have you ever felt like you don’t know what’s going on anymore?
like you don’t care about anything anymore.
you’ve lost your motivations to do anything.
you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel.
you have the feeling of emptiness, and the feeling that no one is there for you. that feeling no one understands you anymore. and it seems like there’s nothing to look forward to anymore.
yeah, i get these feelings too.
I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody’s going to come and save you, you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody’s going to give you anything. You’ve got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you. And nobody will be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So don’t give up on your dreams.
maybe it’s true what they say.
there’s always that one person
who you never really get over.
no matter how many other better people you meet, people who treat you better and love you better, in the back of your mind
there is always that one person
you can’t quite completely forget.
i wonder what it’s like
to wake up and love yourself
to look in the mirror and not want to cry
to weight yourself, see the number, and not want to puke
to be with friends and not feel ugly
to go into public and not be insecure
to go shopping for clothes and not feel fat
i just wonder;
what it’s like to love your life
you don’t get it okay
easy for me to explain
but i’m not
trying to be
lazy, it’s just that i’m so fucking tired
and i have
to succeed and
i don’t even know why
this life is