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    Samantha Purdue
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When life begins looking up, dont you dare try looking down. ❀❀
#feelinggreat #happy #Love #cute #sweet #Mom #singlemom #funfun #whatsup #blueeyes #sweater #itshotout #ohwell #ilovethisshirt #like #doubletap #likeitup #follow #f4f #followme
I'm fucking falling for you and you continue to act like there is nothing there. I know you feel the. Same way, so stop acting like you don't. 
#youcanhaveme #fuckeverybody #iwannabeyours #letmehaveyou #letmeloveyou #iloveyou #love #fuck #iletmyguarddown #damnit #whatsup #single #singlemom #singlebutinlove
Because four of me are better than one, and a hell of a lot more annoying. πŸ‘ŒπŸ˜‚πŸ˜
#annoying #woman #cute #Snapchat #filters #snapchatsawitfirst #obviously #bedtime #graveyardshift #tired #follow #letshavefun #followme #instafollow #instapost #insta #instagram #like #doubletap #f4f #followforfollow
You weren't guiding me, you were just in my fucking way. I could be just like you, but that would make me stupid and not to mention fake. πŸ–•πŸ–•πŸ–•
#threedaysgrace #justlikeyou #rearrangedthelyrics #fuckit #fuckyou #byenow #angry #irritated #ohwell #imfine #whatsup #working #strawberryblonde #blueeyes #readyforfall #scarfseason #scarf #boots #feisty #fullofattitude #canyouhandleme #no #follow #f4f #followforfollow #followme #followfollowfollow #mommabear #dontmesswithmycubs
You weren't guiding me, you were just in my fucking way. I could be just like you, but that would make me stupid and not to mention fake. πŸ–•πŸ–•πŸ–• #threedaysgrace  #justlikeyou  #rearrangedthelyrics  #fuckit  #fuckyou  #byenow  #angry  #irritated  #ohwell  #imfine  #whatsup  #working  #strawberryblonde  #blueeyes  #readyforfall  #scarfseason  #scarf  #boots  #feisty  #fullofattitude  #canyouhandleme  #no  #follow  #f4f  #followforfollow  #followme  #followfollowfollow  #mommabear  #dontmesswithmycubs 
People without depression will never truly understand how depression feels. They dont understand that even the tiniest of things can send some spiraling downwards. They dont realize that things dont just become overwhelming, they become unbearable. Once people do realize the severity of this disease, it's usually too late....
#depression #severedepression #mom #ineedtobehappy #forthekids #ilovethem #strawberryblonde #blueeyes #nobra #legs #cute #bedtimeforme #daytimeforyou #goodnight #sleep #sleepequalshappiness #happy #catchsomezs #snore #gross #Lmao #follow #f4f #followfollowfollow #followme #instaposts #Instagram #Insta #love
People without depression will never truly understand how depression feels. They dont understand that even the tiniest of things can send some spiraling downwards. They dont realize that things dont just become overwhelming, they become unbearable. Once people do realize the severity of this disease, it's usually too late.... #depression  #severedepression  #mom  #ineedtobehappy  #forthekids  #ilovethem  #strawberryblonde  #blueeyes  #nobra  #legs  #cute  #bedtimeforme  #daytimeforyou  #goodnight  #sleep  #sleepequalshappiness  #happy  #catchsomezs  #snore  #gross  #Lmao  #follow  #f4f  #followfollowfollow  #followme  #instaposts  #Instagram  #Insta  #love 
When you can't stop wondering what he's doing or who he's with, but you also know he will never feel the same way about you. 
#allnatural #nomakeeup #whymustpeoplehavefeelings #whatishappening #whatishedoing #headoverheels #tired #hardworking #needsleep #overthinking #needtostop #killme #haha #blueeyes #strawberryblonde #f4f #l4l #follower #followfollowfollow #followme #follow
Do you know how it feels to be forgotten?
How it feels when everybody seems to just disappear out of your life? 
What happens when it's your own self you're forgetting?
The self that once smiled constantly.
The self that laughed at everything.
The self that had no worries at all.
I miss my true self. I miss the old me. The happy me. The me that has now disappeared like every body else. How can I expect people to remember me and stick around, when i can't even do that for myself? 
#gottastayfocused #fixyourself #pickyourselfup #workonyourselffirst #workingonit #strawberryblonde #blueeyes #depression #anxiety #tryingtobetrue #betrue #betruetoyourself #loveyourself #otherswillfollow #keepcalm #working #inthefeels #overthinking #ithappenstothebestofus
Do you know how it feels to be forgotten? How it feels when everybody seems to just disappear out of your life? What happens when it's your own self you're forgetting? The self that once smiled constantly. The self that laughed at everything. The self that had no worries at all. I miss my true self. I miss the old me. The happy me. The me that has now disappeared like every body else. How can I expect people to remember me and stick around, when i can't even do that for myself? #gottastayfocused  #fixyourself  #pickyourselfup  #workonyourselffirst  #workingonit  #strawberryblonde  #blueeyes  #depression  #anxiety  #tryingtobetrue  #betrue  #betruetoyourself  #loveyourself  #otherswillfollow  #keepcalm  #working  #inthefeels  #overthinking  #ithappenstothebestofus 
Showing you the view from my phone because I'm always on it πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ I'm pretty lame but at least im cute sometimes, right? 😜😜
#cute #single #singlemom #hotmom #sexymomma #blueeyes #strawberryblonde #sparkles #followfollowfollow #followers #f4f #l4l #boredom #working #hardworking #workingmom #howareyou #hi #imfantastic #loving #carrying #goofy
The blue of the ocean and the blue of the sky, could no longer compare to the blue of my eyes. ❀❀❀
#mesmerizing #hypnotizing #blueeyes #strawberryblonde #cute #flawless #perfection #beautiful #seriousface #serious #fun #loving #ilookgood #weightloss #losingweight #lookinggood #feelinggood #pale #ohwell
When you lock yourself out the house and your car so you gotta have some outdoor fun, all by your lonesome. 
