One thing that my life experience has validated is that your emotion, thoughts and intention are rockets of desire and attraction. For a very long time the facade I use to show others was not the true representation of myself and what I truely believed in. I went through a long time suppressing my true emotions, not honouring myself, scared of my own power, scared of change, scared of what others may think, self doubt second guessing, not loving myself and not nurturing that inner child. Back in around 2004 I started to wake up. I started to question my experiences, education, spirituality, patterns of behaviour, my family history and above all why ‘m I here?! I couldn’t stand a life without purpose, there had to be more to it. I made a decision then to master my mind, body and soul, which the universe listened to and the journey that unfolded from that point has led me into a path of self discovery. I realised that I needed closure and make peace with my past because I kept looking in the wrong places for love and acceptance when all needed was to take back my power by loving myself and resolving past traumas.
“No I ain’t crying a bit man, that’s just life, that’s how that shit works
You reach your hand in fire, you pull it back when you get burnt
Gotta learn when you get hurt, even if it's with cupid
He beat you and you went back, who's officially stupid?”
So yesterday I received news that I am scheduled for major surgery next week so that once and for all I may get rid off diverticulitis. Been living with this condition for almost ten years. Unfortunately for me I’m genetically not equipped to handle a westernise diet. All my doctors cannot believe a person as young as me with this disease, it’s really rare under the age of 35, however 25% over the age 40 in western society contract this disease and may not even know it! Be careful what you put into your body. It’s not worth the convenience for those highly processed and refined foods. Since last December I have been battling these latest flares and in June I found out the severity of my condition. It has not been fun with multiple courses of antibiotic, suppressed appetite, fatigue, pain, lack of nutrient intake, loss in body composition and the mental. Well I been through a lot and seen a lot in my life experience, looking forward now to a new me and come back stronger than ever!
“Rod and Janet incorporated, we winning please don’t hate it”
Boy meets girl, boy really likes her, boy tells her on the 15th of November that he really wants her. She threw that vibe that she was a jewel and boy really saw the precious value, she was worth more than her weight in gold. Really she took him to values unknown. She has given boy more than his heart and mind could conceive. In 2009 on the same date of their 8 yr anniversary they wedded. Through the peaks and troughs an amazing ride and partnership was forged with respect and mutual understanding. Love, joy and trust is all that’s needed for this partnership to continue their once in a lifetime adventure. 1 ❤️