen but i remember how i felt when they would post a picture or a vine and it's a very similar feeling to how to i feel now when charlie shawn or tom post a picture. When i was 12 they were the only thing i felt that stayed constant and something i could always turn to when i was bored or lonely, they made me feel better and they always made me laugh and i am eternally grateful to them for getting me through that time when i was so unsure of myself, that time when i felt like my parents worked so much just so they didn't have to deal with me, the time i felt like my sister went so far away was just so she could get away from me. they were my happiness and they were exactly that for a lot of other girls and boys going through similar situations i was going through. I may not be fangirling whenever they post a new picture but i will continue to support them and love them to no end no matter what they choose to do in their careers bc i owe it to them. and that's what ppl don't get.