#bored #lonely #whiteteeth #pearlywhites #smile #tongue #blueeyes #strawberryblonde #outdoors #blondemoment #goofy #stupid #ohwell #helpisontheway
I have begun to expect disappointment.
Yes being a mother makes me happy, but being a mother also makes my anxiety and depression sky rocket. It puts thoughts in my mind, one of which being: as a single mother of not only one, but two children, will anybody ever want to put up with all three of us? I know it can be difficult but I keep reminding myself we are all worth it; I can wait because my kids deserve the best. I deserve the best. Then someone says something to me and the thoughts flow over and over again. Am I really what they think I am? Am I truly worth it? Do I even deserve my beautiful children? I think I do, but sometimes words people say, make me feel otherwise. I know I should not listen to others, or let their opinions affect me, but that is so much easier said than done. As the thoughts flood my mind, much like a natural disaster (maybe i myself am naturally disastrous), I start wanting to stay alone, and not go anywhere or do anything. If I go out how will people look at me? Will they see the person i try so hard to be? Perhaps they will see the true me, who I truly am inside. I may look happy and like my life is together, but the truth is: it is not. My life has never been together, and whenever I feel like it's getting there, I just sit in my own thoughts and wonder how I am going to mess it up this time. Maybe I won't. Maybe this time will be different. Although it will more than likely have the same outcome, I will keep pushing. I will try my hardest to make it work, and maybe once it does, I will finally realize life is not all that bad, nor is it filled with constant calamity. 
#anxiety #depression #inmythoughts #learningtolovemyself #longpost #latenightthoughts #tired #follow #f4f #l4l #Sexy #mom #hotmomma #singlemom #single #perfect #love #idontcare #writing #writer #descriptive #awesome #confidence #tryingtopushforward #helpmeout #help #love
I have begun to expect disappointment. Yes being a mother makes me happy, but being a mother also makes my anxiety and depression sky rocket. It puts thoughts in my mind, one of which being: as a single mother of not only one, but two children, will anybody ever want to put up with all three of us? I know it can be difficult but I keep reminding myself we are all worth it; I can wait because my kids deserve the best. I deserve the best. Then someone says something to me and the thoughts flow over and over again. Am I really what they think I am? Am I truly worth it? Do I even deserve my beautiful children? I think I do, but sometimes words people say, make me feel otherwise. I know I should not listen to others, or let their opinions affect me, but that is so much easier said than done. As the thoughts flood my mind, much like a natural disaster (maybe i myself am naturally disastrous), I start wanting to stay alone, and not go anywhere or do anything. If I go out how will people look at me? Will they see the person i try so hard to be? Perhaps they will see the true me, who I truly am inside. I may look happy and like my life is together, but the truth is: it is not. My life has never been together, and whenever I feel like it's getting there, I just sit in my own thoughts and wonder how I am going to mess it up this time. Maybe I won't. Maybe this time will be different. Although it will more than likely have the same outcome, I will keep pushing. I will try my hardest to make it work, and maybe once it does, I will finally realize life is not all that bad, nor is it filled with constant calamity. #anxiety  #depression  #inmythoughts  #learningtolovemyself  #longpost  #latenightthoughts  #tired  #follow  #f4f  #l4l  #Sexy  #mom  #hotmomma  #singlemom  #single  #perfect  #love  #idontcare  #writing  #writer  #descriptive  #awesome  #confidence  #tryingtopushforward  #helpmeout  #help  #love 
Momma had a night out over the weekend. Got handed money and free drinks; I'd call that a success. 😘😘
#freedrinks #drinks #casino #money #Sexy #killingit #blueeyes #single #singlemom #hotmomma #fun #awesome #Insta #instamom #instagood #followers #follow #doubletap #l4l #f4f #boobs #ilovemyself #perfect #beautiful #Like
I may not be your definition of perfect, but I'm someone's. 
To you i may not be beautiful, but in someone else's eyes I am.
My body may not be the sexiest, but someone finds me irresistable. 
You may not ever love me, but one day someone will
Until that day, i will continue to love myself for all that i am worth. ❀❀❀
#worthy #lovemyself #loveyourself #someone #perfectlyimperfect #perfect #dreamcatcher #necklace #blueeyes #strawberryblonde #whatdefinesyou #define #beauty #irresistable #love #oneday #follow #head #hitmeup #fun #awesome #momma #momlife #lovely #iloveyou #kissme #lips #follow #followback
I may not be your definition of perfect, but I'm someone's. To you i may not be beautiful, but in someone else's eyes I am. My body may not be the sexiest, but someone finds me irresistable. You may not ever love me, but one day someone will Until that day, i will continue to love myself for all that i am worth. ❀❀❀ #worthy  #lovemyself  #loveyourself  #someone  #perfectlyimperfect  #perfect  #dreamcatcher  #necklace  #blueeyes  #strawberryblonde  #whatdefinesyou  #define  #beauty  #irresistable  #love  #oneday  #follow  #head  #hitmeup  #fun  #awesome  #momma  #momlife  #lovely  #iloveyou  #kissme  #lips  #follow  #followback