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it’s gonna be hard to write and it’s gonna be long, then i hope that someone will read it until the end.-
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it’s been more than two years since the last time i drunk something different that clean water and it’s been more than six months since the last time i smoked a cigarette.-
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when i came to my friends and i said that i decided to get off from every dependence, even if i never had real issues with it, everyone was mad at my idea.-
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as well as i decided to change, it wasn’t easy, i still made mistakes and i had to face the worst situations and worst of the days ever.-
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i left the university and as i moved from my small hometown to a big city to study, i decided to come back to my native home. 
i was sure that finding a job was better than studying something that i liked but not at all.
at the end, instead of finding a job i got into depression and even if i’m actually better sometimes i think that for a while i lost myself.-
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me, known by everyone as a sunny and upbeat person, got into hard days, days of persistent struggle against himself and his brain.
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why am i actually talking about my past and about addiction at the same time?
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when you decide to leave out every stuff you also decide to face what will happen to yourself.
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if you’re drunk you can escape from it , if you’re sober you’ve to face your shit. 
i did it, sober, i did everything facing every single trouble, even if it was hard.
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i did it and now i’m here, having the life i’ve always dreamed about.-
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a month ago or so i moved from my hometown, as i said before a a small countryside town, to one of the biggest canadian cities. i decided to leave home and get back out there, find a real job and start learning and studying again.
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i faced the worst shit but i’m here, focusing myself on a goal and on every single red-tape stuff requested to become someone. -
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i did it with a clean mind and i’m proud of the person i’m today. -
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i made a choice, i made a promise, and being sober is part of it.

happy straight edge day.
xxx. 
@straightedgeworldwide .
it’s gonna be hard to write and it’s gonna be long, then i hope that someone will read it until the end.- - it’s been more than two years since the last time i drunk something different that clean water and it’s been more than six months since the last time i smoked a cigarette.- - when i came to my friends and i said that i decided to get off from every dependence, even if i never had real issues with it, everyone was mad at my idea.- - as well as i decided to change, it wasn’t easy, i still made mistakes and i had to face the worst situations and worst of the days ever.- - i left the university and as i moved from my small hometown to a big city to study, i decided to come back to my native home. i was sure that finding a job was better than studying something that i liked but not at all. at the end, instead of finding a job i got into depression and even if i’m actually better sometimes i think that for a while i lost myself.- - me, known by everyone as a sunny and upbeat person, got into hard days, days of persistent struggle against himself and his brain. - why am i actually talking about my past and about addiction at the same time? - when you decide to leave out every stuff you also decide to face what will happen to yourself. - if you’re drunk you can escape from it , if you’re sober you’ve to face your shit. i did it, sober, i did everything facing every single trouble, even if it was hard. - i did it and now i’m here, having the life i’ve always dreamed about.- - a month ago or so i moved from my hometown, as i said before a a small countryside town, to one of the biggest canadian cities. i decided to leave home and get back out there, find a real job and start learning and studying again. - i faced the worst shit but i’m here, focusing myself on a goal and on every single red-tape stuff requested to become someone. - - i did it with a clean mind and i’m proud of the person i’m today. - - i made a choice, i made a promise, and being sober is part of it. happy straight edge day. xxx. @straightedgeworldwide .
hi everyone, it’s me.
i’m the keeper of this account or better called, my own virtual place. 
i’m am an almost twentythree years old man.
i’m actually based in toronto and i’m a struggling photographer; i’ve attitude towards live shots and landscapes.
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i’m a friendly person, even if sometimes i feel like the whole world is turning against me, and besides photography i love architecture, post hardcore music and a bunch of pop punk music. vinyl, records and live shows, as well as pictures and cameras, are more than half of my life.
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i’m a boring straight edge dude and i’m also vegan, what combo, but if anyone wants to hang i don’t have any problems at drinking ginger ale for the whole night instead of pints. -
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i’ve been far from this place, away from this account for a while; 
i tried to upload something but every stuff i tried to catch with my old camera seemed empty, devoid of everything. -
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i’m finally back and i’ll try to do my best to make anyone who’s currently following me here smile. -
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if you want to do the same with me, then you’re allowed to send me pictures of your kitties in dm. - -
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🐈. the end.
hi everyone, it’s me. i’m the keeper of this account or better called, my own virtual place. i’m am an almost twentythree years old man. i’m actually based in toronto and i’m a struggling photographer; i’ve attitude towards live shots and landscapes. - i’m a friendly person, even if sometimes i feel like the whole world is turning against me, and besides photography i love architecture, post hardcore music and a bunch of pop punk music. vinyl, records and live shows, as well as pictures and cameras, are more than half of my life. - i’m a boring straight edge dude and i’m also vegan, what combo, but if anyone wants to hang i don’t have any problems at drinking ginger ale for the whole night instead of pints. - - i’ve been far from this place, away from this account for a while; i tried to upload something but every stuff i tried to catch with my old camera seemed empty, devoid of everything. - - i’m finally back and i’ll try to do my best to make anyone who’s currently following me here smile. - - if you want to do the same with me, then you’re allowed to send me pictures of your kitties in dm. - - - 🐈. the end.
lake.
lights.
city. 
home.
lake. lights. city. home.
left home with no kinda backup plan and everyone one that i knew that i couldn’t stand said "if you can’t make it here, you won’t make it there".
don’t want to hear about it.

@adtr live at @rebeltoronto . 
@therealjeremymckinnon @neilwestfall44 @joshuawoodard d @alexshelnutt @kevineffinskaff .
left home with no kinda backup plan and everyone one that i knew that i couldn’t stand said "if you can’t make it here, you won’t make it there". don’t want to hear about it. @adtr live at @rebeltoronto . @therealjeremymckinnon @neilwestfall44 @joshuawoodard d @alexshelnutt @kevineffinskaff .
there's a lot of stuff i could write but i'm probably gonna spend my time listening to this record without stopping at least for the next month. 
all i can say is i've always tried to find something that could speak for my self and something that could literally help me to running away from all i've in my head without forgetting that i could fight everything and i think i might have found it.
dead reflection is out today, thank you @silverstein @shanetold @billverstein @xpaulkoehlerx @paulmarcrousseau @tourbeard.
there's a lot of stuff i could write but i'm probably gonna spend my time listening to this record without stopping at least for the next month. all i can say is i've always tried to find something that could speak for my self and something that could literally help me to running away from all i've in my head without forgetting that i could fight everything and i think i might have found it. dead reflection is out today, thank you @silverstein @shanetold @billverstein @xpaulkoehlerx @paulmarcrousseau @tourbeard.